Days of our life (50)

i woke up but i wasnt in the mood so i didnt move from my bed
i just start thinking about yestrday ...
9ej eli 9ar wla knt at7lm ??
adre bader mu '3reba 3leh hal 7rkat bs shloun han 3leeh ygoli hal klam ! hal klam mu bs yjr7 ! Y3THB B3DDDD !!!!!!!!!!! ymkn may7bni bs abga ana bnt 3mta shloun ygoli chthy !

 my mother knocked the door ..

Me: mnu ?

she entered the room

Mom: yma 9aba gmty 7bebty ?
Me with a weak voice: ee yma
Mom: yalla nzly 5alk agolhm y76onlch ryoug ..
Me: mabi shay bs 5looni b7ali
Mom: 7bebty 9aba shfich yma ? enty bs low tgolenly sh9ar ams bench w ben bader 3shan a6mn !
Me: ma9ar shy ! shbe9er y3ni ?
Mom: akid yma ?

my eyes started to get watery ..

Me: eeh

aaa5 ya yma bs lo tdreen shswaw feni ! low tdren shl klam eli galy yah low tdren bl3thab eli ana feeh !! IM TORN MOM !! MY HEART IS BROKEN !! I LOVED AN ASS WHOLE !! (sorry for the language) I LOVED A PERSON THAT SADLY DIDNT DESERVE IT !! IM HEART STABBED !!


Mom: enzin e7na bnro7 3nd 5altch ent9ar matben tyen ?
Me: la yma mali 5lg a9lan brd anam al7en t3bana
Mom: ely yry7ch

she was sure that there was something .. u know how mothers read your emotions perfectly :')..

she kissed my head and went out

as i stayed in my bed  for more then 3 hours ! just crying and thinking !! a7awl astaw3b kil ely 9ar faj2a !


: waaaaaainhaaaa ? laaaishh m5leenha bro7ha ?

3ziz opened the door hardly : SHFIICH ? SH9AYR BENCH W BEN BADER !
Me : wlaaa shay laish t7bon tkbron almwathe3 !!
3ziz : albchi eli bcheteh ams ma tkber mwathe3 ? 9aba golele shswalch w ana mst3d athb7a jdam oma w oboh .. mu ohwa yt6awl 3la e5ty ! mu ohwa yta6wl 3la bnya a9'3aar mnaah ! hathy mu rjoola !
Me : maaaa swaaaaaa shyyy !!! ana knt ga3d abchi 3shan alzain btsafr w t5leeni w r7t betna ! ohwa kan  ga3d ys2lni shfich w ana mardet ! maswali shy walla!!
3ziz : 3yl laish sm3oh ga3d y9r5 !
Me : kan ga3d y9r5 3lla f6om 3shan ray7a aljm3ya w mu gayla 7g a7d !
3ziz : y3ne akid mafich shy ? l2na mara7 a5lech 9dgeni !
Me : walla mafeni shy !

i started to cry again !

3ziz: 9aba thab7a 3umrch bachi .. 9aba 7beebti ana e5och lkbeer .. 9ar7eeni ! 9dgeeni mar'6a asma3 e5ti tish'hag mn elbachi w ana bdari !
Me: 3zeez walla mafeeni shay *sniff* plz bs 5looni b7ali !

the door opened by 3kazt alzain

Alzain: slam
3ziz: w 3laikm alslam ! ballah 3lech mstansa 3shan btsafren w bt5lenha ?
Alzain: wain asafr ? a5ly mnu ?

3ad alzain w '3ba2ha :)
i gave zyon a sign3shan tmashi wyay elmaw'6o3!

Alzain : eeeeeeeehhhh ! 3ziz shswe agol 7g ahli mabi asafer w ag3d bro7i bel bait ?
3ziz : wlaish tg3den bro7ch t3ali 3ndna !
Alzain : 5la9 aklm omi

3ziz move out and closed the door

Alzain : laish magltela al9eej ? laish magltela alsalfa min A to Z ! 3ziz mtfhm w ra7 yfhm w y3lm hathak shloun ygol klam chthy !

i turned my face and kept silent ...

Alzain: lesh magltay 9aba ?
Me: zyooooon im so tired !! im just not ready !! i need time to recover !! mabi atklam ! basakr hal maw'6o3 5la9 ! gal hal klam w 6ala3 kil ely bglbah .. its over !

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after 30 minutes of just crying my heart out  ..

Alzain : tben nro7 jm3ya ?
Me: la2
Alzain : nboog syara ? =))
Me: alzain maly 5lg shy walla
Alzain : 5la9 okay ...

Zyod was calling alzain's phone 

Alzain : ard 3shan ma y39b !?
Me : la trdeeen  w maaabi aklmm a7dd mumkiiin ?
Alzain : enzin a39abch

so she kept selint to .....

Alzain went out ...

Me:  waain ?
Alzain : alm6ba5 abi akel yo3ana
Me: okay ..
Alzain: ayeeblch shay takleena ?
Me: mo mshtahya
Alzain: 9aba mo zain !!
Me: mabi shay minsda nafsi !
Alzain: enzain toast w jbn !

i shouted

Me: MABI SHAY BS 5LOONI !!
Alzain: bra7tch !

i started to cry !!! i just cried ! with out any reason !! i broke down and cried !! like a baby i was there laying on my bed holding the sheets between my hand and crying !!!

Alzain: 9aba 5la9 la tabcheen 7beebti plz !! klam w ngal ! la ita3ben nafsch 3leh !

my respond? was crying !

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Alzain : alou
Zayed : alo zyon wain 9aba min ams w ana adg w jehazha mu'3la8 ?
Alzain : zayed ams bade....

i tooked her phone and ended  zayed's call

Me : MAAAAABIII A7D YDREE BELMWTHOUUU3 MATFHMEEN ?
Alzain : bs zayed lazm ydre !
Me : la zaayed wla '3eraaah klmty w7da w mabi a7d ydre
Alzain : okay

zayed kept calling and but no ansswer !! none of us answered the phone !!

but fai9al called ..

Alzain : alou
Fai9al : alo
Alzain: ha fai9al
Fai9al: hla 7yaty .. shfeha 9aba ? zayed ybe yklmha !
Alzain : matby tklm a7d w t3bana shwy 5loha 3la ra7t.ha !

Zayed took the phone : shswalha bader ?

Alzain : maswa shy !
Zayed : walla ya alzain etha mswelha shy w matben tet7chen ....

Alzain : 9aba ana bklm fai9al bl7oush okay ..

and she went down

Alzain told zayed everything about yestrday ..

Zayed : 7sabi m3ah '3air hal 7aywan ! bye ...

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