Days of our life (45)

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and i closed the line ... feeling much better el7mdla :D

Alzain: ha sh9ar ???
Me: ma 9ar shay :p
Alzain: kil hal bachi w elmna7a 3la wla shay ?

i went and threw myself on the bed next to her

Me: waaay madri zyoon ! why is life so hard ?
Alzain: ga3da as2al nafsi nafs elso2al :) but it has no answer ;p now 5leena mn 3war elras w shnsawi ?
Me: la zyoon walla jad ! lesh chithi ga3d y9eer ??

my eyes started to tear ..

Alzain: shftay lesh mabi afta7 wyach elmaw'6o3 ? adri ra7 ti'6aygen !
Me: zyoon mn 7agi at'6ayag walla !! shay wara shay w kila brasi ! ta3abt ! getting over bader is imposible mani gadra walla !! ga3da a7awl wayed !!! bs mo gadra !!
Alzain: 9aba hatha mo shay y9eer byom w lela .. lazm ta9breen !
Me: 6 months mo kafi ? tara kafi w zyada ba3ad! bs tadreen shli man3ni .. kil ma 7awalt ansah .. y6la3 bwayhi mra thanya .. kil ma 7awalt ansah i find him right infront of me ready to destroy everything i worked on .. w kil ma 7awalt ansah alga bwayhi !! shloun bansa ?? hathi elmoshkla ..
Alzain: bs you cant do anything about it .. Ya3ni shno bitsaween ? wain ma tro7een ra7 tshofeena anywhere and anyway ... likuwait 9'3eera 3la fkra ..
Me: ra7 alga 6ree8a 9dgeeni bs mara7 asma7 7ag nafsi eni a'6l 3la hal 7ala

minutes of silence ...

Alzain: bdal ma7na minsad7een chithi la sh'3l wla mash'3la .. gomay enro7 nsaweelna akl ;D
Me: maly 5lg

zyoon got up on one foot and grabbed my hand

Alzain: gooooooomaaaay !!
Me: ayyyyyy 5ila3tay eedi ya 7mara !!
Alzain: gomay 5al9eeena
Me: elwa7d ma yig3ad dgeega bra7ta ?
Alzain: embla yig3don bs entay ma tin36en wayh n5leech dgeega bro7ch tka2been ! yalla gomay !
Me: enzain enzain

i got up to head to the kitchen with om karsh lana shwya w ra7 taklni :)

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my phone vibrated i picked it up quikley without even looking at the screen cuz i knew it was zayed

Me: hallaaa obooooooooooy
Lujain: way3a !

tigdron itgoloun inga9 wayhi =))

Me: ohh hathi entay ? ;$
Lujain: ee ana ana !! e5tch lujain chan nisetay ! mo hla oboy !
Me embaresed: shtabeen ?
Lujain: wenkom ?!!!!
Me: bet zween lesh ?
Lujain: w lishlasha !!! mta rdetaw 2sasan !! 3al 2sas bacher bnrd kilina w seeda enro7 lizwara ! tsthbloun ?

i threw the phone on zyoon to talk to her w tfahimha lana makan le 5lg .. rasi bynfjr !!

i sat on the counter chair and layed my head on the table ..

i sat on there just thinking and eating up all the creps that alzain was making ..

i thought of a way to end all this non-sense .. what will i do to forget bader and just think about zayed .. just love zayed .. what should i make to make everything " just zayed " !!

i really dont know .. i dont know for where to start .. its mission impossible to me ..

i thought .. and thought .. and thought ..

Alzain: aya zft ana asawi w entay tbl3eeen ?:O !! 7ILFAY !!

i laughed so hard xD maknt mintabha 3la nafsi ga3da w abla3 xD w ehya 9arlha sa3a wagfha tsaweehom xD

Me: chub maly 5lg shay =))!
Alzain: la walla ? entay malch 5lg w ana abtlsh ! agoul gomay 6b5eeli yalla ! nafs ma kleteehom kilihom ! gomay sweeli !
Me: ma3arf ..
Alzain: ambay shli ma t3arfeen ? 76i blpan w  galbay feeh ! nafs panacackes !

i got up and grabbed the pan from her and started cooking ..

Me: zyoon
Alzain: haa
Me: mn youm w ray7 mani ray7a lizwara ..
Alzain shocked: lesh ??
Me: mo glt abi aba3d 3an kilshay ythakrni eb bader ? thats the first step :D lizwara .. mani ray7a cuz hatha elmokan elw7eed ely 24 sa3a ashoufa feeh !
Alzain: ra7 tshofeena eb amakn thanya !
Me: la shko ! a9lan ana ma ashouf ela blzwara ! 7ta ma a9adfa kilish ;s
Alzain: ok bs hathi zwartkom alzain ! shloun matro7een ! w ydtch !
Me: 9aba mo wakta hal afakar el7een bs bacher bro7 ! ba3den bag6a3 fatra w 3igobha y9eer 5er !
Alzain: mit2kda lana ely bitsaweena jad '3bi el9ra7a ? ;s
Me: w n9 !
Alzain: 5la9 3ayl kefch ..
Me: i know

i fliped my hair and returned to cook when my stupid hand bumped to the pan !! and fliped it on the ground !

Alzain laughed so hard !!!!

Me: 5ala9tay ? cuz ma y'6a7k :)!

she got up fliped her hair and said ..

Alzain: yes ;D

ya3ni btrdeli el7rka=)) hbla hal bnt !
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i cleaned the mess that i did and headed to look for zyoon who i found sitting in the garden !