Days of our life (43)

 and by that .. i pressed the red button and  i ended up crying my painful heart out ..

i cried for the next 20 minutes until Alzain came in ..

Alzain: SHFEEEEECH :@

I covered myself with the blancket cuz i just didnt feel like even talking .. but she came and took the blancket off !

Alzain: 9aba shfeech ??
Me: zyoon maly 5lg *sniff*

she came an hugged me tightly ..

Alzain: 9aba sh9ayer ?
Me: zyo *sniff* zyooooooooooon
Alzain: 9abooy 7beebty la tabcheen ! goleeli sh9ayer shfeech ??
Me: zayoon zayed  *sniff*
Alzain: shfeeh ?
Me: ga3 y'9lmni *sniff* ygoul eni mchathba 3leh w knt ga3da wya shbab ! madri shloun shaf ! w hathool ahlna shlun 3balah shbab ? w ga6 3lay klam !! gayl ena ana aklm bader shloun 3balah *sniff* eni a7b bader ! laish m7d yth8 feni ya3ni mo ma38ola ana asawi chithi ?? ahloun yitjara2 yshik feeni  ! *sniff* laish alkel fj2a yt5la 3nii w yjr7ni ! ana shswait lhom ! *sniff* ana 3mri ma '9ret a7d laish alkel y'9rni ! zayed eli matw83t mnah klsh ! KLSH ! w swaha .. ma bga a7d magam ykrhni !! bader 7a8d 3ly min mu3amty lah *snif* zyod 3balah ana a5ona m3a bader .. m7d y7s ! yjr7ooooooon w baaas !!!! *sniff* ta3abt jad ta3abt !!!!

Alzain : ahmmmm shay ;@ !! 9aba ma 3leech min a7d 9aba klhm 3demen e7sas .. 7tn ana '9lmtooni bs maglt shy 9aba aldnya chthy bs mardha btet3dl ma3lech zyood ana aklma w afhmaa !

Me: laaaa tklmeeeena wla tfhmeena shay ! bl6gaaag *sniff* madam ma a3tbrny shay w gal 3ny hal klam 7sasni eni wa95a ! mabeeh yfham shay 3saah MAAAFAAAHMM !!!

and i covered my face again .....

Alzain : 9aba ?
Me : Zaayooon abii anam !
Alzain : GN
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the next day i woke up and my bed was fulled with tears ..

i held my phone finding 7 missed calls
i opened them
it was zyod
i didnt call back
i didnt want to talk .. i just wanted to go back home ... i didnt want to stay in a place where zayed and bader are .. i dont want to see anybody ..
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took shower and wore my clothes :

and  made my bag to move back  home !

my phone vibrated
it was strage number ..

Me: aloo
Zayed: y3ne matben trden 3la r8my ?
Me: twa ga3da min alnom ... laish b'3et shy ?
Zayed: 9aba abi aklmch bmwthu3 !
Me: right now ma3ndi mwathe3 lmn ard albait y9er 5air .. bye !

and i ended the call

ymkn kan by3tthr .. bs klamy kan 9a7 .. ard elbet w aklmah ..