Days of our life (61)

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Alzain: waaaaaay bid3a walla =))

i was happy for alzain .. like really happy! by best friend is getting married to the love of here life :D! 3gbali enshalla :p

we sat there talking and laughing hardly! until the night has came to an end and i headed back home exhauted !

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As soon as i arrived i got out my BMW and headed inside!

i found ljon and my mother sitting in the 9ala so i sat with them

Lujain: bs ymaa wayed 6wel ma3rf amshi feh yma ana mt3wda kla g9ar ! brou7i ana 8zmah !
Mom: ljon yma enty lazm td3lenha ? 5la9 36eeh 5altch twdeh bachr yg9rona ana mlet !
Lujain: okay ..

what the hell are they talking about ? im so confused!

Me: yma shga3 t5rb6oun ?
Mom: 3n 3rs bader lisbo3 alyay !

i was shooked ! msr3 swoh ? laish bhal sur3a ?

Me: bsmla mdahom mlichaw hthela :/? m3na malomhom jad hal bshayer ma6foga ya3ni masta'3rb lo tsweeh bacher! w ymaaa l9by 5a6ab magltaw w al7in 3rsah magltaw ! mabi arou7 zain ! 7tn lel7in mashft nfnof ynasbni w ohwa lisbo3 alyay !

Mom: Eee yuma enty matg3den wayd blbet 24 sa3a 6al3a wya alzain!
Me: la min alyom w ray7 bg3d w mabi aro7 al3rs wai3

i was pissed off .. ya3ni awal ma galaw shay 3an elmilcha w el7eeen ma7ad tikalam 3an el3rs :| ! a7san ba3ad i found a reason not to go ;D

Mom: lisbo3 alyay mu m3natah bachr 9aba! ymdech ! ro7i bachr wya 5altch aw m3a ljon aw zyoona w shofelch !


Me: glt mabi mu '39b asasn ma7b 3rs !

and i moved to my room !! madri lesh i was a little pissed off!


i called zyod ..

Zayed: hla 7uubi !
Me: MAAABYYY AROUUU7 3RSAAH MU '39B WALLA !
Zayed: hdii 7bebty ! 3rs mnu ? shsalfa !
Me: ooh didnt tell you bader 5a6eb bshayr w 3rs,hom lisbou3 alyay ! w ana mabi aro7 !
Zayed: la mara7 trou7in ! mnu gal btrou7in !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: omi :) w al7in btgol 7g mama bdrya w ent t3rf mama bdrya ! :)
Zayed: 5lee ro7ch mretha gblha eb 3 days w golai matgdren tet7rken ! mara7 tgol shay !
Me: t3jbneee al5e6aaa6 ! ur my heroo !
Zayed: 3yl sh3balch ? ;p
Me: yalla 7bebi eglb wyhk bnam !
Zayed: afa .. kla tdgrni :) yalla namy
Me: mara7 tggoly shay gabel ma anam ?
Zayed: emblaaaa goodnight baby w nom al3wafi ;*
Me: u2 y3afek love .. bye
Zayed: bye

and i just drifted off to lala land! mthl el8ateeelaaaaaaaaaa

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i woke up to a new day with no plans ..

i held my phone to bbm zyod ... ya3ni just chat
but found three miss calls from grandma's house !
ooh yeah she told her ! :) my mom told her

UFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lesh yuma lesh :( ya3ni i dont want to !!!!!

i didnt call her back .. i have no exuse for not coming !

while i was bbming she called again !
i didnt want to answer but i had to !

way mama badriya ra7 anjil6 :(

Me: hla hla im my grandmother :D
Mama bdrya:  hi hi ! ( she really does that :p) 9aba yma ro7i m3a 5altch w ljon 3shan tshofenlch nfnof 6g al3rs ..
Me: mama bdrya ana ma7b chthy w entw magltoli mbchr 3shan a6lb min net ! wla ra7 ymdeni aswe wla shay !
Mama bdrya: 3an aldl3 yuma ya kthr almu9memat belkuwait lazm min bra ?
Me: mama bdrya enty tdren ana 3ajbne wa7d min bra w gayla ra7 a5tha eb 3rs bbader! bs entw ma t7chetaw min gabl
Mama bdrya : yma 6lbeh eb 3rs thani w hal 3rs 5al 5altch t5tarlch wa7id aw zyoona!

i just have nothing to say :)

Me: enshalla mama bdrya ..

so i ended the call and went to change to go to a dsigners shop with ljooon and called zyoon and rtooj to go there to!

i wore my:

ted backer jumpsuit:

 with my tous bag:

and my toms:

and waited for 5alti ent9ar to come pick us up since ehya galat bitmrna :p 5alti yat mrt baitna 3shan ta5thni ana w ljoun
in the car ....

5alty: 9boy enty shno b5a6rch .. nfnof 6wel wla g9er ?

b5a6ree maro7 al3rs wla ashouf wyohom el9ra7a :)

Me: madre ma3rf 6wel mt3wda g9er ..
5alty: 5ou may9er klkm g9er 7tn f6om !

who told u that im coming 2sasan =))?

Me: kaifch 5alty eli y3jbch !


we arrived to some designer

i was just taking a look at different kinds of dresses ...

5alty: ha 9ba ma3jbch shay ?
Me: la 5alty ...
5alty: t3ali shofy hatha

i went beside her .. it was a nice dress .. and short one ... it looked great!

Me: ee 7lw
5alty: hathy 3rs mu l3ba ya 9aba !!
Me: w ana shglt ? its okay shkla 7lw !!!
5alty: y3ne sure tbenah ? 3shan ta5ith m8asch w yf9lon lch !
Me: yes !

so the women who worked there took my size and gave my aunt a date to come and take it

5alty: can you make it before this date ? the party is next week !
Lady: sorry mama we have a lot to do !
5alty: but we need it before this date!
Lady: sorry madam 
Me: excuse me la t7ancheen i said we need it before!

mean while alzain and retaj arrived

Retaj: hlaaa walla hla 
Me: ha rtooj



salimaw 3al kil w g3daw ..

Alzain: sh9ayer ?
Me: hathi mo ra'6ya t5al9 elnafnof abchar! ma36ta maw3d eb youm el3rs!
Alzain: mn shaf shnabha =)) m2ather 3la dma'3ha el7beeba!
Lujain: kaaaaaak =)) ok excuse me we need it earlier! she needs to check it out and make sure it fits her perfectly! 



5alty: hathi shaklha 95ala ! where's the manager ?

the lady called the manager

The manager: hala e5ty shbe'3tay ?
5alty: may5alf tswelna hal nfnof gabl hal yom eli 36tna ? y3ne al3rs lisbo3 alyay w lazm t5l9a mbchr !

plz say no plz say no ;D mabi aro7 mabi aro7!

The manager: 9j ? 5la9 min 3youni ana aklmhm y5louna gablha bs 36etni r8mch ley 5l9 adg 3lech enshalla !

malaaaat 3la 7a'6i :( !!!!!!!!

we did everything else zyoon also picked an outfit and then we said our goodbyes to 5alti ent9ar and decided to go for a place to have lunch ;D

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In the car

Retaj: wain 3la allah el7een ?
Alzain: madri enatw wain btaklon!
Lujain: bd3 plz :D!
Alzain: bd3 it is!
Retaj: na3aaaaaaaaaam ? takloun tbn =))
Me: 3laaamch ?

retaj smiled and looked at her feet!

Alzain: kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak n3al 7mam mara wa7da =)) ??????
Me: shno ely n3al 7mam ? 

i looked at her feet

Me: alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah yfashlch =)) !!!!!!!!!
Lujain: kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak ambay bamout =))
Me: 95ala entay ?? shloun 6al3a bn3al 7mam =)) ? day5a ?? wla msabaha ?? 
Retaj: chub chub m7siseeni n3al m7ameed! tara nike 


lujain akthar wa7da mayta '67k !! this girl alway laughs !!! lo 7ta e6ileen eb wayha bs tabchi mn el'67k ! mo layg 3leha 25  kilish !

we stopped 3nd el2eshra

alzain flipped around to look at retaj since she's the one driving

Alzain: ashouf!

retaj lifted her feet

Retaj: kaaa kaaa rti7tay!


Alzain: ifff fe ree7a ba3ad!
Retaj: chtahaba :o ???????????
Alzain: kaaaaaak 9eda !!


the signal opened at we went to zyoons house since it was close! to get rtooj a shoe

we got out the car and zyoon ran up .. we just wanted to go say hi to zyoons mother!


we entered and 7md was i fornt of me
loool just what i needed  :D

7amad: 9aba ma3ndkm bait ?
Om zyon: 7amad shhal klam kefhm ohma bnat ent matro7 3nd rb3k ?
7amad: yma shfich f9lty at'3shmr m3aha !
Me: 7amad yayti m'9aygtk ?
7amad: ee walla wayd !
Me: aaaaa7ssssn 3saaaaaak te'9aygttt ! as3d l7that 7yati !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

om alzain just started luaghing .. her laugh reminds me eb zayon ;p

7amad: waaaaai3 yma yalla mashy !
Me: drb eli ywdi w ma ..........................
7amad: 9aba mu mjrbtni lmn a39b !
Me: laaaa kilshhh la t39bbb ! ambaay a5aaf !!!!!!

Alzain cam down with some shoes ..

Alzain: 7amad matkel tbn ? yalla emshaw
7amad: ma aklch
Alzain: s5eef


7amad messed up zyoons hair with his hands !


Alzain: 5arteeeeeeeeeet ???? 
7amad: yjooooz :D
Alzain: ass whole !


she said that and we all ran outside and headed to the car ! and off we went to chocolate bar albd3!

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enjooooooooooy ;**
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Fai9al: and now you know i can never let you go <3

i was deeply shocked from what i saw !!!!!!!! GOD plz dont let this be a joke :( ! i was happy !!! deeply happy! it was him standing infront of me ! it was fai9al! really fai9al! i couldnt believe it !

Alzain: i cant believe this!

Fai9al giggled!

Fai9al: well you better believe this cuz your going to be my wife soon
Alzain: OHH MY GOD walla ma9adg ! 
Fai9al: 9adgay ya bnt 9adgay ! 56eebti 9rtay!
Alzain: w mn galk eni ra7 awaf8 ?
Fai9al: 8a9ban 3lech!
Alzain: fai9al ekl tbn plz dont ruin the moment
Fai9al: twa mn gal ra7 awaf8 w el7een ekl tbn mashi 5la9 3ayl ana asta2th bro7 
Alzain: fai9al chub 


i was just hugging him tightly with my head on his chest and my eyes hardly shut .. i just diidnt want to let go of him its like i couldent believe it was him infront of me!

Alzain: fai9aaaal!
Fai9al: 3yoon fai9al
Alzain: i cant believe its actually you! 3bali you were going to leave me !
Fai9al: i leve you? hh your kidding me! alzaina ana la7'6a magdar a3eesh bdonch hal noba a5leech ? ynetay?
Alzain: madri fai9al madri walla knt 7di 5ayfa ! enzain shglt 7ag obok ?
Fai9al: lat5afeen ka im here infront of you and i would never in a thousand years let you go! 


he hugged me tightly and kissed my head ..


Alzain: enzain bs shglt 7ag obok ?
Fai9al: 3an shno agoula ??
Alzain: 3shaan ma titzawaj hatheech libgara
Fai9al: la t8al6een 3leha !!!
Alzain: chub ladaf3 ! 
Fai9al: zyoona you can let go now
Alzain: mabi 
Fai9al: 5la9 lathdeen a9laan i like it this way! bs walla alla ysalmch glt 7ag oboy abi atzawaj Alzain AlX gali weln3m ! roo7 wleedi twakal 
Alzain: ya3ni makant 5a6b!
Fai9al: la2
Alzain: ya3ni i was the bgara all along ? 
Fai9al: my lovley bgara!

i stepped on his foot with my heel!

Fai9al: a7777777777 !
Alzain: fai9al
Fai9al in pain: ha 7yaty
Alzain: lesh chithi swet
Fai9al: alzain 7beebti
Alzain: hmm 
Fai9al: wa9a5tay om eldishdasha ! el7een shbeegoloun ??

weeeeeeeeeh mascarty ! i pulled away

Alzain: kaaaaaaaaaak


he looked surprisingly at his dishdasha! 7seta ra7 yabchi =)


Fai9al: yaa bnt shswetay :o
Alzain: kaaaaaaaaaaak =))


he sat on the couch and grabbed me putting me on his lap !


Alzain: fai9al 7beeby la tit'hawar =))
Fai9al: na'6feeeh
Alzain: na3am :o?
Fai9al: na'6feeh
Alzain: shloun ?
Fai9al: yeebay correcter 76i foga


i stared at him mn kthr '3ba2a :|

Alzain: mit2akd sh'hadtk mo mzawara ?

He laughed

Fai9al: walla chood mzawreenha 
Alzain: enzain wait

i got up and went and brought the tide pen ely ta5thona wyakom lma t6l3on 7ag etha 6a7 shay 3lekom :p

Alzain: kaaa 


there was a black line on his shoulder so i tried to remove it with the tide pen

Alzain: la tit7arak 

i bent down to take it off

he was shuffling!

Alzain: ogaf


then he started to do some egyption dance


Alzain: faaaai9aaal ;@!
Fai9al: lool 5la9 5la9 barked 


i cleaned it all up

Alzain: done :D!
Fai9al shouted: tslam eeeeedch yal '3alya 

i covered his mouth

Alzain: lat9ar5 !! enta shimsharbeenk gabl la tyee tukfa ?? 
Fai9al: sharb kas l3yooon zyooonti

i stared at him

Alzain: bdena sh'3l ma3gada ?
Fai9al: la 5la9 5la9! zyoon
Alzain: hlaa ?
Fai9al: you look hot when your angry 

This boy is defenitly drunk today :) 9aba came!

9aba: enshalla t5al9oona 9arlkom sa3a ! w alzain enshalla tro7een tsalmeen 
Alzain: laaazm ? a5af :(!
Fai9al: sht5afeen mna bala! mara7 yaklonch 
Alzain: madriii a5af omk mat7bni aw ma3jbha ;s
Fai9al: lgeeeeeeetay 3ad omy! zyoon amana mno may7bch ? ma3dna salfa ely mat3jbeena walla! an97a yro7 yg6 nafsa mn agrab burj!
Alzain: sta'3fer allah :(
Fai9al: emshay ;*


i walked behind him with my eyes on the ground ! walla ma abal'3 i was so scared .. what if his mom dosent like me ? what if something happens!

allla yaster! i grabbed 9aba's hand and she smiled telling me that everything will be good enshalla ..

we entered the living room and i saw my mother, aunt and grandmother with his mom his aunt and his grandmother.

Alzain: elslam 3lekom
All: wa 3lekom elslam


9aba whispered: ro7ay bosay oma w 5alta w ydta


i went to them kissed his aunt w salamt 3leha


Om Fai9al: hlaaa hla bnayti shlounch yuma sh5barch ?
Alzain: tmam 5alti el7mdla, entay shlonch ?
Om Fai9al: ana b5er damch b5eer 7beebti ;* h7latchwalla bnyti ! mthl ma fai9al gal gomar! allah y5leech


waaay fai9al bant7er :(! shm5arb6 3nd oma ba3ad! this boy is insane !!!

i moved on to his grandmother who kept on kissing until forever!

Fai9al's grandmother: ya emyaaat ahla w sahla! hla eb bnyti shlounch yuma shlonch 7beebti ?

wow she's so cute!

Alzain: tmaam 5alti ana b5er el7mdla! entay shlonch ? :D
Fai9al's grandmother: ya 7ilwch walla ana b5er yuma b5er! 
Alzain: 3sa ;*


i went and sat next to my mom .. they all started talking about different subjects and different topics marriage, studying, home, fashion and everytime a look at fai9al he winks or does something weird ! this boy is insane! 5ala ely ma yshk yshk! BUT IM INLOVE WITH HIM!

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we talked and talked then it  was time to go .. they said their goodbyes and i went .. \
it wasnt as bad as i thought it was !

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** 9aba's point of view **


Today went great .. A smile was plastered on alzains face that i never saw before .. she was so happy and  so shocked when she saw him .. she never expected it and neither do i .. i was as shocked as she was when i saw zyooood outside their house from the window ! at that moment i knew it was fai9al who proposed to her ;D




9aba: zyooon bada3tay !!!
Alzain: kaaaaaaaaaaaak ambay walla wnasa ! knt 7di 5ayfa bs 6la3at elsalfa hayna!
9aba: wila fai9al l7mar ! shhal 7arkay
Alzain: waaaaaay bid3a walla =))

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i know i said i would post tomorrow bs i changed my mind :p
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and we moved on ...

alzain kant tsolf 6oul al6rej kant t5arb6 3an fai9al .. w ana knt aktfi bel estma3 !

until she finally got fed up ...

Alzain: 9aba ga3da tsm3eeni 9a7 ?
Me: ee ee !
Alzain: then shno glt ? 
Me: gltay shay 3an fai9al 

she stared at me ..

Alzain: ana 7mara ashki 7ag wa7da m5adya mthlch !

and she turned up the volume

MU5LL9 KAAN MU5L9 KAN 6YEB MA NSANI LOW NSETA !
A7BA EE A7BA W 7TA GLBA YDRE ENI MA NSEEETA !
BS KEEEL SHAAY RA7 BS KEL SHAY RAA7 BS KEL SHAY RAAA7
RAAA7 5LAA GALBI W RA7 RAA7 5LA GLBI W RAA7
WLA 7AS EB T3B GLBI WLA '3ADAR ABAD 7UBY ANA SHSWET
WISH THANBI BS KFAANII JRAAAA7 !!!

Alzain just stared at the radio and her eyes started to tear up ..


Me: ohhhh nooo alzain plz dont start !!!! wait 3ndi lich '3nya!

i screemed so hard with my ' nshaz ' voice

Me: yaaaaa 3aasaaaaal entyyy malch ay 7aaal bosa mnch bas tsabebly shalal !

alzain laughed so hard ! we always sing that song if we wanted to laugh! 7adha 3gedya but we like it !she completed the song with me

Alzain: enty ufffffffffff !! enty malch ay wi9oooof garbi mni 5al ashouf !! ya 3asal

and we sang until we reached ba7r bnaider

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lma wi9alna we opened the trunk w 6ala3na blancket w firashna 3al trab and layed their counting the stars in the sky .. even though i was wearing my hemline skirt with my 3 inches wedge! and alzain was wearing her short marc jacobs dress with her 3 inches heel! but we didnt care! we needed this time  ...

Alzain: tathkren ayam kna nikrah ba3a'6?
Me: uffff knt ma awa6nch moliya !
Alzain: kntay 7aywana walla ! thaz2een elwa7d bslobch m3na ma tsben :)
Me: Eeee sh3baaalch ! =))
Alzain: chab
Me: bs lsanch kan 6weel
Alzain: adre w lel7en =))

we just sat there chatting and gazing at the stars remembering our old days together

Alzain: tathkren ayam alya5or ?
Me: uuufff 2 weeks swena fehm blawi =))
Alzain: tathkren eli ksrna light syarta !
Me: EEEEEEEEEE lmn yaw aljm3ya w en5shetay wra fai9al !

Alzain froze once she heard his name .. i saw a tear forming in her eyes!
goooosh im just so stupid ! laish ybt 6are fai9al !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: zayon makan 89di !
Alzain: its ok dont worry
Me: you still love him dont you ?
Alzain: moooooooore then you could ever imagine .. Kilmat i love him ma tkafi bs maynfa3 kilhatha 
Me: lesh fagda el2amal zyoon ?! entay ma 7awaltay w nhetay klshay!
Alzain: 9ABA OHWA 3DEM E7SAS ? A7S MAKNT A3NEELA SHAY B7YATA ! A7S KAN YBE YL3AB ! LAISH 3LGNI CHTHY W ANA YA 9ABA ? TATHKREN LMN RDET ALKEL 3SHANAH ! TATHKREN ENA MAKNT ABY AKLMA W OHWA KLMNI '39B EB AVEN ! ANA MAGTLAH 7BNI '39B ! OHWA 7BNI MIN KAIFAH W ANA BADLTAH ALSH3OUR W 7BETAH ! A5RT,HA CHTHY YSWE FENI ? YTZWJ BNT 3MA BS 3SHAN MAYGDR YKLM OBOUH ? LEHDRJA MALY GDR 3NDAH ? HAL 7UB KILA 6OUL HAL 6 SNEEN SHNO KAN ?? FAI9AL MAKAN YNAM ELA W EHWA MKLMNI !! SHLOUN FAJ2A BT3AD 3ANI ! ya3ni bs'hola 5lani 9aba and i cant do anything about it lil2saf 


she bent her head and cried !

Me: zayoon klhm chthy .. bel awl yhtmon w 3gbha yro7on !
Alzain: bs fe farg !
Me: maaakuu faaarg ! ka bader eli 7beta w eli 3mri ma '9retah eb shay ohwa '9rni ! ohwa athani ! w fog hatha shftay shswa msa3 ! la w bytzwaj mnu ? ENASANA AKRHA ! y3ne shtben ykon shu3ori ! bs ka at7mal l2na allah ktb lkel wa7id na9eb ! w mangdr ngol shay 7ag ktbt allah ya alzain ! shdrach ymkn eli 5a6bch ykon a7sn mnah eb wayd ! shdrach enty ymkn t7ben eli 5a6bch ! el7ub min allah ! yalla zayon get over it ur strong walla !


she smiled

Alzain: and thats why i choose to move on and get married ! 
Me: ta3jbeeni walla  
Alzain: 9booy lal7een 7a6a elspeakers mal elipod blsyara mn hathak elyoum ?
Me: ee mawjooden bldaba shofeehom


she went to get them and i stayed laying down ..

something beneath me was vibrating

i stretched to find it it was my phone

calling..
Zayed ..

uuuuuh ohhhhhhh !!! -.-

Alzain: kahom !

i signaled ena chub !

Me: aloo
Zayed: ha 7yaty wench ?
Me: ana ?

it looked like he was busy with something next to him .. cuz he was talking to a guy about some '3itraa

Me: 7yatyy
Zayed: hlaa kani wait *talking to another guy: ee abi wa7da be'6a ! kaak bo 3lewy kil tbn
Me: zayeeeeeed !!!!
Zayed: haaaa hlaaa
Me: dag 3lay 3shan tkalm ely yamik
Zayed: shsawi minsha'3leen b5i6bat f9ail bacher w 9ayra loya ! wench entay ?


soooo bacher ray7 ya6lb eedha rasmii .. the day that zyooon has her engagment too ... shhal 9idaf !

Me: umm ana ?!
Zayed: eee 

If i told him i was in bnaider i would be killed !

Me: bl zwara lal7een!
Zayed: ma 6ala3taw
Me: la2
Zayed: *talking to the guys* kani kani yay ! yalla 7yaty a5al9 w adg 3lech 
Me: okk
Zayed: bye my lovely love 
Me giggling: bye zayed


Alzain: sh9aaar?
Me: ma9ar shay!
Alzain: sh3inda hindi dag ?
Me: dag ys2al 7raam
Alzain: y7lela walla ys2al 3an mairry tbarak elr7man 
Me: enthabray enthbray ! 


the rest of our day was spent like this .. laughing and listening to songs until we officially went back home .. i slept at zyoons that day since she was dead scared for her big day tomorrow !!

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** Alzain's point of view **


i woke up extra early that day .. i didnt sleep alnight because i was freakin scared!!! i woke up at 6 and headed to the kitchen ..

i grabbed a glass of milk and sat on the counter and started drinking !! i plugged in some head phones and started listening to a7mad alharmi's song .. #9a3ba

9a3ba 3laya forgitak 9a3ba ... 9a3ba wana ely mi7trg galba .. mlet mn 6oul elhajer yil3an abo el'3orba .. 
rdli ya galbi rdli !!!! 5alni ashm ree7at hali .. maya3rf el7ub lawili ela elthy mjarba !! 
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lahfa 3lek rwee7ti lahfa .. 3eni bee9eera w eedi mitkatfa .. as2al 3lek ely a3rfa w 7ta elthi ma3rfa .. 
na6er yjeeni lo 5abar .. na6r w kil leli sahar ! lifrag mawatni 8ahar w glebi em3athba ..


i listened to it then shut it off .. i dont want to cry today .. but i miss him .. i really miss FAI9AL !! i want him !! i really want him !! i need him today !! SOMEBODY PLZ BRING HIM TO ME !!  Today im going to be somebody elsses belonging ! somebody other then fai9al ..

i just wanted to hear his voice ! one last time atleast !

i dialed his number and waited !

Fai9al with a sleepy voice: alooo ?
Me: ... 
Fai9al: alooo 
Me: ...
Fai9al: alooo zyoona ??

i shut the line amediately  and started to cry !! i cried hardly !! goosh his voice really kills me ! He still has my number saved on his phone ??!! he still calls me zyoona ! ya3ni he didnt forget me !!!! I need him walla ! i want him today ! i want him to be here for me ! i want him to be the one proposing today not some other guy that i dont even know the name of ! i want him to be the one !! I LOVE FAI9AL AND I REALLY NEED HIM! cant he be the one proposing today ??

I sent him a message :

this was the last time i hear your voice .. and this may be the last message! i wish you the very best with your fiance! but keep in mind .. your place in my heart is saved forever and always

Yours sincerley,
        Alzain.

i sent it without even reading it! i sat there for the next hour drawning in my tears ..
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it was 5 pm and i was sitting in-front of my mirror with my teary eyes that have been covered with some eye liner and mascara! they were doing my hair and i was just staring in the mirror drawing my feature .. imagining it with somebody besides fai9al ..

9aba: yalla zyoon gomay badlay tara ohma shwya w yo9lon!

i did as i was told without saying a word .. i actually didnt feel like saying anything .. i just wanted to get this night over with ..

i changed into my ASOS white dress:

and my gold glitter christiano Loubitoun:

My light brown wavy hair reached half of my back which covered some of my revealing back .. i put on some red lipstick and wore my cartier braclets with my rolex watch whhich were brought up to my room as gifts from my mother and dad. I love them ! omy 6oul elyoum tzaheb a tigra 3lay w oboy ma5la hdya ela w yabli eyaha! w 5wani klwa7d ydsh y7awl y'6a7kni .. w 9aba ma 5alatni mn ams .. bs i wish its was that easy .. this time i couldent fake any smiles .. i was torn!


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i finished and sat there waiting for 9aba to come and tell me its time to go down .. i sat there waiting and not 1 second did fai9al get off my mind .. i kept thinking of him and thinking of him ..

until the door opened ..


9aba: yalla zyoon


a tear escaped my eye ..


Alzain: yalla 


i headed down stairs and by every step i took i was getting closer to who may be my husband .. every single step i took i wanted to take 10 back ! it was like forcing my legs to walk ! my brain to stop the thinking ! and my heart to forget fai9al ! i wanted to run back to my room and dial his number and shout I MAY NEVER BE TO ANYONE BUT YOU !!! i wanted to shout YOU AND I WERE MEANT TO BE !! i wanted to hear his sharp voice one last time .. i wanted to hugg him goodbye ! i wanted to tell him i love him for the last time! i wanted to kiss his soft cheecks for one more time .. i just want to do everything on last time !! but it was to late .. i was already standing behind the wall of the living room ..

9aba: dshay !!
Alzain: 9aba 5ayfa!! 
9aba: lat5afeen zyoon .. ta3wthay mn blees w dshay  

and i went inside ..

as faced a major shock

as i saw him standing infront of me ..

i ran as fast as these heels could !!!!

i hugged him tightly and cried on his shoulders .. as he hugged me back painfuly !!!!
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Fai9al: and now you know i can never let you go <3


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FEEEEEEEDBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKS!

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next post :(
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And i left alzain's home ..


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 over a week past and it was the day of the zwara.. it was a regular week at university regular classes typical Dr.Fawzi w hwasha wya alzain and random alzain .. she was normal bs kan mbayn 3leha mit'6ayga .. ashoufha sar7ana w tfaker w sa3at tanzl dam3a mn 3enha la sh3oryan w kil ma sa2alt'ha shfeech galat wla shay. Alzain is a strong girl w ra7 tit3ada kil hatha enshalla..


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it was a new day with a new morning ...
i headed to take a shower and then wore my clothes:

ruffled white top  :

and my red high-low hemline skirt:

with my black christiano loubiton heels:

and my black balenciaga bag:

i called alzain...
Alzain with a sleepy voice:  ha ?
Me: w wy3aaah ! la tgolen twch ga3da min alnom !
Alzain: twni ga3da min alnom !
Me: agol fzi e5thy shower w lbsy l2na ra7 adsh lzwara m3ach ! mara7 an6rch hnak 3ad mama bdrya mswya 5osh mchbos !
Alzain: 5 minuted and i will be ready !
Me: alsalfa feha mchbos :)
Alzain: EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Me: yalla yalla 5l9ay w dgy
Alzain: ok

i closed the line and decided to call zayed since alzain tawha tgoum ..

so i called zayed

Zayed: halla bhaal zain kila
Me: zayed ra7 aro7 lzwara today :)
Zayed: zain tsaween w ma 3leh 7yaty mhma kan ohma ahlch ! ana fahmch walla bs mayswa tg63en eb 9lt alr7m
3shanah !
Me: mu 3shan a7d ana t3wdt a9lan wla etha 3la bader magmt a76lah ay e3tbar !
Zayed: i know 7bebty w lazm trou7in zwara wlaw hathol ahlch.. ma abi a'68a6 3lech wenty twch fa ana agol low trou7in zwara w trk wayd afthal !
Me: ok zyod i will think about it ! now bro7 amr alzain tby shay ?
Zayed: la slamtch dery balch 3la nfsch
Me: enshalla m3a alslama
Zayed: m3a alslama ..

his words chilled me a bit .. talking to him makes me relax!

i sat and watched tv for about 15 minutes then headed to pick up zyoon
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when i arrived  after 30 mintue she came down

Me: hathy al,5 min ?
Alzain: shswe 9bouy 3la ma 6ala3t hdom !
Me: mashi mashi =))

we kept silent until we arrived to mama bdrya's house ... the place that remembered  me about everything that had to do with bader .. the place that i went to every single week to just look at bader! but now ? there is nothing

Alzian: mu nawia tnzlen ?
Me: embla ..

i got out the car .. suddenly my eyes just noticed the place of the fight ..
5 years and nothing changed .. its like i can still see my crashed phone on the ground and bader shouting in-front of me .. its like i was having millions of flashbacks!
i closed my eyes tightly and tried to forget everything !!

Alzain: 9aba fich shy ?
Me: la shku bs ashof bet mama bdrya .. 5 snen ma t'3yer feh shay !
Alzain: agoull 3balch b6wf mchbos 3shan walla 9aba btshof bet mama badriya ?
Me: yalla yalla emshy la tbchen 3lena !

we got inside ..

 i ran as fast as i coulld in my heels to mama bdrya and hugged her.. long time no see ...

she chatted with me and all my aunts and family did too. Millions of topics were talked about and thousands of "miss you"'s were told .. to me and to zyoon .. i really missed them too i just felt like going and hugging every single one of them .. their the best family ever and i never meant to leave them .. i just had too

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after talking we had lunch ... and after that we sat for dessert and chatted some more


F6om: mama bdrya bdlty kilsh mu 7lwa 7ag alparty :(
Mama bdrya: la yma mnu ga9 3lech .. walla sh7lat,ha ...
Me: klshay 3lech 7loo f6eem dont worry! ya kalba ta'3yrtay wayed bhal 5 years! jad miss you
F6om: chub 7aywana ma akalmch .. 7ta talefon mafe! 5tfetay bdon sibab! 
Me: shsawi ba3ad .. lo oboch y5aleech t6l3een chan 6ala3t wyach walla :( 

But suddenly a girl entered ..

HEY I KNOW THAT FACE !!  bshayer ??
ohh god plz no !!!!
yeah it was Bashayer!! she entered with her goffy smile and her stupid accent!
 ughhhh ya rabi lesh !!! wai3 akrah hal adimya

Alzain: oooh 9aba laish ma tshwben chay ?
Me: LAA3T CHBDI MIN SHFT WAYHCH !
Alzain: why do u hate me that much :(
Me: L2222NCH TLW3EEEN ALCHAABD AND 9AAAAIDAAH !

ljoon and rtooj who sat on the corner were ROTFL! and f6ooom was with them! they all knew how much i hated the bitch !w 3ad zyoon 3ad lay 78idat 3la a7ad =)) ma t5ali a7ad b7ala .. 5a9atan bshayer! kilina ma nwa6inha! g3dat tg6 na'3zat lay elsima w kilina n'67ak!

oo bshayr libgara just stayed and stared at us  ..
as if we're gonna stop this shit =))

Bshayr : mama bdrya 3sa m7d lel7in mashwa (ma shara) 7g al7fla ?

Me whispering to alzain: 3la ay asas tnadeha mama bdrya ?
Alzain: 3la 2sas 8a9b bda5el nafs'ha ben el3a3yla ! =))

and we started laughing again ! .. kil ely kan eb eed bshater enha t5z eb 6araf 3e3n .. she'd a baby w ma3ndha sha59ya ..

Mama bdrya: la matwa8a3 .. alkel mjhz w 5ali9 ..

Me: mama bdrya 7flt shnou ?
Mama bdrya: we ya 7af'9 7flt mlcht bader w bshayr omch magaltlch ? shd3wa w entw eb bait........

WHAT ????????? MILCHAT BADER W BASHAYER !!! MN MTA ;@

its like someone slaped my face .. i was too shooked ... why did no one tell me about this .. laish ana a5er man y3lam ! LAISH BSHAYR W BADER ! ohwa may7bha wla ywa6nha  a3rfah :) Their noy meant to be !! mo laygeen 7ag ba3a'6

i was deeply shocked !! Bader came in at that time but froze when he saw me!

ohh great hatha ely nag9

he stared at me and its like he saw something he never expected to see .. its like he never saw me since 5 years and i suddenly apperead ..


Bader: 9ABA ???


all i could do was stand there .. i just stared deeply in his eyes .. i felt like saying a bunch of words .. w
LOTS AND LOTS was in my mind ..

Me: ee 9aba 

i saw a huge smile forming on his face .. but i stood there still staring at him .. i felt that im standing infront of the cheapest thing in the world .. la3at chabdi ! yletni ma shfta .. 7seta ensan r5ee9 wagf jdami .. 7set wdi atafl 3leh w amshi lana hatha mostwah !! klaaaaaaaaam bda5li wdi agoula w knt 5ashta 6oul hal 5 years bs madri shloun ! elshay elwa7eed ely kan beedi eni a5za w a7sisa blmostwa ely ehwa feeh! i stared deeply in his sparkling eyes .. his never knew what i went through in this 5 years !! nobody know .. he thinks that i was just sad .. but he didnt know i was suffering !! he didnt know that his words killed me for 3 whole months!

Bshayer: ohh 7beebi yet 

she went to kiss him but he was still staring at me ! i mean deeply staring into my eyes! he didnt move an inch! he  just stood there and stared .. bshayer was staring at us .. i felt her angryness  kan bwdha tsawi shay bs mo 3arfa ..

Bshayer: hatha zoji elmosta8bli 9aba ;D isnt he cute ..


i moved my eyes away and looked at her .. avoiding any i contact with him .. putting in mind " 5LA9 9ABA YOU'VE GOT OVER HIM A LONG TIME AGO .. LAT5RBEEN KLSHAY YOU HAVE ZAYED NOW AND THATS WHATS IMPORTANT" ..


Me: oohh mbrooook .. yeah alla yhneekom 
Bshayer: alla ybark feech .. 3ad we will make a great couple wla shraych ?
Me: yeah you will .. but goodluck with that 

she was staring and me mn fog lay ta7at chni mo 3ajbat'ha .. Alzain felt my dis-comfort

Alzain : 9aaabaaa ta3aalii abiich eb mwtho3 !


as i was about to talk ..


Bshayer: la haww 5leeha .. let her stare at something 3jizat to9ala ;D


EXUSE ME ?????????  3la ay 2sas yaya tgouli hal klam !!! mno ehya !!

i couldnt move my body ! i couldnt even look to alzain's face !
i swear to god every muscle in my body told me punch her face !!
ensana wa6ya !!!! w 78eera !!!!!

my eyes were getting filled with tears but i resisted !! i will never let them fall infront of them ! not once do i want bader to feel that i still love him ! abi y3arf that i got over his love a long time ago ! and hes dosent mean anything to me right now ..


Me: ma 3ijazt o9ala 7beebti .. m3a layam i realizied how cheap he was so i just left him for you .. i loved him yeah ok .. but now he's nothing blnisba 7agi .. NOTHING and underline that word three times .. i spent 5 years forgetting him and guess what ? i did !! i really did ;D and 9aba deserves a better guy ..




Then i grabbed alzain and headed out with her .. but before i did


Bader furiously: 9ABA ;@!!!!!!!!!!
Me: yes bader ? 
Bader: entay shfeech !!! lesh lsanch 6ayel zyada 3an el'lizom !!
Me: la 7beebi mo 6ayel .. bs ti3alamt a36i elkil 3la gad 7ajma w 3la gad ele7tram ely ystahla .. and i gave you yours ..
Bader: w afham mn klamch ?? ya3ni im nothing in your life now 9a7 ?
Me: yeah your nothing and never will be .. 5la9 bader zman 7ubk ra7 w 5lani! ana nseta w ehwa nsani .. now go 56eebtk tan6rk .. 


AND I gave them my back to go outside ..

as soon as i got out i started to cry !! Alzain hugged me !

Alzain: waaaay 9abooy bs la tabcheen !! la ita3been nafsch ya3ni blthma makntay 7a6a e3tbar ena hal shay be9eer ?
Me: embla 7a6a 3tbar zyoon *sniif* bs en8imat mnhom! 8thooni 7eel
Alzain: w lesh 8thooch 9abooy ? 5la9 entay mo karhteeh ? mo magam y3neelch shay b7yatch ? 5leeh ywali ! bil3na ! you have zayed ely yswa 10 mn ashkal bader 

i moved back and whipped my tears ..

 Me: your right :') 


She was right ! before i got to mama badriya's house knt 3arfa eni bshouf wayed nas ma7b ashoufha .. knt darya eni bashouf bader .. w knt adri eni ra7 at'thkar klshay 9arli !!!! ra7 yrja3li klshay mret feeh .. w ra7 t9eerli ashya2 mara7 arta7lha ! bs en8thet w t'ayagt lma ktshf bnafsi ena bader w bshayer MA56OBEEN !!!! kilish ma 6arat 3la bali b7yaty !!! bs you know what ? klam alzain 9a7 ! and i feel happy for them .. laygeen 3la ba3a'6 .. their both cheap ;D! and i dont have any feelings for bader now ya3ni ma hamni klsh !!


Me: enzain emshay enro7 ba7ar bnaider ?
Alzain: yneetay ! its 6!
Me: 3la ma no9al 7 w shno ya3ni walla i need to smell some fresh air! ba7arhom yray7 !
Alzain: t9adgeen 7ta ana .. yalla foga .. i need to get a break gabl bacher .. my life will change 180 daraja!
Me: yalla emshay!


we went to my car and drove off to relax a bit in ba7ar bnaider ..
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a7s this post 7dha mla6b6a i wrote it w ana mit5arb6a fa ma 3leh ..

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sorry for the late post :p finals are on the way :(
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Me: la yumaa 5la9 .. 7yahom allah b2ay wakt ..


the moment i said that a HUGE smile formed on my mothers face but a HUGE shocked face formed on 9aba's face!


but i said that with concern in me .. yeah it was the hardest thing i would do in my life, ITS FREAKIN HARD LETTING FAI9AL GO !! but im not going to ruin my whole life and cry and turn it into a funeral when im just 20 .. this is going to be really tuff ! but i have to stay strong .. w ymkn y6la3 5osh ryal .. fai9al left me for stupid reasons .. he left because of a stupid girl and didnt even fight to stay with me .. if he didnt try and didnt care .. then so am i!


Mom: 9ij zyoona ? ya3ni 5la9 agoulhom eyon ?
Me: ee yuma 
Mom: waaay zain ri'6etay! t3alay yuma t3alay


she pulled me in a rib-cracking hug .. i saw happiness in her eyes! 


Mom: matdreen shkthr wanasteeni alzain .. a7la 5abar sima3ta eb 7yaty yuma! alla ywafgch w yaktblch ely feeh el5er w 9dgeeni yuma mbayn 3lehom 5osh nas w shareench la2nhom 7anichaw 3la hal 5i6ba! w oma sh7leeeelha tyanin! ra7 ta3jbch ..

i faked a smile but unfortunately couldn't fake the tears that were streaming down my cheeks .. my mom thought they were happy tears but they were not! kanat dmo3 8ahar w ti7sif 3la el'6 sneen ely ra7aw hadad .. they were  tears of pain ..

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i stayed in her lap hearing some advices then headed up to my room with 9aba

** 9aba's point of view **

i couldn't believe she actually said yes !! i sat there beyond shocked trying to find a way to make her change her mind but i couldn't ! kan wdi afla3ha shway a5leeha t97a 3an hal '3ba2 ! bs lil2saf makan yami shay!

9aba: ma9aadg ench wafa8tay !!! shloun ??
Alzain: wafa8t 9aba ya3ni shloun wafa8t ba3ad! glt ee
9aba: alzain chan 36etay nafsch mohla tfakreen !! klmeeh again ra7 y8ayer raya 9dgeeni! bs lat5rbon klshay bhal s'hola! 7raam ana 3an nafsi mar'6a ashoufkom chithi!
Alzain: 9ABA 3BALCH HAL SHAY MO 9A3B 3LAY ANA ?? TARA ANA GA3DA AMOUT BS SHSAWI! GOLEELI ARO7 ATHB7A ? AT'HAWASH WYA OBOH ?? AGOULCH DAM OBOH BLSALFA MALCH AMAL Y8AYER RAYA! W DAM EHWA TI5ALA 3ANI BHAL S'HOLA SHBEEDI ANA ?? W NAFS MAGAL BILSANA ENA THIS GUY MAY TURN ABOUT TO BE BETTER THEN HIM! ITS A CHANCE W MARA7 A6AWFHA ..
9aba: 7ta law zyoon! 7ram!
Alzain: 9aba adri ena 7ram! adri walla adri! bs ana wafa8t and thats final 5la9!
9aba: alzain fakray 3adl!
Alzain: fakart :)
9aba: waaaay akrihich!
Alzain: :')


waaay this girl bathba7a!!! shnawya tsawi! ga3da tit9araf bkefha! there is a chance bs mo ra'6ya t'3ayer rayha!

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my phone rang ..

calling..
Mama Badriya's house ..

Me: BET MAMA BADRIYA ;@?
Alzain: ok shino elydeed rday ..
Me: mno dag ? 
Alzain: riday !! 

Me: alou?
Mama Badriya: hala yma 9aba shlounch sh5barch ?
Me: haaalaa mama bdrya .. tmam enty shlounch yuma
Mama Badriya: shd3wa ya 7af'9 wainch e5tfetay fj2a yma ..
Me: b3d shswe university w l5b6a w emt7anay ma3leh sam7eni yuma
Mama Badriya: hal zwara btyen w edch fog rasch


ohh no! mabi ya rabi ana lesh rdet :)

Me: magdar yuma 3ndi emt7anat 
Mama Badriya: wleeeeen 9aba 7beebti may9eer chithi yuma ya3ni lay mta ! 9arlna dahar mo shayfeench!


ksrat 5a6ri :(! she's right 9arli 5 years mo ray7a lizwara .. i never saw them except if they came to our house or for special events ..


Me: enshalla mama bdrya bs 3shanch tra ra7 ayee lizwara elyaya!
Mama Badriya: tslmen 7bebty bs 3ad mo takshteen feena! lana bakalm omch tara !yalla bnyte tamren 3la shay ?
Me: la m3a alslama


Alzain: waa25eeeran 8arartay tro7een ?! ;D
Me: wlw ena ma wdi !! bs 3shan mama badrya w jad mishtagtlhom 9arli mn zman mo shayft'hom!
Alzain: mta ?
Me: next weeek w ra7 tyeen wyay tara ;D!
Alzain: 5laa9 okk 
Me: enzain yalla ana mashya!
Alzain: ya 7mara g3day!
Me: zyoon lazm aro7 w 5l9eena ya3ni shhal 7ub ely nizal 3lech 5oo bacher bshoufch bljam3a -.-
Alzain: 5la9 okk :(
Me: enzain wa9leeni 
Alzain: k


she walked with me down to the living rooms door and everybody was sitting there ..

Obo Alzain: hlaaa bnayti 9aba 
Me: hla 3ami shlonk :D?
Obo Alzain: tmam el7mdla sh5barkom 
Me: b5er
Obo Alzain: yalla jahzay nafsch 56obat zyoona elsabt elyay enshalla :D

i looked at zyoon ely 3enha kanat mdam3a 6oul elwakt w bel ar'6 .. ksrat 5a6ri ..

Me: enshalla 3mi yalla ma3a elslama 
All: alla wyach


And i left alzain's home ..
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as promised guys :p
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Alzain giggled and we headed downstairs into zwens range rover and off to starbucks kaifan!
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as soon as we arrived alzain got out of the drivers seat!

Alzain: 9aba a5aaf !
9aba: mo laayg! la jk lat7ateen mara7 y9eer shay ;*
Alzain: madri :(
9aba: everything will be fine 9adgeeni! bs dont forget to bring me a moca ;D

she stared at me and banged the door in my face =)) so i guess thats a no ..

** Alzain's point of view **

i stood outside the door staring at the ground !! knt 5ayfa adsh!

i looked to my left and saw his austin parked outside!

i inhaled and exhaled and entered in .. i saw him sitting in the corner

i headed to him

Me: hla 7yati


i went to kiss his cheeks but he backed off !! yeah he backed off! fai9al backed off!


Fai9al: hla alzain 

what !! ALZAIN ??? mn mta ygouli alzain!

Me: h .. hlaa 
Fai9al: g3day shfeech wagfa

i sat down!

Fai9al: lesh kntay btshofeeni ?


to tell him or no ? .. i think i want to hear what he has to say first ..


Me: wla shay bs knt bashoufk ..
Fai9al: ahaa .. well good cuz this might be the last time you see me .. 


i looked up to his eyes !!!!!


Fai9al: zyoon .. 7beebti im getting married!


NA3AM ???


Me: whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat ??
Fai9al: yeah im getting maried .. lesh you didnt imagine this moment .. ya3ni blnhaya someone needs to get married ..
Me: b7yati ma ti5ayalt'ha!!!! no !! i imagined myself with you and only you !!! i imagined myself in your arms ! me ALZAIN not any other girl !! mno hathi w mn mta !!! fai9al w anaaaa ?? ana shloun ! bt5leeni bs chithi ! bhal s'hola ??


i was BEYOND shocked!!


Fai9al: Alzain sorry but i have to do this ! oboy ybeeni atzwaj bnt 3mti w tdreen magdar ardla 6alab! i love you i really do ! bs mo beedi .. im sorry 
Me: im sorry ? im sorry hathi wain a9rfha ?? a9rfha eb the 6 years we spent together wla the love that was between us ? hh enta mn 9jik ?? are you serious fai9al wla tit'3shmar ? cuz tara kilish mo waktk !
Fai9al: Ma at'3shmar eb chithi swalf ana !!!!! t3rfeeni! alzain ! i need to do this and its final .. im sorry 7yaty 
Me: fai9al rid obok !! ana elyoum yooni 56ab bs mabeehom ! your the only one i want ! rdet'hom 3shank .. yay tgoili chithi ?
Fai9al: magdar arida alzain !! kilmat oboy wa7da w a7na kalamna ahal elbnt! im sorry and im starting to like her .. 5la9 latrdeen ely 5a6bich waf8ay .. he might be better then  me and i may not be the best for you .. dont ruin your chance ..


he got up and left ..

simply got up and left me ..

he left me sitting with my tears!


but i didnt stay for to long i grabbed my bag and left to my car!

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when i got their i opened the passengers seat ..


9aba: :O shfeeeeeeeeeeeeech ?
Me with tears: 9aba gomay sogay mafeeni 7el ..
9aba: enshalla bs shfeech ?


i hugged her tightly and cried on her shoulders!


Me: 9abaaaa fai9al eb yitzawaj ! :'( !

she pulled me away from her ..


9aba: na3aaaaaaaaaaaaam ??? shko shko !! ambay ma9adg shloun !
Me: wallaaa 9abaa walaaaaa madrrrrriiii !! 9aba plz gomay wdeeni elbet mo gadra 7tan ogaf!
9aba: ok ok rkbay 

i got in .. cried the ride off!

9aba: zyoon mno hathi ?

i didnt replay .. i just stared out the window .. shocked !! really shocked !! el7een kil hal sneen ana wyaah .. klyoum agoul bacher ya56bni w bacher ya56bni .. bhal s'hola 5laani w ra7 7ag '3eri ?? bhal s'hola han galba ?!! mo ra'6ya a9adg walla ! thats not a random boy !! thats fai9al ! my first and last love!! shloun fhmooni shloun y5leeni w yro7 7ag '3eri ?!! la w ygouli im starting to like her ..

tears and tears and more and more and tears just ran out my eyes !!!!

LESH FAI9AL LESH ??

9aba: zyoon 
Me: hmm
9aba: mno hathi ?
Me: bnt 3ama ..
9aba: ahmmmm shaaaay !!


i just faked a smile ..

9aba: ma38ooola hatha fai9al ? ambay walla ma9adg !! entaw lathnen kntaw ambay walla madri shgoul !! lo agoul best couples on earth mara7 agdar aw9f 7bkom 7ag ba3a'6 !! shloun bhal s'hola
Me: asking my self the same question 9aba .. w tadreen whats the weird part .. kan ga3d yitkalam eb boroood !!!! bkl boroood ! gali bkl ba9a6a "  latrdeen ely 5a6bich waf8ay .. he might be better then me and i may not be the best for you .. dont ruin your chance .. " bkl borood galha :) 
9aba: i cant believe this .. fai9al !!! ma ysweeha
Me: swaha w 5ala9 :')
9aba: n6ray 3leh ymkn y'3ayer raya !! ymkn yitraja3
Me: he never will 
9aba: w entay shdrach
Me: 9aba dam obo blmaw'6o3 then TRUST me mara7 yitraja3 ..
9aba: i cant believe this !! entay shno bitsawen ?
Me: nothing .. i cant do nothing .. dam he's starting to like her w obo blmaw'6o3 .. then alla ywafghom ..


i said that and all i felt was pain in my heart .. bs you have to face reality sooner or later .. and im going to face it now ..

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a couple of minutes later we arrived home!

we got out the car and entered .. it was about 4;00 o'clock ..

i entered and saw my mother sitting ..

Mom: zyoona t3alay yuma bakalmch 

plz no mom im soooo not in the mood !!

Me: enshalla 

me and 9aba went and sat next to her ..

she saw my face and was shocked ..

Mom: shfeech tabcheen ?
Me: mafeeni shay yuma ta3bana ..
Mom: alzain 7beebti etha 3shan salfat elzwaj yuma 5la9 la tbcheen .. damha bitkader 5a6rch la tbcheen 7beebti .. ana fta7t wyach elmaw'6o3 lana shft elnas 7el san3een w shareench .. kan embayn 3lehom 5osh nas w mo9reen 3la hal zwaj .. bs etha btz3leen chithi yuma 5la9 mo lazm .. mn 3yoni el7een ardhom!


i hugged her and cried .. a55 yuma walla mo ga3da abchi 3shan chithi .. ga3daabchi mn el7ara ely da5li .. my 6 years love is going away .. my love is getting married to a girl thats not mee .. hes leaving me .. he's leaving his alzain !!

his sentence passed my mind millions of times .. "  latrdeen ely 5a6bich waf8ay .. he might be better me and i may not be the best for you .. dont ruin your chance .. " lay hal drja ma ybeeni .. lay hal daraj 7bha .. ya3ni 5la9 ra7 ykamil 7yata bdoni .. klmni bkl borod w 5la9 byitzawjha .. ra7 ykamil 7yata w ana ma hmeta .. ya3ni the pain is going to start now .. im going to suffer and cry because im going to see him with another girl ?? no i will not .. 9ij ena fai9al THE LOVE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE !! bs this may not happen to me .. i dont want to suffer and ruin my life when im still 20 ..

Me: la yumaa 5la9 .. 7yahom allah b2ay wakt .. 

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and i turned up the volume until we reached zyoon's house!

Alzain: 3ad enshalla 7amdo mo da5el!
9aba: kaak entaw bafham lay mta nijra ?! kil wa7d feekom akbar mn elthani!
Alzain: idc how old are we! this boy im never going to love! 7ta law e5oy!

9aba as we got out the car ..

9aba: mskeen tara 7amad mala thanb entay elnisra! bs tizawjay 5al yiftakon mnch!
Alzain: 9aba choose black or red .. what suits your face ?
9aba: i prefer red!

she held up her red studded heels!

Alzain: mit2akda ? ;)
9aba: laaaa ynetay ?!! :o
Alzain: lool joking yal 5ee5a =))
9aba: ba3almch mno el5ee5a el7een!
Alzain: enshalla el7een yalla emshay y3t :|
9aba: well why am i not surprised ?

she laughed and pushed me into the house!

5alty so3ad (alzain's mother) was sitting in the living room ..

Alzain: ahleeeen 2mi!
9aba: slaaam 5alti sa3oooda
5alty so3ad: hla 9aba 7beebti hla yuma shlonch
Me: tmaam 5alty b5eer
5alty so3ad: shloun eljam3a wyach ?
Me: walla tmam mashi el7al :p
5alty so3ad: zain zain el7mdla
5alty so3ad: w entay ya om karsh basch mooz el7een bee76on el'3da!

Alzain was eating a banana =))

Alzain: lool enshalla :p yma ! hatha Dr.Fawzi shno ynarfz yuma! 7a8d 3lay madri lesh .. w kil dgeega sa7b mni starbucks w ga6a bzbala! madri mno gayla sharyta 3shan yg6a !
5alty so3ad: ma3leh yuma sta7mleeh shway !
Alzain: amri lallah ba3ad! enzain wain elbajy ?
5alty so3ad: kilihom 6al3een. oboch blsh'3l w 7amad 6al3 w 5wanch tawhom mit'3adeen
Alzain: t'3detay ?
5alty so3ad: la yuma nar6tch ..
Alzain: '3reeeba om 7amad!

Rubi their nany came telling us that the lunch is ready so we headed to the lunch table.

we ate and talked about random subjectse  bs 5alty so3ad kept silent a bit china fe shay btgoula!

5alty so3ad: zyoona yuma

Alzain looked at me ena alla yaster cause we both sensed that something unfamiliuer was going on ..

Alzain: hlaa
5alty so3ad: fe maw'6o3 wdi aklmch feeh ..
Alzain: shno hal maw'6o3 ?
5alty so3ad: zyoona yuma adri elmaw'6o3 ymkn y'6aygch shway aw ma ynasbch bs abeech tfakreen blman68 yuma .. entay kbrtay el7een w smila 3lech dshetay eljam3a w ma bogalch shay w tit5rjeen .. mshalla 3lech kbrtay w 7lwetay w 9rtay tit7mlen elms2oolya .. bs tadreen ya3ni elbnt lma tkbar lazm tkaml n9 deenha .. w lazm titzawaj ..

alzain en9ifag wayiha! i was really shocked !! ya3ni mskeena alzain shmaw8fha!

Alzain: yuma zibdat el7achi tkfen!
5alty so3ad: yuma ana mabi a89bch 3la shay wla ajbrch .. bs fe 5osh wa7d 5a6bch el9ra7a w mn 3ayla weln3m feeha .. a7na sa2leen 3anhom w ma sima3na 3anhom ela kil 5er el9ra7a ..
Alzain: mabi !
5alty so3ad: yuma la titsr3en bljwab .. 3ndch mn ehni lay lsbo3 elyay tfakreen 3la ra7tch .. w entay mntay 5srana shay li9bay sh7ilwa w el3ayla w elni3m feeha ya3ni ! sh5srana entay! 5al eyoun t3arfay 3leh w shofay etha yazlch wla la2!

alzain got up ..

Alzain: mabi yuma .. 5la9t akrmkom allah !

she ran upstairs without saying a word and i got up to follow her

5alty so3ad: 9aba 7beebti entay mitfahma klmeeha tkfen chod tr'6a w entay tmoneen 3leha :(
9aba: enshalla 5alty la t7ateen aklmlich eyaha
5alty so3ad: ee 7beebti matg9reen
9aba: enshalla, yalla 3an 2thnch 5alty ..

i went up stairs to zyoon ..

Me: ha zween
Alzain: umbay mn 9jha omy! mabi walla mabi!
Me: eeee 9dimat 3eeshti !!
Alzain: 3ayal ana shgoul!
Me: enzai el7een shloun ? w fai9al ?
Alzain: madrri 9booy walla madri! shftay shloun kanat ga3da tklmni! 7set elshay 7el b5a6rha mlyoun mara klmtni w sakart elmaw'6o3 .. mn 7agha tifra7 eb bnt'ha elw7eeda! ana bakalm fai9al.
Me: waaaay shhal balwa ba3ad!
Alzain: 7ada ;(

Alzain bbmed fai9al ..

Alzain AlX:
we need to meet asap!

Fai9al AlX:
we sure do .. i have something to tell you ..

Alzain AlX:
wain?

Fai9al AlX:
starbucks kaifan in 15 minutes

Alzain AlX:
ok

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Me: shgal ?
Alzain: madri .. gltla we need to meet gali ee ana ba3ad 3ndi shay agoula!
Me: ee good ymkn shay zain!
Alzain: madri 9booy i have a bad feeling walla!
Me: mafe ela el5er enshalla yala emshay !
Alzain: t3alay wyay!
Me: w mngal ba5leech bro7ch yalla emshay!

Alzain giggled and we headed downstairs into zwens range rover and off to starbucks kaifan!

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but 5 years later everything changed .. and it was mission accomplished :D!
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My phone was vibrating!

Zween is calling ...

Me: aloooo
Alzain: way333o yalla 5l9eena wench tara walla Dr. fawzi mara7 yda5lna liclass !! 3arfa 78arta entay!
Me: kaaaaani kaaani walla yaya bs bayeebli mn *bucks 7di yo3ana!
Alzain: dam elsalfa feeha starbucks 7beebti be late as much as you want :D bs 3ad ya3ni mo tinseni ;$
Me: lool enshalla enshalla one caramel moca frappicino with extra 2 dips of caramel for zyoon will come on the way!
Alzain: ya ba3ad chabdi 9beew ;$ enzain la tit25ren ana ba7jz elkrasi!
Me: okk kani kani!

i heard Dr.Fawzi's voice ..
Dr.Fawzi: ya alzain !!
Alzain: na3am Dr .. bye bye !!

i laughed hardley ely kil ely yami g3daw y5zooni !!

AND YES GUYS !!!

as all of you were guessing this is 5 years later !!

5 years of me and zayed together ..  5 years of me and zain still BFFL !! 5 years of rtaj and lujain still on our side and in our gang! 5 years of alzain and fai9al's love!

Its the 6 off us all together .. closer then ever ..

smiling .. laughing .. crying and goofing around all together ..

Its 9aba back to her old soul ! back to laughing and having fun with no more bader in her life ...

i spent 3 months of my life suffering !! literary suffering !! not once did i step foot in my grandmothers house !! i never ever went there !! ma7ad kan yadri 3ani wla 3an a5bari .. knt bs ag3ad blbet .. sleep-wake up - go to school - come back - cry - study - cry - sleep .. that was my routine for 3 months ! ..

Because of bader i suffered alot! ALOT that nobody could ever stand .. i lost 15 pounds in 3 months cause i refused to eat anything ... anything but cry .. you might think "shda3wa" but no .. Its not and never easy being abandoned and left heart broken from some simple words from a person you truly loved with all your heart!! is it ?

mo sahla tsm3on klaaaaam yjra7 mn a7ad t7bona !! w entaw ma lkom thanb ! i spent 6 years loving him but all i got in return was 5ROOFA .. ENTAY T5MEEN LZBALA MN WRAY .. MNO ENTAY YA 5ARA .. and more and more .. thats what i recieved! 

i recieved being hurt for 3 months .. not seeing my family at all .. staying in my room and never getting out .. Just staying there rolled up in your bed and crying .. shouting .. and sometimes fainting ..

not once these 3 months did i ever laugh !! yeah nobody left me alone !! Alzain zayed lujain and retaj were always by my side and never did they once leave me alone !! they were there supporting me through everything .. ta7amlooni wayed until i eventually got over everything and decided to leave everything behind me and move on .. i moved on and 5 years passed since i moved on 3igob 3na2 6weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel w 8ahar w 2alam !!

but its me now .. in all my splender and glory .. with the people i love .. and it was mission accomlpished!

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maknt b6awlha 3lekom so now lets get back to reality :p

me and zyoon are now studying in university el7mdla :D we're both studying accounting together! zyoon drives a range rover since t7b syayeer dfasha :) and i drive a X6 BMW! we're both 20 + second year in university. Retaj just finished studying and is going to work in a bank .. Lujain finished studying 2 years ago and works in a bank! while zayed and fai9al finished university and are working in ther family's company ..

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i quickley grabed the order and ran up to the class !!

as soon as i entered!

Dr.Fawzi: mno da5el el7eeen ?!!!!!

he turned around ..

Dr.Fawzi: ohh its 9aba .. tif'6lay 7beebti g3day
Me: thanks dr

i sat beside alzain and gave her her starbucks  ..

Alzain: walla lo ana dasha chan ma95arni .. bs entay 7beebti .. allah yal dinya!
Me: hatha la2na y7bni!
Alzain: shda3wa mayta 3la 7uba 3ad

Dr.Fawzi: la walla alzain .. fog ma ench ga3da tagrigen eb my class ga3da tshrbeen starbucks 9a7! entay ma tyozeen ?
Alzain: shswet dr :o

he grabbed the frappicino from her mouth and threw it in the garbage ..

Dr.Fawzi: 5la9 chithi baradt chabdi :)

and he went in front to continue his lecture ..

i laughed!

Alzain: hatha 6 starbucks yg6a blzbala :) gazarha 3ad!
Me: LOOOL

Dr.Fawzi is soooooo sweet walla!! bs may7b alzain! ehya wya ma yitwalimon kilish! chnhom shraych! w its all from zyoon lma 3ayibat 3la 9al3ita the day w registerd for his class .. mn youmha w ehwa kariha! =))

the whole class syoon was mnafsa 3leh w mada elboz and i was laughing at her .. we wrote everyhting doen and then the class was done
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we finished Dr.Fawzi's class and the rest of our classes so we decided to go to zyoon's for lunch!

in the car alzain was talking to fai9al ..

Alzain: walla fai9al yb6 elchabd! ya3ni ana shko 7a8d 3lay chni bayga 7lal oboh .. ya3ni ehwa a9la3! w ana gltla la2na el9ara7a ra7a w ana 9aja !!

all i could do was laugh my lungs out 3la jr2at zyoon!

Alzain: 5la9 ok a7na bnro7 nit8da! w enta lma t6la3 mn elshareeka klmni .. okk .. bye ;*

Me: LOOOL walla mskeena zween
Alzain: shftay shloun :( 7asra 3lay ashrab my frappicino kamel mashoufa ela za5 el3ood mn 7alji w ga6a bzbalaa!
Me: ma7ad galch t3aybeen 3leh!
Alzain: bala ana shdrani ysma3 3an bo3d 100 miles!
Me: ya 7beebti hatha dr fawzi! etha ehwa ma sima3 mno yisma3 =D
Alzain: 3ad 3nd yadi shd3wa hamni 7laya 9al3ita :(!
Me: kak! 5la9 ensay ensay

and i turned up the volume until we reached zyoon's house!
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