** A little talent is a good thing to have if you want to be a writer. But the only real requirement is the ability to remember every scar. **

Thursday 14 March 2013

It was just a mistake (6)

i knew it, there i saw lamar, ghezlan and sara sitting on my bed with the camera in between there hands .. i had to know better then leave them alone with it, bs shsawi? it not like i can take it into the bathroom with me!

uggh lgafat'hm sa3at tithba7! -ghala thought, shbsawi el7een?? mabi agoulhom sh9ayer mabeehom ytda5lon blsalfa w ohma malhom sh'3l, i dont want them to over think or bother themselves!

as soon as the girls saw ghala they placed the camera back on the bed and looked at her with questioning eyes, ghala was pissed yet wanted to explain everything at the same time ..

She went and got dressed, not a beep did she hear from them as she was changing in the closet room .. when she got out again, she couldent resist such silence and awkwardness! she couldent resist not poring everything out to them! so she just did, she told them everything "Yes Sara, im sorry to tell you naser's past was actually like that, ghezlan?" she spoke these words but all sara did was stay silent.

But she did mention that this is their "past" and that people shouldent be judged by it, things happen with or without a reason, 3an 8a9d wla bl'3ala6! whats meant to be will always find its way ..

that kind of made them chill a bit, she felt their discomfort with the past of the ones they loved, bs shno beedha? a9araw yshofon what was in the camera w had the same reaction as hers.

She felt sorry for them .. they were shocked by something they didnt know ..

well knew bs ma tw83aw lay hal daraja!

"Is it that everytime i actually like someone 7a'6i 5ays?"-Sara said lost in her thoughts "Nope, latgoleen chithi! its just that ohma kanaw chithi, their past chithi, t3wdaw 3leh! malhom thanb" "Shya'6mnli ena their still not that way??"

Sara had a crush on na9er mn youm w e7na 9'3ar .. even when we were no longer notified by their presence .. she still stalked him .. he always had that big impact on her, she cared 3leh bzyada..

Just knowing about such a fact makes people get upset, knowing that peoples lives are played with at some point, by the ones you love.. disturbs. They may not be playing with you which questions your discomfort, but still.. their playing on those who love them, and might actually not know their being played with.

6moo7 ghala byoum mn layam tanhi w twagf w t76 7ad lay hal sha'3la el5aysa, lana malha ela 6a3am el7sn aw elen5thal. w shofat elnas b7ala 7zeena kanat wayed ta7znha ehya ba3ad, swa2an 3rfat;hom wla la2, 6oul 3umrha matabi elnaqs tin'6ar.

w 3la golat 3bdallah, rakan had kil elbnat ely kanaw b7yata w a6la8 9ra7 fr9at 7znhom t'6ee3, except for reem. And you know what? if he never wanted reem to be happy mn bain kil ely ra7aw b7yata, w lail7eena m9amim y5arb 7yata, i wont allow him- such a innocent, white heart spoke bkil jihil, w 8ilat 5ibra.
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"Aloo reem?" "*laughs with the person next to her* hla, mno m3ay?" "umm, ana, ana ghala chan t3rfeeni i called a couple of days ago to talk to you" but all i heard next was 6oo6 6oo6 6oo6 ..

i was there standing on the shore outside the chalet, shoe less, walking on the sand feeling the salty water tickling my feet ..

wtf? that was rude .. i decided to call again, ymkn eng6a3 el5a6 i said ..

yes you guessed right, ghala escaped the girls and headed down stairs .. thats what she did everyday by 10pm! tg3ad jdam el7mar, she deeplly thinks about life. listens to music .. it was her way of chilling ..

w she decided to call reem by that time. Since she never stopped thinking about the subject ..

"NA3AM, what do you want??? sdaita bwayhch fhmay mabi aklmch! ela t'heeneen nafsch again 7aba asida mara thanyaa?? wa6yaa!"

OUCH! what was that for?? "wait wait, why the hell are you talking to me like this? hatha yzay im calling 3shan asa3dch! 5ayfa 3laich?" "haha *she lauhgs* mno ysa3dni? ghala bint flan lflani? '67kteeni! 3igob ma your ruined klshay? ro7ay motay ana agoul w bthari lal7een ma rdaita lakn bynrad 9dgeeni!" is this girl sick or what??- i thought "What? what do you mean? what did i ever do too you shloun t3rfeeni a9lan!" "Just say hi to rakan, ohh sorry, i forget he's coming over tonight! you jealous? toodles *blows a kiss*"

WHAT?? IS THIS WOMAN SICK OR WHAT??-Ghala shouted! she screamed her head out and threw her phone hardly on the sand!

i cant believe this?? i try to help her w t6la3 t3arfni! 6awaft, i called again gamat tsbni w tkalmni bhal eslob?? why? who does she think she is!! elsharha 3lay ana walla! ana l7mara el'3bya!-Ghala mumbled out loud w ehya mo 7asa bnafs'ha

"I warned you about this didnt i?" a voice behind her said, she turned around and found 3bdallah, "3bdallah fuck off seriously maly 5lg", ghala sat down on the shore, tucked in her legs and hugged them w sanidat ras'ha .. 3bdallah sat right behind her ..

"3aneeda! 6oul 3umrch" "I wanted to help, thats all"-She said in a calm shaky voice .. "Help ma7ad galch la2, just sometimes when i tell you not to do something 6ee3eeni! theres a reason behind it" ghala got up rushed and sat infront of him "What reeason? sh9ayer? plz a7ad yfahmni! im lost lo tgolonli sh9ayer i wouldent be doing what am i doing now! i wouldent try to find out my self and fall in problems!" "Its not a good time to talk about this, i will tell you one day kilshay! i promise, bs mo el7een" "Mafe mjal tgouli 7ta law 7nait 9a7?"-ghala said with a puupy face, 3bdallah laughed ..  "Kilish!" "And dont give me that puppy face ma yhon 3lay, to adorable to resist! w latz3leen 3lay, enshalla wla t7ateen 36eeni cham youm bs w ana agoulch klshay! wa3ad" ghala side hugged him, "your the best"

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"3bdallah 7yate w ana 7ur feeha, malk sh'3l bli asweeh la tida5al!" "Mashi, bs mara7 asam7k etha 9ar shay"

4 comments:

  1. Ahhh ilove your story keep going beautiful ♥♥♥ Anndd poosst asaaap - a silent reader.

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    1. im sure it does too!! thankyou beauty<3 enshalla!

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  2. FINALLY THANK YOU SOO MUCH HOPE YOU CONTINUE<3

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