It was just a mistake (4)

*Ghala's point of view*

   You know how they say that sometimes you may not even know yourself? that sometimes you do stuff, feel stuff, or act in a way that you dont even know the reason behind? that you become so mixed up that you may not even know whats going on with you? your speechless, emotionless,and undefinable all at the same time .. you feel that life is so mixed up that you just want to take a break .. when your all mixed up and feeling miserable ..
              thats whats happening with me right now .. right this second.
"why did you close the line? chan kamalt 3adi solf wyaha"-i said, couldent be even more pissed off and miserable then i already am after knowing that he still talks to his stupid girls!
yes im angry. I totally am madri shfeeni. Well maybe cuz the past few days he's been ignoring me, or because he never finshes playing games around innocent, yet stupid girls that give him a chance to ..

i dont know why bs i was bothered mn hal shay .. well sorry i was so rude when talking to him! its not my fault kil ma kalamta narfazni .. 7ta w ana a7awl a9eer 6ayba wyah he ruins everything up. He changes the fact that i actually wanted to "a6ay7 el7a6ab" between us.

"la mabe asolf wyaha, a9lan me and this girl? we were done mn zman bs dgait 7ab ashoufha elyoum"-he said giggling "aham shay? what a jerk!! how can you do that to girls a9lan? 7aram!!"- i said pissed off .. shwaya w akfa5a bili beedi. "i know, i really am, bs atleast im a hot jerk"-he said pushing his hair to the back and winking ..
   
 he said that and just went inside .. y8th. his full of pride self makes me want to burn him into ashes, w 3la ely gala i felt like doing something that would make him regret saying that sentence to me.

And that reem girl. wallah maskeena, she's been totally mesmerized not knowing that rakan alflani is the biggest player on earth. w 3la youm she gonna be dumped like the others, heart broken and he's not even gonna care.
 i shock my head mn kil hal afkar and just went inside and sat with the girls and 3bdallah ..

*****

They all sat together, 3bdallah made her feel quit better with the talks they had and the jokes he told her .. he was such a great person to be around with. Ghala was really thankful! she couldent find a better friend ..

    He made her laugh when she felt down, was there for her when she needed someone by her side. he held her when she was about to fall and just made everything a hundred times better, w she really needed it after what just happened.

"I dont get why you two are stilll friends .. ya5i 3bdallah loves you 5ala9 kilina daraina!"-stupid sara mumbled " Malch sh'3l sara shhal ligafa ely 3laich!"-lamar said making her shutup

me and 3bdallah were playing ps3 over at his chalet, having all the fun we could've had before sara opened her stupid mouth ..

" ee wallah 9aja saro! tara nadri nadri "-ghezlan winked sarcastically .. 3bdalla felt my discomfort "even if i do it wouldent make a difference, me and ghala are friends w baskom la t8thonha "-he said giving me a smack on the shoulder and a smirk .. jad, i love this guy! yfhamni ..

after a couple of minutes i had an idea .. eeh i was sitting with 3bdalllah enjoying my time bs i was stilll thinking of reem .. that poor girl really believed that jerk ..

" i want reem's number " i whispered to 3bdallah .. " What reem?"-he whispered back .. "7beebat rakan! i heard him talk to her elyoum el9b7, mskeena! she dosent know what that jerk is doing to her"

and he suddenly laughed ..

"What's so funny? im serious im gonna talk to her!" "No you wont, believe me .." "Where is he now?"-i spoke seriously "He's taking a shower bdara bs ghala dont even think about it, im not letting you talk to her aw tida5lain bswalf rakan! you have no idea what might happen" "watch me.."-and that was her final sentence before she got up and headed to rakans room..

she ran as fast as she can and locked the door, because 3bdalla was right after her trying to stop her .. Reem was nothing compared to what ghala is thinking she is .. 3bdallah wanted to explain that to ghala, but she was to stubborn to listen.

" Ghala abi agoulch shay bs ba6lay elbab!"-he said for the millionth time! but ghala ignored him .. she was searching everywhere for rakan's phone as fast as she could before he gets out of the shower w titwahag..

"Ahh found it!" "kaifch, just dont come to me later, im sick of you not listening to what i have to say"

ghala didnt focus on what 3bdalla was saying, she was so rushed and mixed up on what to do, she was scared that rakan might get out in any second.

she scrolled down the list .. amazed bli kan da5la. But she stopped for a second when she read "reemti"-disgusting she thought.

she copied the number into her phone and presssed the green button waiting for reem to pick up, and as soon as she did ..

"hey sweety, whats app?" "No, reem sm3eeni rakan isnt good for you, he's a player .. i mean he really is! he wants to see you tonight w a7s ena besawi shay mo zain trust me! all he does ena yl3ab 3al bnat, you deserve way better then him! la t6ee3eena! dont see him today please"-ghala said .. her big white heart just ma 5laha t6aw3 enha tadri sombody was going to be harmed w taskt .. ghala always wanted rakan to stop what he does to those poor girls because thats just not good. ena yl3ab 3la bnat elnas w y5arb som3at'hom? yamli wanasta ya5th ely yabeeh w yamshi? laish bnat elnas li3ba? some are too idiotic to realize that what their doing is wrong .. bs hatha mo m3nata ena yst'3l hal shay w yil3ab 3leha ..

Ghala bl2sas never believed in true love or even love.. she says that there no such thing. That in this generation all both genders want is someone who would make them feel loved, or cared about .. she had so many negatives about love .. so many negatives about relationships.

"la7'6a la7'6a la7'6a .. entay?? entay ghala???" and suddenly the bathroom door opened ..

"Ghala? *laughs* shtsaween ehni?" ghala froze in her thoughts despite reems last sentence.. enriba6 elsanha! kanat ga3da tdawr targee3a 7ag elmaw8f ely ehya feeh ..

shit-she thought, shsawi el7een??

Ghala: umm .. umm..

rakan was standing right infront of her soaking wet and a towel rapped around his waist.. she lowered her head shyly knowing that sneaking into his room when he's taking a shower was really stupid! all she saw while her head was lowered was a camera right infront of her .. and it hit her.

Ghala: yaya a5th elcamera 3bdallah gaal ybeeha, 3an ethnk.

she took the camera and got up to leave relieved!

ashwaa-she thought, that was close!