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i woke up on the sound of my phone ringing ..
i looked at i was still in zyoon's house! ambay maybe i overslept!
it was the unknown number again
Me: aloo ?
Unknown: aloo
Me: mno ?
Unknown: 9aba .. 9aba ana bader!
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ??????????? BADER! SHYABI DAG ?
Me: shno ? baderr ? sh7aga dag ?
Bader: 9aba .. 9aba meet me now in marina cresent! ill be waiting! plz come! i need to see you ! theirs something you need to know w magdar askit akthar mn chithi !
and the call ended! WTF ? shisalfa !
i sat there thinking! to go or not to go ? his voice scared me! it was like twa ga3d mn elnom! a5af fee shay ? its his wedding day ? sh9ayer ya rabi!!
i woke zyoon up thousands of times bs ma ri'6at tgoum!
i was getting worried! gmt bdalt and i headed to marina cresent
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i arrived there and got down .. i was searching for him and searching!
until i founf him standing ..
i ran towards him
until i stood there .. ma9dooma !!
7alta kanat! bshakl ma agdar aw9ifha !! 7allta kanat mo8rifa ! kan sakran!!!! bader kan sakran !!!!! but i walked twords him to know what he needs ! shyabi mni el7een! sh9ayerla ??
Me: you wanted to see me ?
Bader: 9.. 9aba ana abi aklmch
he walked towards me but i backed away!
Me: dont even think about touching me !! yet ehni 3shan asma3 ely btgoula bs! so make it quick
kint mi2arfa mn shakla !! its the day of his wedding w ehwa 6al3 sakran ??
Bader: 9aba ana asf dget 3lech hal wakt w 5letch tyeen bs 9a ..9a .9aba ana bgoulch sh.. shay
Me: shb'3et ?
Bader: 9a 9aaba ni ni6ray! 9aba tara ana a7bich ! enty shay lah mukan eb glbe ! ana min donch ma aktmel ! 7awlt eb 5 snen ansa bs magdrt w ndman gad sh3r rasi 3li swetah ! 9aba enty galbch kber ! w adre fich tsam7en
.. mn na'6rata .. bs yay ygouli hal klma el7een ? youm shiba3t mna w 3ifta .. youm tishafa galbi !
Me: hhh mosta7eel ..
Bader: 9aba walla ana a7bich! 9aba bs sm3ay ely bgoula!
Me shasma3 bader! mafe shay asm3a!!! ana 3anet wayed blsneen ely 6afat! mani mist3da asma3 w a3eesh ayami ely 6afat mara thanya .. im sorry!
i turned to leave! i didnt want to hear a single word! but he grabbed my hand!
Me: bader hdni plz !!! gltlk mabi asma3 shay
i released my hand and ran but he got me again! its like he didnt want to let go! but i dont want to hear more! mabi asma3 shay y'6aygni w y5leni arja3 7ag elayam ely 3isht'ha gabl!
Bader: 9aba sim3ay la t3andeen!! sim3aaaay !! sim3eeni tkfen magdar askt akthar mn chithi! kitamt kilshay bda5li 5 sneen w sikat w knt aby aw'9wlch bs enty e5tfetay fj2a ! 9aba ana min donch lgetny '9ay3 lgeet lich jz2 mne ! lget ena galbi mt3lg fich w ybech ! adre knt gasy 7el eb t9rfaty m3ach ! bs etmen shy eb glbe ! etmnen ajmal shay 9ar eb 7yati ! 9aba ana a3tfst min kthr ma afker fich w skrt bs 3sha agolch hal klam l2na adre mara7 agdr agolah w ana mu skran ! adre ra7 amsk nfse w askt ! bs magmt at7mal eni askt akthr min chthy ! glbe 3wrni ya 9aba !
Me: w ana 3demat e7sas ? laish glbe ma 3wrni ana ? min kan 3mri 9 snen len 16 w ana galbi y3wrni ! yom 7awlt a6fe alnar eli feni ? yet tgoly chthy ? mabi asma3 !!!! efham mabi! mabi a3eed kil hal sneen mra thanya wla abi a3eeesh layam ely 6afat mra thanya!!! tkfa ro7777 5la9! hdni!
Bader: 9ABA SIM3AY !! ana mn gabl 5 years w mn elhousha w ana ndman! walla 9aba ana ndman!!! matdreen shkthr! ana madri shloun knt a3amlch chthi .. madri shloun ma 7set bgadrch 9aba !!!! SAM7EEENI TKFEN! tkfeeeen sam7eeni ! wallla w a7lf brasi eniiii mn hathak elyoum w ana 6a3am elnom ma thigta !!! mn hathak elyoum w ana karh nafsi !!!!!!!! 9aba ana shft w jarabt wayed ashya2 b7yaty !!! kalamt bnat eldnya w shft ashkal w alwan !!!! bs mthlch mashft !! adri im to late at saying this w adri mretay eb wayed eb bsibti bs sam7eeni! adri ench wagfa w wdch tro7een w ma wdch tshofeeni bs sam7eeni tikfen! 2thetch wayed blayam ely 6afat bs im sorry! ndman 3la kilshay ! ma 7set bgadrch! bs 9aba ana abeech! mabi a'6ay3ch mn eddi tkfen forgive me ! i love you now! abeech t9ereen le! mabi bshayr ! akrha w enty tdren ! akthr w7da t3rfne min n'9rt 3youni " 9aba " maku a7d mthlch yfhmne ! 9aba ana fagdtch 5 years FAGDCH !
tears found their way down my cheeks like rivers!!
Me: you love me now ? well nothing really matters right now .. its all gone and its over .. la t7awl
l2na maku shy eb yt'3yer .. ent tzwjt w ana 3an 8reb aby atzwj b3d .. bader ra7 tkbr m3a bshayr w t7bha w tshof 7yat thania w atmna tnsa feha ena fe w7da 7btk esmha 9aba !
he looked at me and tightened his grip on my hand!
Bader: lesh over 9aba !!! shily ta'3ayar ana shno swetlch ! lesh tkrheeeni ?
i looked straight into his eyes!
Me: lesh akrhk ? tis2alni ana lesh akrhk ? la 2abad ma akrhk! kilish! ykon b3lmk bader .. lo b2eed ay ensana bil3alam tkrhk .. ra7 tkon ana! ana ely thigt elweeel mnk !!! ana elensana ely 7abtk mn kil galbha w 9antk bs 5let'ha .. la3abt bmsha3rha ! knt mthl elensan ela6ram .. gad ma thleta w g6et 3leh klam w swet shay y'6ayga w yaksr b5a6ra ma yitklam wla yashki la7ad!!! knt a7tif'6 bhatha beni w ben nafsi w 2t2alam!!!! agoul may5alf! its temporary! bacher y7s feeni w bacher a3jba .. w klyoum 3an youm a3eed nafs elklam .. 6 sneen agoul hal klam len mlet mnk w kirahtk .. 7betk 6 sneen w 36etk kil galbi .. 5letk enta timtalka kila w wla b7yaty 5let a7ad thani yaskna '3erk .. wahabtk kil 7yaty bima3na elkilma .. lakn enta shno 36etni mo8abl kilhatha ? jro7 w 2alam! knt elyahel ely t7bk .. layn 9rt elmorah8a ely ta3shgk !! bs el7een 9rt likbeera ely tkrhk! you mean nothing to me now! jro7k hathi katihatni feek! sneeni ely g'6et'ha b2alam 5latni a3ofk!
5ltny ashof bader n'9ra thania 5ltny ashm2z min wld 5ali 5ltny akrh ayey zwart ydte ! 5ltny wayd ya bader ! galb enjr7 m3ak mra w mu mst3da ena ynjr7 mra thania ! 9dgny 93ba ylt2m !!
he bent his head and looked at the ground ..
i raised his head
Me: shoufni ana .. shouf 3eni .. 7awl tgraha .. wla shouf galbi .. chood tigdar tshouf el2alam ely bda5la .. el2alam ely enta sababta le .. elbog3a elsoda ely enta zira3t'ha bda5li .. shouf'ha w la tnazl rask fkr blnas gabel la tfkr eb nfsk .. bader mu kel shy tbeh tgdr ta5tha eb ay wakt ! ana knt ben eedk ! ent eli 5srtny
i cried .. i just cried while saying these words .. and to my surprise he did too .. bader was crying! tears were shining on his cheeks!
Me: tabchi ?? hh 7set eni knt bree2a mo ? ktishaft shkthr knt a7bk el7een 9a7? bs la tabchi 3adi .. ta3awdt ana .. la tabchi lani ana t3afet el7een, ana mo 9aba malat gabl kilish .. mo 3sheegtk malat awal .. el2alam kila ra7 .. 7ubk ma3ad bgalbi kilish .. bader b7yati mo mwjood el7een .. shift shloun kint w wain 9rt .. shift a5er 78artk lilnas shswat .. im sorry bs la tyee tgouli a7bch .. la ta6lb mni hal shay .. lana 9ar shay most7eel, 7ta lo ana abi arj3lk .. galbi maybi y3eesh wyak w ythog el3thab kila mra thanya .. ana ta3abt wayed bil ayam ely 6afat w '6aya3t sneen mn 7yaty abchi 3lek w an6rk layn zahagt .. layn 9ar to late .. so sorry! bs i could never be yours! get over it !
he was just standing their infront of me DRUNK! with tears in his eyes
Bader: la tsaween feeni chithi!!!! 9aba tkfen! im sorry 3la kl ely 9ar walla! lesh you could never be mine !! i want you !!! bdonch 7yati ma tn6ag ! ma aby bdonch abeech !
Me: you want me !!! should of thought about that earlier not when its to late !!!! ro7 betkom bader 5ala9 hatha a5er klam 3ndi!! ro7 7ag zojtk! your married! its your first night! go to her ..
Bader: 9ABAAA LA TNARFZEEEENI ANA GLTLCH ABEEECH !!!!! A7BICH ANA A7BICH !!!!!!!!! LESH TSAWEEN FEENI CHITHI LESH GA3DA T3ATHBEEEENI !!! ANA MABEEH A9LAN MA7BHA!!!!! MA AWA6NHA !!!!! HATHI WA7DA WA95A !!! ANA A7BICH ENTAY W ABEECH ENTAY BS!!! ZAWJONI YAHA BL8A9B W ANA MABEEHA !!!
it was a shame seeing him in that way! bader ely kan la heba! ely ma7ad yistarji ykalma .. kaho yabchi jdami el7een ..
Me: mo moshklty !!!!! i dont want you right now !! iv got whats better then you !!!!!!!!!!
Bader: better then me ?? mno hatha ba3ad ?
Me: mo sh8lk !!!
he held my arms hard !!! really hard and i was in real pain! he held me close to his face!!
Bader: BTGOLEEELI MNO HATHA WLA SHLOUN ?????
Zayed: hidhaaaa !
** Zayed's point of view **
i woke up at the middle of the night .. it was about 5 in the morning! i needed a glass of water but before i headed down i chekced my bbm and found a bbm from 9aba ..
9aba AlX:
zyood im going to marina cresent now wake up and call me as soon as possible ;*
Marina cresent elsa3a 5 ?
Zayed AlX:
mako ro7a !!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
9abaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
hathi wenha !! i called her so many times but there was no answer i got worried so i changed and drove as fast as i could to marina cresent!
i called again but no answer so i got out!
i was walking and shouting looking for her .. and to my surprise it was her and bader .. he was shouting at her holding her tight .. it was her crying!!!!!!!! 9aba is crying!!!
WTH is wrong!!!
Zayed: hiddhaaaa !!!
i ran and jumped on him !
Zayed: tfaker talmis sh3ara minha ywelk!!!
i started punching and punching non-stop ! i hit the crap out of him!! magidart at7amal !! 7ara feeeeni mn zman 3leh !!!! and i finally meet him!! holding 9aba and shouting at her ?? ohh no he didnt !!!!!!
9aba: zayeddd wa5er 3anna !!! zayed tukfa wa5er!!!!!!!
Me: yakl 5araaaaaaaaah !!!!! mno ehwa !! mno 7sibala ehwa !!!
i kept on hitting him! there was a bad smell! i smelled him
Me: sakraaaaaaaaan ??
Bader: wa5er 3ani !!!!!!!
9aba: zayed plz goum !!! 5la9 5anro7!
i got up!
Me: sakraaaan yal wa9eee5 ?? sakran ya 7aywan ??? walla el3a'6em enk ensan wa6i w mafeek wla tharat rjola ! TFO 3LEK !!
i took 9aba and went to the car!
** 9aba's point of view **
i was scared to death !!!!!! i was crying so hard!! both of them were laying in the ground and punching themselves insanely !! i didnt know what to do !!! Zayed was extremely angry !! ga3adt anadeeh w a7awl aficha bs mo ra'6i! i just sat their shouting for them to stop !!!!
until they did finally backed off ! zayed held my hand hardly and took me away to my car!
Zayed: entay shyaybch hal 7aza ?
i couldent stand anything i was crying so i hugged him! it was to much for me to handle on my own
Me: zayed madriiiii gali bgoulch shay mohm yet wla yga3d ygouli klam!! ga3ad y5arb6 ! zayeeeed plzzz abi ared t3bana!
Zayed: W ENTAY SEEDA T9ADGEENA W TYEEEN ?? 3UMRCH 20 !! MATDREEN ENA ELSA3A 5 MAFE WLA BNT T6LA3 MN BET'HA LO MAHMA YKON !!!
i moved away and wiped my tears
Me: li9bay ga3d yitrjani ayee !! wld 5aly kan fe 7zn b9ota !! 3baly 9ayrla shay yet ashouf shfeeh! bs lma yeeet lgeta skran w ga3ad ygouli klam !! zayed maknt adri 3an shay ! walla zayed lo adri hatha ely be9eer chan ma yet!
he pulled me into as hug! i hugged him back hardly and cried more!
Zayed: 5la9 el7een la tbcheen! 5leeh ywali 9boooy w mra thanya mat6l3een mn elbet hal 7aza !
i didnt replay i just listened
Zayed: 9aba im here el7een lesh tabcheen ba3ad ?
Me: zayed madri ! *sniff*
Zayed: bs chub la tbcheen
Me: ok
he laughed ..
Zayed: aywaa 5alch chithi mo6ee3a 7yaty
Me: zayed thankyou walla! thankyou for coming
Zayed: lo ana ma yetlch mno eyee ? your everything in my life ana 3bali 9arlch shay la sma7 allah .. ti5a9bagt .. walla 9aba lo 9ayrlch shay chan yneet
he's such an awesome person .. from the moment i met him he was so caring .. he never left my side .. but i never really showed him some love .. 3la 6oul knt a3amla brasmya .. w lal7eena y7bni ..
Me: zayed
Zayed: 3yoon zayed
Me: i may not have shown you alot of love bs deep down your everything to me tara! plz never leave me bdonk walla madri shsawi
Zayed: i leave you ? mn 9ijch! blaach ma 3iraftay mokanch bgalbi 9aba ..
Me: i love you !!!
Zayed: i do to!
and he took me back home in my car .. i went to zyoons house lana mabi a7asis a7ad bshay .. 9a3adt fog w nmt .. nmt 3la 6oul mabi afaker bli 9ar elyoum ..
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finally done !
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