Days of our life (53)

walla lo adri chithi chan mn zman kasra talefoni w bachya :p...
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i went and took my phones and switched them on then quickley called zyoon ..

Alzain: aloo ?
Me: 5thet talefon a5eeran!
Alzain: mno ?
Me: wleen 3la lidma'3 el7een .. ya3ni mno ?
Alzain: 9aba ?
Me: walla madri shraych :D?
Alzain: oooo mabrook a5eeran! sh5thetay ?
Me: iphone w blackberry
Alzain: ya3ni we have matching phones :D?
Me: yes we do!
Alzain: enzain add me!!
Me: dzeeli pinich w golay 7ag fai9al ya36eech pin zayed
Alzain: 5la9 okk
Me: bye
Alzain: bye

i closed the line and  after a couple of minutes recieved a message from zyoon .. i quickley opened my phone and added them!

zyoon accepted and zayed as well ..


Alzain AlX:
9beew
adz pinch ?

9aba AlX:
la2
maly 5lghom zyoon yg3don yitsa2loun shfeech w mafeech w sh9ar wya bader ..
when i feel better ba'6efhom

Alzain AlX:
mara7 ys2lon !
lesh when i feel better ?
9aba laykon ga3da tabcheen ?

9aba AlX:
im fine ..


i recieved a bbm from zayed ...

Zayed AlX - alla ytamim :D:
ma38oola ??
9aba :o!

9aba AlX:
yeah :p

Zayed AlX - alla ytamim :D:
9aba ?

9aba AlX:
ee 9aba

Zayed AlX - alla ytamim :D:
Nawartay my list mn yid w ydeed 7yaty ;*!!

9aba Alx:
bwjoodk :D

Zayed AlX - alla ytamim :D:
tadreen this is one of the best days in my life!

9aba AlX:
no
lesh enshalla :p?

Zayed AlX - alla ytamim :D :
ma la7a'6tay shay ?

9aba AlX:
la2 ;s

Zayed AlX - alla ytamim :D :
tadreen awal mara mn kalamtch asma3 mnch " i love you " ?
3igob maknt na6rch tgoleenha 8 months !!
w fog hatha you said it face to face!!



weeeeeh shloun 6la3at mn 7alji hathi ba3ad !! walla sa3at ana ag6 5e6 w 5e6 .. ya rabi 3lay !


9aba AlX:
eee adri adri  :p
enzain zyood!

ya3ni barag3 elmaw'6o3 ;s

Zayed AlX - alla ytamim :D :
88.8 .. ehdaa2!

i quickley grabbed the iphone and opened marina.fm!

but to late!

their were these guys chatting..

9aba AlX:
mafe :(!

Zayed AlX:
ma3leh ma3leh :*
t9edeenha mra thanya enshalla

9aba AlX:
:(

i chatted with zayed a bit and then i sat there na6ra elnoma tyeeni ..

hearing the people chat on marina.fm .. thinking .. thinking and thinking .. then finally tearing .. then starting to cry ..

my night was spent like that ..


until  agoul allah by fahad alkbesi started to played on the radio ..


Ya galbi alzmn hatha j7dni w ent matdre .. Y5ononi t'9eg aldnya b3youni wla tdre !!  Ya galbi shouf hal dnya t3bt w mabga be 7el a3shm 7ali w at9br w agoul bachr Jrou7i tzel .. Yje bacher bla fr7a y3and galbi w jr7aaah ... Draw kel albshr feni ya galbi !! w ent matdre .. k2nk 3ayesh l7alik m3nk 3ayesh eb 9dre W yzed aljr7 kel lailah wla adre lmnhou ashkeeela .. ..
the song remind me with bader :) exactly every word ! this song describes my life and feelings !
you know when a song describes you rlife word by word !! its not just this song .. there are many songs !! but this is the closest one to my feelings!
i cried more and more with out stoping ...
i didnt cry because he doesnt love me !
bcheet l2na al6re8a eli y3amlni feha 6re8a 7tn al5dm may3mlonhm feha
kla ysbni kla yt7cha eb '9hri w jdami ? ygol klam thani
DOUBLE FACED !
abchi l2na alklam eli galah lel7en ydor eb bali mu gadra alga mawtho3 '3era !
l2na kl mag3dt thanyten eb ro7i athkr alsalfa w ard abchy !
abchy l2na bader mu n9ebi .. abchi l2na bader 9ar ykrhhni .. abchi l2na ma3mlni zain
i cried for a lot of thing !
EVERYTHING !
bader 5lali eb kel shy thkra mnah ..
ehwa sha59 a7ba w thlni b7uba wayd ! shaa59 galy klaam yjr7 !

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 and a7bhom lesh 5loni played after that ..

A7BHHM LAISH 5LONI ? TMOUT B7BHM 3YOUNI
ANA MU MIN A7D MAJNON ANA MNHM EJA JNONI
HOMA AL3THBAW 7ALI W '9A3T FEHM AMALI
THAHAB MAB3T,HM WALLA W OHM BTRAB BA3ONI W 3LA
JSR LMSYEB SYBONI !

i lost control of myself at that moment and started crying once again ..
everytime i try to shead a tear its faulse attempt !!
why ? their are more then a billion people out there !!! but faith choose me ??It choose be to love a basturd ! ana maly thanb walla .. ti3athabt by7ati wayed w ta3abt ! mn mno ? mn a'3la nasi !!
or what used to be a'3la nasi .. kilman y7awl y'6akni .. kilman y7awl ywanisni! w kil ma nj7aw bhal shay ?
6a7at dam3ti mra thanya .. kil ma wi9alna lay el 2 tanzl dam3ti w enrd nabdi mn el 0 ..
enrd nabdi w chna ma swena shay .. chna eljar7 ma lt2am w rad enshag mara thanya ..
chna a7ad 6a3ani bsacheen mn yid w ydeed


but 5 years later everything changed .. and it was mission accomplished :D!
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