Days of our life (49)

2 posts since its long :p
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i got out to pick the phone ..

Me: hlaaaa obooooooy
Zayed: hllaaaaaa galbiiiiiii !! 3lamich fa9la ?
Me: mafeeni shay ! its just a change thats going to happen mn youm w raye7 :D
Zayed: w shno hal change ely mwanis  the love of my life lay hal daraja ?
Me: zayed !
Zayed: 3yooon zayed entay!
Me: this is the last time ayee feeha lzwara and the first real step i take to really get rid of bader from my life :D
Zayed: Im proud of you 7yaty !! bs lizwara shko blmaw'6o3 ? its your family 9booy mahma ykoon ! w hathi 9ilat ra7em !
Me: i know zayed ! fakart feeha wayed ! ra7 azor bs mo wakt zwara .. ra7 azorhom eb weekdays lma ykon bader mo mwjood .. 5la9 im fed up with him ! la3at chabdi mna ! im really hating him !

i said this sentence ! w ma wi3et ela a7ad za5ni mn my jacket and throwing me on a car ! my phone flew on the ground breaking into thousands of pieces ! my eyes started to tear up ! i dont know who this person is and im already crying !

but the voice ?

yeah the voice !

the voice came rushing through my ears !

Baders voice ..

Me with tears: aaaaaaaaa7777777777777
Bader: 3SAAAAAAAAAAACH !!!!!! BCHETAY DAM 7TA BCHETAY DAM !!!! ENTAY MNO ENTAY ?? MNO 7ISBALCH ENTAY ???? MNO ENTAY ELY T6AL3EEN 3ANI KLAM YA 5ARA !!! MNO ENTAY YA WA6YA !!! AG9ACH 9ABA !!!!! AG9ACH 5ROOFTI !!! AG9ACH 9ABA ELY KNT ATHLCH THAL W ENTAY TRK'6EEN WRAY MTHL EL5ROOF !!! YAYA TGOLEEN LA3AT CHABDI MNAA W GMT AKRHA 7AG ALLA Y3LAM MNO ???? W GA3DA TSWEELI 7RKAT MN EL9B7 CHNA WLA SHAY 3AJBCH !!!! W TGOLEEN MA YSHRFNI ALBS BLOZTA !!! 7BEEBTI ENTAY HAAAAAY !!

he pushed my head to the car hardly !

Bader: YKON EB 3LMCH !!! MO 3LAY ANA HAL 7RKAT W HAL KLAM !!!!! TAKLEEN TBN TSAWEEN M3AY HAL 7RKAT !!! TAKLEEEN 5ARA TITKLMEN 3ANI !!!!! MNO 7ISBALCH ENTAY !!!! ANA ELY MAYSHRFNI A5LEECH TALBSEEN BLOZTI !! 6ALAT W SHMA5AT ASHOUF !!! MA BOGA EL5ORFAN YI6AWILOUN 3LAY ANA !!!! 3IGOB MAKNTAY TBOSEEN REELI AKON LICH GMTAY TGOLEEN MA YSHARFNI !! KAAAAAAK '67KTEENI WALLA !!! ENTAY ZAIN MA TBOSEEN LITAB ELY ANA AMSHI 3LEEH !! ENTAY ZAIN MA TLAG6EN W9A5 MN WRAY !!! ENTAY 9ABA !! ENTAY 5ROOFAT BADER ! LA ENTAY WLA 10 MN ASHKALCH Y5RFNOONI !! FAHMA ?? A9LAN ANA MA ALIF 7AG ASHKALCH WLA A6AL3HOM !!! ASHKALCH MO MOSTWAY WLA A7B AKLMHOM !! 6OUL HAL ZNEEN TARA KNT BS A3SHMCH W AL3AB BA39ABCH KA TASLIYA !! WLA ANA B7YATY MA FAKART A6L BWAYHCH !!

My tears ?!! i would be lying if i told you they were like a river rolling down my cheeks !! nothing  and LITERARY would ever describe the tears that were rolling down my cheecks a nd how heart stabbed i was !! HIS words ?? were like knifes stabing every section and every bone in my body !! they were like forks being stabbed in my veins !!!

Alzain, Lujain, Retaj and f6oom came out .. seeing his tightened grip on my jacket !

All: BADER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alzain came running twords bader !

Alzain: hidhaaaaa !!!
Me: 5leeeh *sniff*!! adami bdon 7sas !!

i turned to look at him

Me: klamk hatha  *sniff* 9ij ena shag galbi shag bs ma hamni  *sniff* tadri lesh ? lank ensasn wa95 w mitwa83a mnk hal klam  *sniff* lank wa7d 78eeer !!! w ma ASTAB3D T6LA3 MNA HAL 7RKAT !!!

he slapped my face ..

all i could do was stare .. with teary eyes ..

all the family came outside from the shouting ..

Basha arrived droping 7amani over .. i gave everbody my back and ran inside the car ..
slammed the door .. and told basha to take me home ..

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the whole ride was me shouting my tears out !! shouting the pain out !! and as soon as i arrived i ran upstairs and threw myself on the bed !! and sobed into my tears  !!

YA3NI LESH ANA ?? SHSWET ?? WALLA MO 8A9DI SHAY !! BS TA3ABT! 7EL TA3AB1 !! EHWA 3THABNI M3A !! 3ATHABNI BKL M3NA ELKILMA !! 5LANI A3EESH A5YAS SNEEN 7YATY W A7LAHA BNAFS ELWAKT !! BS LMA ZAHAGT W 8ARART AKML 7YATY YG6 KIL HAL KLAM !! YA3NI JAD MAHMA ASAWI YKOM  WYAY 7AG !! EL6REE8 A ELY KAN Y3AMLNI WYAHA JAD TZAHG !! JAD TI8HAR ELGALB !! JAD THBA7TNI !! MAHMA AGOUL WYAY 7AG !! LO MAHMA AGOUL EHWA YIBLA3 EL3AFYA W YASKR !! LANA 6OUL HAL SNEEN WAKLNI ELMUR W 3THAQBNI W ANA MA TIKLAMT !! YA ELWAKT ELY 8RART AKML 7YATY W ANSA 7UBA BKL PEACE !! YSAWI CHITHI !! YG6 KLAM !! YGOUL ENTAY 5ROOFTI !! YA5I TA3ABT WALLA TA3ABT !! IM 15 YEARS OLD W KIL HATHA GA3DA Y9EERLI !! TA3ABT !!

i sobed and cried in my tears !! my bed was wet from all my tears !!

hours and minutes passed .. and all i did was cry

i was about to sleep but my mother came in

Mom: 9abooooya

i dug my head in the pillow !! maly 5lg a7ad !!

Mom: 9aba yma 7beebti shfeech ! shhal 9ra5 ! wain talefonch lesh mo'3la8 !
Me: yma maly 5lg plz 5leeni b7ali !! walla maly 5lg a7ad !!
Mom: ymaa bnayti shfeech shswalch bader !! lesh t9ar5oon !!
Me: mafeeni shay hdooni !! 6il3aw bara !!
Mom: 9aba yma goleeli mo ma38ola mafeech shay !! 9ra5kom tars elshar3 !!
Me: ymaaa tkfeeen 5leeni maly 5lg shay  !!!!!!!
Mom: ana ra7 a5aleech !! bs ra7 t5reen klshay bacher

she kissed my head and headed out the door ..

i cried ..

and cried ..

and cried ..

until i slept.
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