Days of our life (34)

post 34 again cuz enmsa7 elawal ;'(
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36et'hom '6ahri w mshet .. bs lma sima3t 9aba tgoul " 5alha ma3ndha mobarer .. maknt gadra amsk nafsi akthar mn chithi .. w lfet awajhom !!

**9aba's point of view **

Alzain: ana ma3ndi mobarer ya 9aba *sniff* ?? ana ?? *sniff* !! mno ely gali '6efeeh !! *sniff* mno ely gali '6efeeh la2na hathi el6ree8a elw7eeda ely nigdar nitwa9al m3a f6oom feeha *sniff* el7een yaya tg6eenha brasi w t76een el8al6a 3lay *sniff* ..
9aba: 7taaan lowwww ! ana gtlch '9efeh nklm f6om mu '9efeh solfy m3ah w 67eeolah 7ub w '3ramyaaaat !!7betay elensan ely 3ishgta mn kil galbi !! 7betay wa7d 7beta ana mn 9'3ree !! ensan lo tmoteen mara7 t7beena mthli b7yatch !! ana '67et eb 6 sneen mn 7yati a7ba w abchi dam 3shana !! hatha elshay elw7eed ely knt 6oul 3umri an6ra y9eer 7agi!
enty w7da wa95a shloun asan tfkren tklmen wld 5al rfejtch ?? mahan 3laich 7ubi lah ? ma fkrty eb a7ad ? Li9bay ely tmet a7ba 6 sneen !! 5theti mni barda mbarda yal wa95a !!! yal 78eera !! 5theti mni w ana a3az 9dee8atch !! 6a3nteeni b'6ahri w 5ntay 9da8tna !! mthl elb**** twa3deena bl7dee8a w e6ee7oula 7ub w '3ramyat !! ma st7etay 3la wayhch twa3deen ashkra ?? eb youm el3ayla kanat klha mtym3a feeh ?? lay hal drja mako 7ya ??? ma fkrtay bfai9al ely zain ma '67a b7yata 3shanch !! mafkrtay feeh ely 36ach klgalba w shrach eb a'3la ma3nda !! 63nteeni ana wya yal alzain !! shloun 6aw3ch galbch ?? ma lgetay ela bader .. kil elnas 5asaw  bn'6rach w ma 7lalich ela ehwa ?? hanat 3lech el3shra bhal s'hola ??? ma tw83tach wa95a lay hal drja .. ro7ay w mabi ashouf wayhch .. kl ma ra7 ashoufch ra7 at'thkar 5yantch w athkar enich 5theti a'3la ma fe 7yati .. BADER ya alzain !! 6la3 ehwa ely kil ma yrn talefonch w knt bsheela t9ar5een laaa2 !! w ana m9adga enha wa7da entay mit'hawsha wyaha w knt bazifha w a6ay7 7a'6ha 3shanch .. 6ala3tay ma tstalen ..

i could see her barley able to stand .. mo gadra togaf w shwya w e6ee7 mn 6oulha .. msanda kil thglha 3la elcrutches .. dmo3 eb 3yonha akthar mn elba7ar .. klam wayed bgalbha tgoula .. bs mara7 asam7ha .. hatha bader ely kalimta mn wray !! bader mo ay ensan thani !! 7ubi elawal !! 3shgi elawal .. BADER ! bs mani msam7t'ha b7ayati .. shayla b5a6ri wayed 3leha w abeeha t6la3 mn 7yati !

Fai9l : 5leeha twlii !! hathy bnya ma3ndha e7saas mako '9meer !! 5anat a3az rfejat'ha w klmt 7ubha elawal !!w 63nat sha59 ya'3leeha !! 63nat sha59 kanat ehya elkil blkil b7yata w wla 3umra shaf '3erha !! 63natni b'6ahri w 3balha eni 3amay !! l3btay wra '6ahri !! ana gaylch mn gabl etha 67t 3lech t5oneeni youmch ra7 ykon 3la eedi ya alzain !Bs ely b3rfa lesh ?? bshno g9art 3lech ana ?? knt A3SHGICH bkl ma3na elklma !! bs lma ashoufch el7een wdi lo b7yati ma 3iraftch !! wdi lo mar7t elcinema w 7betch !! la2nch ma tstahlen kil hal 7ub !! 7betch w 6a3nteeni !! entay ensana ananiya !! 5nteeni w 5ntay rfeejtch m3ay ! ma tstahlen ely sweta 3shanch ! w may5on el3shra ela wld el7ram !! 6l3tay wa7da 78eera! 63nteeni w ana swetlch klhatha !! l3btay wra '6ahri mthl elg7*** .. kil a7bik 6la3at mn 7aljch 6la3at chithb .. w 6ala3 ehwa el7ayawan ely kan ydagdg 3lelch tali el'lel w kil ma sa2altch mno glteeli 9aba !! ma tiwa8a3tch lay hal darja ensana zbala !!! gmt ma atshraf 7ta eni ashouf wayhch 3igob maknt mst3d a'67i bkl 7yati 3shan akon yamch !!

Alzain's tears just kept increasing and increasin m3a kil kilma kna ngoulha !! ma r7mnaha blklam !! kanat mo gadra togaf !! kanat sanda kil thigilha 3la el3kazat w tabchi !! tabchi mn kil galbha .. layn yat'ha eljr2a w tiklmat ..

Alzain: ana ma5ntch ya 9aba !! entay a3az rfeejati .. shloun tfakreeen eni byoum asweelch chithi !! ana ma 6a3ant a7ad feekom wla 5nta !! ehwa kan yg6 nafsa 3lay mlyoun mara !! ehwa ely kan yit7rash ehwa ely kan yitlazag bs ana knt adgra w a7gra !!! lana trbeeeti ma tsm7li aklm wld 5al rfejti!! lana 7ubi 7ag faia9l kan ma ysma7li eni a5oona !! bs entay el8al6ana !! entay ely ma glteeli ench t7beena !! entay 5shetay 3ani kil hal shay w ana knt agrab wa7da 7agch !! lesh 5shetay ?? lo ma enich 5asha 3ani chan ma9ar kil hatha !! chan ma sima7tla 7ta ena ykon eb my bbm list !! bs '6fta w 5leta 3shan ehwa kan el6ree8a elw7eeda ely ngdar nklm feeha f6oom !! ma dret ena ra7 y7bni w y9eerr kil hatha !! walla w sharaf ahli eni ma 7beta wla kalamta kilish !! kil ma ydg 3lay knt asida aw ma arid !! 9aba la ta7kmeen 3lay bsr3a w ana maly thanb, bthmtch ana aklm bader ;'( ?? fai9al ana knt a7bk w a3shgk w lazt a7bk !!
Fai9al: la itchathbeen !! wa7da sawat swatch mat3rf m3na el7ub !!
Alzain: fai9al gltlk ma kalamta !!!! ma kalamta wla 6aw3ni galbi eni aklma !! abeek w ma abi '3erk !! ehwa kan yitlazag !! fai9al lo ana a7ba chan 9adgni r7tla w ma tiradadt wla rdet 3la a7ad, chan bl2sas ma kalamtik !! chan maga3dt 6oul el'lel aklmk !! lo ana 3ndi swalf chan a9lan ma f'6et lik fai9al !! bs ana a7bk enta w abeek w e5trtk mn ben kil hal shbab !! lay hal drja mo wath8 feeni !! 7 ash'her ana m3ak ma 3iraft shkthr knt a7bk ??!! 7 ashher ma 7ifa'6tni !! 7 sneen w lal7eenk ma totha8 feeni ;'( '6ilamtooni w ana mali thanb !! g6eto 3lay klam bdon ra7ma ma3nkom entaw el8al6aneen !! alla ysam7kom bs !!

and she turned around and left us .. she was walking with rivers of tears in her eyes !! we saw her walk away barley able to stand 7itan !! kanat mthabta nafs'ha 3la el39ayat bl8a9b !! kanat tamshi w a7na nisma3 9ot'ha tsh'hag mn elbachi .. 7set ena gsena 3leha .. kil elklam ely g6ena 3leha 6ala3 '3ala6 .. kan man'6rha y3awr elgalb .. makan bglobna ra7ma 3leha blklam ..

** alzain's point of view **

g6aw 3lay klam chnhom ma y3arfoni !! klam kila 8ala6 b8ala6 !! klam jar7 w bdon ra7ma !! klam gasi !! w fai9al !! fai9al ely a7ba ?! 9idamni bklaaam ma twa8a3ta abad mna !! shloun y9adg eni byoum a5onaa ?? shloun 6aw3a galba yg6 3lay hal klam !! w 9aba foug ma enha mo gaylatli enha t7ba w 5ashat 3ani itahmatni b2ani 5thet mnha bader ......

bs 3igob ma f'6et ely bgalbi mshet .. mshet w knt 7asa eni ba6ee7 mn 6ouli ay la7'6a .. 7set ena 3kazati bl8a9b shaylatni .. shagati kanat kil wa7da a8wa mn elthanya .. magdrat at7mal .. kitamt baji elklam bgalbi w 36et'hom '6ahri w mshet..

** 9aba's point of view **

Zayed: anna ma gltlkom sim3aw mnha awal shay !! shftaw shloun elbnt malha thanb !

fai9al got in the car and bangged the door .. he was so angry and tired !!

i was crying non-stopably ..

Zayed came near me and hugged me ..

Zayed: 9aba 7yati 5la9 la tbcheen .. ro7ay da5l w 5lay alzain b7alha 3la ma tit3adal nafsiyat'ha shway .. w entay namay ert7ay shway w bacher awal ma tg3deen klmeeni .. w ana baklim fai9al ba3ad la t7ateen
Me: enshalla *sniff*
Zayed: yalla t9b7een 3la 5er

he kissed my head and got in the car and they drove off ..

i just stood there crying and crying .. thinking about what we just did ..

Then i got tiered and decided to go up and get some rest ..

i went up and saw alzain already asleep in her clothes and her crutches thrown all the floor .. with a box of tissue next to her .. so i changed my clothes and slept this bad day off .. hoping for a good day tomorrow ..