Days of our life (57)

sorry for the late post :p finals are on the way :(
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Me: la yumaa 5la9 .. 7yahom allah b2ay wakt ..


the moment i said that a HUGE smile formed on my mothers face but a HUGE shocked face formed on 9aba's face!


but i said that with concern in me .. yeah it was the hardest thing i would do in my life, ITS FREAKIN HARD LETTING FAI9AL GO !! but im not going to ruin my whole life and cry and turn it into a funeral when im just 20 .. this is going to be really tuff ! but i have to stay strong .. w ymkn y6la3 5osh ryal .. fai9al left me for stupid reasons .. he left because of a stupid girl and didnt even fight to stay with me .. if he didnt try and didnt care .. then so am i!


Mom: 9ij zyoona ? ya3ni 5la9 agoulhom eyon ?
Me: ee yuma 
Mom: waaay zain ri'6etay! t3alay yuma t3alay


she pulled me in a rib-cracking hug .. i saw happiness in her eyes! 


Mom: matdreen shkthr wanasteeni alzain .. a7la 5abar sima3ta eb 7yaty yuma! alla ywafgch w yaktblch ely feeh el5er w 9dgeeni yuma mbayn 3lehom 5osh nas w shareench la2nhom 7anichaw 3la hal 5i6ba! w oma sh7leeeelha tyanin! ra7 ta3jbch ..

i faked a smile but unfortunately couldn't fake the tears that were streaming down my cheeks .. my mom thought they were happy tears but they were not! kanat dmo3 8ahar w ti7sif 3la el'6 sneen ely ra7aw hadad .. they were  tears of pain ..

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i stayed in her lap hearing some advices then headed up to my room with 9aba

** 9aba's point of view **

i couldn't believe she actually said yes !! i sat there beyond shocked trying to find a way to make her change her mind but i couldn't ! kan wdi afla3ha shway a5leeha t97a 3an hal '3ba2 ! bs lil2saf makan yami shay!

9aba: ma9aadg ench wafa8tay !!! shloun ??
Alzain: wafa8t 9aba ya3ni shloun wafa8t ba3ad! glt ee
9aba: alzain chan 36etay nafsch mohla tfakreen !! klmeeh again ra7 y8ayer raya 9dgeeni! bs lat5rbon klshay bhal s'hola! 7raam ana 3an nafsi mar'6a ashoufkom chithi!
Alzain: 9ABA 3BALCH HAL SHAY MO 9A3B 3LAY ANA ?? TARA ANA GA3DA AMOUT BS SHSAWI! GOLEELI ARO7 ATHB7A ? AT'HAWASH WYA OBOH ?? AGOULCH DAM OBOH BLSALFA MALCH AMAL Y8AYER RAYA! W DAM EHWA TI5ALA 3ANI BHAL S'HOLA SHBEEDI ANA ?? W NAFS MAGAL BILSANA ENA THIS GUY MAY TURN ABOUT TO BE BETTER THEN HIM! ITS A CHANCE W MARA7 A6AWFHA ..
9aba: 7ta law zyoon! 7ram!
Alzain: 9aba adri ena 7ram! adri walla adri! bs ana wafa8t and thats final 5la9!
9aba: alzain fakray 3adl!
Alzain: fakart :)
9aba: waaaay akrihich!
Alzain: :')


waaay this girl bathba7a!!! shnawya tsawi! ga3da tit9araf bkefha! there is a chance bs mo ra'6ya t'3ayer rayha!

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my phone rang ..

calling..
Mama Badriya's house ..

Me: BET MAMA BADRIYA ;@?
Alzain: ok shino elydeed rday ..
Me: mno dag ? 
Alzain: riday !! 

Me: alou?
Mama Badriya: hala yma 9aba shlounch sh5barch ?
Me: haaalaa mama bdrya .. tmam enty shlounch yuma
Mama Badriya: shd3wa ya 7af'9 wainch e5tfetay fj2a yma ..
Me: b3d shswe university w l5b6a w emt7anay ma3leh sam7eni yuma
Mama Badriya: hal zwara btyen w edch fog rasch


ohh no! mabi ya rabi ana lesh rdet :)

Me: magdar yuma 3ndi emt7anat 
Mama Badriya: wleeeeen 9aba 7beebti may9eer chithi yuma ya3ni lay mta ! 9arlna dahar mo shayfeench!


ksrat 5a6ri :(! she's right 9arli 5 years mo ray7a lizwara .. i never saw them except if they came to our house or for special events ..


Me: enshalla mama bdrya bs 3shanch tra ra7 ayee lizwara elyaya!
Mama Badriya: tslmen 7bebty bs 3ad mo takshteen feena! lana bakalm omch tara !yalla bnyte tamren 3la shay ?
Me: la m3a alslama


Alzain: waa25eeeran 8arartay tro7een ?! ;D
Me: wlw ena ma wdi !! bs 3shan mama badrya w jad mishtagtlhom 9arli mn zman mo shayft'hom!
Alzain: mta ?
Me: next weeek w ra7 tyeen wyay tara ;D!
Alzain: 5laa9 okk 
Me: enzain yalla ana mashya!
Alzain: ya 7mara g3day!
Me: zyoon lazm aro7 w 5l9eena ya3ni shhal 7ub ely nizal 3lech 5oo bacher bshoufch bljam3a -.-
Alzain: 5la9 okk :(
Me: enzain wa9leeni 
Alzain: k


she walked with me down to the living rooms door and everybody was sitting there ..

Obo Alzain: hlaaa bnayti 9aba 
Me: hla 3ami shlonk :D?
Obo Alzain: tmam el7mdla sh5barkom 
Me: b5er
Obo Alzain: yalla jahzay nafsch 56obat zyoona elsabt elyay enshalla :D

i looked at zyoon ely 3enha kanat mdam3a 6oul elwakt w bel ar'6 .. ksrat 5a6ri ..

Me: enshalla 3mi yalla ma3a elslama 
All: alla wyach


And i left alzain's home ..
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done :D