It was just a mistake (5)

Ghala: yaya a5th camerat 3bdallah, 3an ethnk

she grabbed the camera and got up to leave relieved!

ashwa-she thought, that was close!

Rakan: next time knock the door atleast 9arga3teeni ive never had a girl pop into my room after taking a shower, its sweet i know but no no.
Ghala: your too full of pride, ana lo 3bdallah mo m6arshni chan a9lan ma yait wla sheda5lni '3orftk g6ee3a!
Rakan: 7a9ilch entay! -he liked to tease..
Ghala: chub bs chub ana agoul yalla bye baro7!

ghala opened the door to head out, but "Ghala?"-rakan called "5air??"-she replied in her uptighted voice, he stood quite for a second without saying a word. He wanted to say something, but it like he suddenly forgot what it was .."nervermind bs skray elbab wrach a9lan im so dumb i called you"- rakan said, w ghala felt guilty! he wanted to say something but ghala blew it away, and she really had the curiosity in wanting to know what it was.

Minutes of awkward silence made her make her way through the door, only finding 3bdallah in her way, "What are you doing with it??!" ghala was so nervous and had no idea what to say! enriba6 elsanha. "36eeny eyaha"-He tried to grab it roughly! "Ghala ouch chill shama5tni! tara y3awr shfeek! i just borrowed it mafeeha shay" she opened the camera but this time he pulled away and actually got it .. "3bdalla tista3b6? give it back!!" she tried taking it back bs he heldd it behind him "lgaftch hathi mara7 twa9lich 7ag shay ghala believe me! why are you searching behind him? you know who he is 5la9 mala da3i t6e7een bmshakl" i know who he is lil2saf w i just wish he wasent anything like this .. i really want him to be like you! to stop doing what he's doing .. atleast mo 3shana, but the other girls out there .. the other girls he's ruining, he's leaving heartbroken! "ay mshakl 3bdallah believe me you dont know what im trying to do! mskeena reem! mskeena!" "Ghala reem wa7da 78eera w rabi 78eera entay shfeech?? kabray 3aglch w 5ala9na 3ad; libnya mat3arfch w entay ray77a btklmeenha shhal ligafa?" and suddenly ghala remembered that reem called her name out .. she wondered how?? how did she even know her voice! "36ny elcamera 3bdallah 5la9, malk sh'3l tara your starting to get me me angry" "angry 3la shno w im just doing the best for you 3shan mabeech tin'6rain" "enta ensan matdri shga3d it5arbi6! 36nyaha 3bdallah im SO serious bs malk sh'3l!" and he gave it to her forcefully, fog eradta, makan yabi but he didn't even want to get her angry 3leh .. 3bdallah really cared about ghala, he knew what was going on through her mind, he knew her curiosity btwadrha w she'd come up broken w sad ba3dain .. he knew what rakan is starting to do to her .. he just didn't want that to happen! atleast not to ghala. Bs makan yabeeha tikraha .. although he's starting to feel that she is; her feelings are slowly drifting away .. 

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& after a couple of days ..

i realized the reason behind 3bdallah not letting me look at whats inside ..

So that's why 3bdallah never wanted me to take the camera? because of these photos? wallah yraitni sam3a klama ..-ghala sat all alone in their room thinking to herself ..

she sat there for days and days, scanning through the pictures everytime she had the chance too! w bkl mara kanat tin9dm,

over  5 thousand pictures or so, w wla 9ora shaft'a kanat san3a .. la mn na9er, wla yousef, w blthat rakan!! i felt that in this moment, all of them were so freaking cheap. i mean literary all these days iv been TRYING to deal with them, ive been trying not to be disgusted .. ely 9abrni ena all these photos were old, they were to young! but still what the camera contained was beyond the word "7aram", was beyond shocking for boys like them, beyond what i expected 7tan .. -ghala felt.

minutes later the girls came in, ghala closed the camera and kept it on the table beside her bed

"Entay sh3ndch hal ayam camerat mno hathi"-Sara said "Camerat rfejti"-i said depressed, i wish it was, atleast mara7 ykon feeha kil hatha. "allaaaah bashouf"-ghezlan said grabbing it, but i grabbed it right away!
"DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! IM SERIOUS!" 

i got up so mad, looking at their clearly astonished face from my reaction, and headed to the bathroom to take a shower "La tit3abthon, please"

i got a refreshing shower, i thought about this generation, how its okay to just talk to boys, even as friends. Its okay to date, hangout, have late phone calls and everything! Look at us before, look at Kuwait 30 years before this point, how was it? NOTHING from this ever existed. Kanat elnas 3indha 6moo7 bl7yat, like when we were kids, you studied all week, you prayed the second your parents asked you to, you studied for every test and quiz, you obyed kil 6lab your parents asked you for! just to sleep at your cousins house at the end of the week, or just to go out with your friends until 10pm without your parents calling every second asking you when will you be back, wla ygolonlkom ta2a5ar elwagt ridaw. As simple as that, as simple as your goals were, you tried your best to accomplish them. Now? people dont even know what do they want to be when the grow up. They want nothing but boys boys and boys. And by this i dont mean every single girl out there, i mean most of the girls ..

you ask them where do you wanna hangout on the weekend? they reply with "360" for example .. laish? tabon nit3sha? endsh cinema? nit'3da? la walla bs nabi nro7 ngz .. enshouf 9byan kna n3arfhom, enshouf flan w rab3a .. 

is that really all you wana do know? is that the only thing left? i know for a fact that MANY people do that. 

things changed alot .. i know it may be fun, it may be entertaining to some people .. but its just too reckless! you never know the person your talking too. The person you want to meet! Many fake who they are, many may make you feel that there the most people you can trust in this world, w bla5eer tin9dmon.. you wish you never trusted them, or even spent a single second in their lives

life changed, lots of people are fake, and trusting is always hard.

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after taking a shower i got out,  soaking wet .. my hair dripping water, i got goosebumps from the cold temperature of the room .. 

"ma a9adg, they had a past?" "i know this girl! kanat b9afi last year! my god knt adri she had these things! how low .."