Days of our life (31)

we then ended our call and i headed back inside ..

ljoon and rtooj werent there ..

Me: wain ra7aw ?
Alzain: ra7aw blrhino's 
Me: w shko ma ugoloun
Alzain: tabeen enro7 ?
Me: yalla okk gomay
Alzain: yalla

alzain grabbed the keys and we headed outside ..

Alzain: tabeen tsogeen ?
Me: la2 you drive for now ..
Alzain: 5la9 okk ..

we hoped in w alzain sha8ilat elrhino w mishat ..

the whole ride was silent ..

it was about 15 minutes with akward silence ..

Alzain: 9beew shfeech sakta ? mo mn 3awaydch !

i was thinking of yesterday .. what i heard .. what i saw.. what happened to me .. HOW ? .. WHY ? .. AND WHEN ??

million and trillions of thoughts were on my mind .. until i couldent hold it anymore and decided to ask her ..

Me: 9aba entay t7been fai9al ?

she gazed at me ..

Alzain: w shhal so2al el'3bi ?! akeeeeed a7ba !!
Me: mmm

Me: wla 3omrch 5nteeeh ?
Alzain: shhaal as2la elbay5a =))! akeed la2 w sh7ga a5ona ?
Me: madri walla glt ymkn fe ensan esma bader 5tha mokana
Alzain: na3am ????????? shno bader w shko !!

i scenced that she got very furious .. she started speading and speading !!

Me: latsaween nafsch '3sheema w matdreen 3an shay !! enkashfat li3btich !
Alzain: ayy l3ba 9aba la tist'hblen !!!!
Me: la ma ast'hbel !!! bs sh'3l ench tklmeeeen wa7d a7ba mn wray w ti63neeni b'6ahri !!! shko tklmeen bader w ana a7ba??? shimsawytla entay w 5leteeh chithi y7bch ???? 6oul hal moda you were using me 3shan titgrben mna ya3ni ??? ana 9arli 6 years a7ba !!! w entay yaya byoum w lela t5arbeen kil ely bena !!! yaya ta5theena mni !! w 6ay7tla 7ub w '3zal mn wray !! la w t5oneen fai9al elmaskeen ba3ad ?? walla enich 6ala3tay b**** !!! w mo kfo

i saw her tears running down her cheeks .. she was staring at me and not the road .. she stared at me with her eyes full of tears .. but i kept on going and shouting

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i was dropped out of the car .. i picked myself up .. but found her laying on the ground crying .. she was covered with blood .. but yet awake

Me: alzain !! zyoon shfeech gomay !!!

my back was hurting me but i ran to her .. i saw her laying on the ground and crying ..

i didnt know why was she crying .. i didnt know wether it was from my harsh words or from the pain she was in !!

Me: alzaaain shfeech ?!!! plz goleeli !! shno y3awrch ??

it was killing me seeing my friend crying non-stop and couldent say a word .. i was heartbroken from how she looked .. but yet upset 3la ely swta feeni ehya w bader ..

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i didnt know what to do or how to act .. maknt a3arf mno mn li9byan ehni !! maknt abi adg 3la ahleena w a5r3hom .. maknt 3arfa shsawi !!

i found zyoons phone and automaticly called fai9al without even thinking ...

Fai9al: hla 7yati ..

i was crying .. i didnt know what to say

Fai9al: alooooooooo !!
Me: fai9al *sniff* ana 9aba *sniff*
Fai9al: 5eer 9aboy shfeech tabcheen ?!
Me: fai9al *sniff* ana w alzain engilabna blrhino *sniff* w alzain 6ay7a madri shfeeha *sniff* w mako a7ad ehni *sniff* w mo 3arfa shsawi *sniff*
Fai9al: SHINOOOOOOOOOO ?! ALZAIN ?! SHLOUNHA EL7EEN ? WAIN WENKOM AY 9OB !!

i explained to him where we were ..

Fai9al: 9aba deerbalkom 3la nafskom !! a7na el7een yayeen !!

i closed it and started to cry again .
i tried to whipe off the blood on zayoon until they arrived ..

Fai9al and zyood came running ..

fai9al was so shocked mn shakl zyoon .. he quickley carried her and put her in the back seats ..

in the car ..

Zayed: 9aba 7beebti la tabcheen !! akeed mafeech shay !! shaklch ma y6amn ! lma no9al were going to double check !
Me crying: waay zyood walla mafeeni shay !! ana ga3da a7ati zyoon a9lan ! wla ana mafeeni shay !

zyoon was their laying on the back seats next to mee .. half awake and staring at the ground crying ..

Fai9al: alzaain ....  zyoon .. zyoon 7beebti plz rday 3lay .. feech shay ? shno ely y3awrch el7een ?!! zyoon 7yati riday !!

shakla kan 5ayf .. lana shakl zyoon kilish makan y6amn .. kanat chnha wa7da mikt2ba minsad7a 3al 6araf w tabchi ..

the whole ride was like this .. and the whole ride zayed kept on asking me " 9aba akeed mafeech shay " and i wold answer with noo .. i just stared out the window thinking and crying ..
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 as soon as we arrived to the hospital they took Alzain 7ag '3orfat elashi3a .. fai9al 6oul elmoda na6r bara w ma'6al dictor ma kalima ..

Zayed: 7yaty t3alay fi79ay
Me: zyood mafeeni shay gltlk walla !
Zayed: maly sh'3l t3alay lets double check !
Me: zayed walla mafeeni shay !! 5alni ga3da !
Zayed: gltlch gomay la t3andeen !hathi 9i7itch mo li3ba !!

i got up and did as i was told .. w 6ala3 mafeeni shay .. and all of us sat, waiting for alzain to finish her checkups ..
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