Days of our life (56)

as promised guys :p
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Alzain giggled and we headed downstairs into zwens range rover and off to starbucks kaifan!
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as soon as we arrived alzain got out of the drivers seat!

Alzain: 9aba a5aaf !
9aba: mo laayg! la jk lat7ateen mara7 y9eer shay ;*
Alzain: madri :(
9aba: everything will be fine 9adgeeni! bs dont forget to bring me a moca ;D

she stared at me and banged the door in my face =)) so i guess thats a no ..

** Alzain's point of view **

i stood outside the door staring at the ground !! knt 5ayfa adsh!

i looked to my left and saw his austin parked outside!

i inhaled and exhaled and entered in .. i saw him sitting in the corner

i headed to him

Me: hla 7yati


i went to kiss his cheeks but he backed off !! yeah he backed off! fai9al backed off!


Fai9al: hla alzain 

what !! ALZAIN ??? mn mta ygouli alzain!

Me: h .. hlaa 
Fai9al: g3day shfeech wagfa

i sat down!

Fai9al: lesh kntay btshofeeni ?


to tell him or no ? .. i think i want to hear what he has to say first ..


Me: wla shay bs knt bashoufk ..
Fai9al: ahaa .. well good cuz this might be the last time you see me .. 


i looked up to his eyes !!!!!


Fai9al: zyoon .. 7beebti im getting married!


NA3AM ???


Me: whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat ??
Fai9al: yeah im getting maried .. lesh you didnt imagine this moment .. ya3ni blnhaya someone needs to get married ..
Me: b7yati ma ti5ayalt'ha!!!! no !! i imagined myself with you and only you !!! i imagined myself in your arms ! me ALZAIN not any other girl !! mno hathi w mn mta !!! fai9al w anaaaa ?? ana shloun ! bt5leeni bs chithi ! bhal s'hola ??


i was BEYOND shocked!!


Fai9al: Alzain sorry but i have to do this ! oboy ybeeni atzwaj bnt 3mti w tdreen magdar ardla 6alab! i love you i really do ! bs mo beedi .. im sorry 
Me: im sorry ? im sorry hathi wain a9rfha ?? a9rfha eb the 6 years we spent together wla the love that was between us ? hh enta mn 9jik ?? are you serious fai9al wla tit'3shmar ? cuz tara kilish mo waktk !
Fai9al: Ma at'3shmar eb chithi swalf ana !!!!! t3rfeeni! alzain ! i need to do this and its final .. im sorry 7yaty 
Me: fai9al rid obok !! ana elyoum yooni 56ab bs mabeehom ! your the only one i want ! rdet'hom 3shank .. yay tgoili chithi ?
Fai9al: magdar arida alzain !! kilmat oboy wa7da w a7na kalamna ahal elbnt! im sorry and im starting to like her .. 5la9 latrdeen ely 5a6bich waf8ay .. he might be better then  me and i may not be the best for you .. dont ruin your chance ..


he got up and left ..

simply got up and left me ..

he left me sitting with my tears!


but i didnt stay for to long i grabbed my bag and left to my car!

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when i got their i opened the passengers seat ..


9aba: :O shfeeeeeeeeeeeeech ?
Me with tears: 9aba gomay sogay mafeeni 7el ..
9aba: enshalla bs shfeech ?


i hugged her tightly and cried on her shoulders!


Me: 9abaaaa fai9al eb yitzawaj ! :'( !

she pulled me away from her ..


9aba: na3aaaaaaaaaaaaam ??? shko shko !! ambay ma9adg shloun !
Me: wallaaa 9abaa walaaaaa madrrrrriiii !! 9aba plz gomay wdeeni elbet mo gadra 7tan ogaf!
9aba: ok ok rkbay 

i got in .. cried the ride off!

9aba: zyoon mno hathi ?

i didnt replay .. i just stared out the window .. shocked !! really shocked !! el7een kil hal sneen ana wyaah .. klyoum agoul bacher ya56bni w bacher ya56bni .. bhal s'hola 5laani w ra7 7ag '3eri ?? bhal s'hola han galba ?!! mo ra'6ya a9adg walla ! thats not a random boy !! thats fai9al ! my first and last love!! shloun fhmooni shloun y5leeni w yro7 7ag '3eri ?!! la w ygouli im starting to like her ..

tears and tears and more and more and tears just ran out my eyes !!!!

LESH FAI9AL LESH ??

9aba: zyoon 
Me: hmm
9aba: mno hathi ?
Me: bnt 3ama ..
9aba: ahmmmm shaaaay !!


i just faked a smile ..

9aba: ma38ooola hatha fai9al ? ambay walla ma9adg !! entaw lathnen kntaw ambay walla madri shgoul !! lo agoul best couples on earth mara7 agdar aw9f 7bkom 7ag ba3a'6 !! shloun bhal s'hola
Me: asking my self the same question 9aba .. w tadreen whats the weird part .. kan ga3d yitkalam eb boroood !!!! bkl boroood ! gali bkl ba9a6a "  latrdeen ely 5a6bich waf8ay .. he might be better then me and i may not be the best for you .. dont ruin your chance .. " bkl borood galha :) 
9aba: i cant believe this .. fai9al !!! ma ysweeha
Me: swaha w 5ala9 :')
9aba: n6ray 3leh ymkn y'3ayer raya !! ymkn yitraja3
Me: he never will 
9aba: w entay shdrach
Me: 9aba dam obo blmaw'6o3 then TRUST me mara7 yitraja3 ..
9aba: i cant believe this !! entay shno bitsawen ?
Me: nothing .. i cant do nothing .. dam he's starting to like her w obo blmaw'6o3 .. then alla ywafghom ..


i said that and all i felt was pain in my heart .. bs you have to face reality sooner or later .. and im going to face it now ..

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a couple of minutes later we arrived home!

we got out the car and entered .. it was about 4;00 o'clock ..

i entered and saw my mother sitting ..

Mom: zyoona t3alay yuma bakalmch 

plz no mom im soooo not in the mood !!

Me: enshalla 

me and 9aba went and sat next to her ..

she saw my face and was shocked ..

Mom: shfeech tabcheen ?
Me: mafeeni shay yuma ta3bana ..
Mom: alzain 7beebti etha 3shan salfat elzwaj yuma 5la9 la tbcheen .. damha bitkader 5a6rch la tbcheen 7beebti .. ana fta7t wyach elmaw'6o3 lana shft elnas 7el san3een w shareench .. kan embayn 3lehom 5osh nas w mo9reen 3la hal zwaj .. bs etha btz3leen chithi yuma 5la9 mo lazm .. mn 3yoni el7een ardhom!


i hugged her and cried .. a55 yuma walla mo ga3da abchi 3shan chithi .. ga3daabchi mn el7ara ely da5li .. my 6 years love is going away .. my love is getting married to a girl thats not mee .. hes leaving me .. he's leaving his alzain !!

his sentence passed my mind millions of times .. "  latrdeen ely 5a6bich waf8ay .. he might be better me and i may not be the best for you .. dont ruin your chance .. " lay hal drja ma ybeeni .. lay hal daraj 7bha .. ya3ni 5la9 ra7 ykamil 7yata bdoni .. klmni bkl borod w 5la9 byitzawjha .. ra7 ykamil 7yata w ana ma hmeta .. ya3ni the pain is going to start now .. im going to suffer and cry because im going to see him with another girl ?? no i will not .. 9ij ena fai9al THE LOVE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE !! bs this may not happen to me .. i dont want to suffer and ruin my life when im still 20 ..

Me: la yumaa 5la9 .. 7yahom allah b2ay wakt ..