Days of our life (35)

ready from yesterday but we decided to post it today since 34 enmsa7 :(
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 i changed my clothes and slept this bad day off .. hoping for a good day tomorrow ..

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the next day ... I heard a very big gasp !

I acted as if i was sleeping ...

I saw alzain sitting next to the window with some tears in her eyes ...

Someone knocked on the door ..

Lujain: 9abaa zayoon yalla gamaw yayen mzr3a 3shan tf5on nom !
Alzain with a weak voice : ana ga3da
Lujain: g3day 9bouy w ro7w trygaw ..
Alzain : enshalla

She came toward me and i closed my eyes  ..

Alzain : 9aba ?
Me with a sleepy voice : haa
Alzain : lujain tgol gomay trygay ..
 Me : ok

And i got up to take a shower ..

and while i was changing into my juicy cotoure mini short training:

and my glitter black uggs :

i was looking at alzain who broke my heart ! I know she didnt mean it ! And that she didnt know that i loved bader !! w 7ta law darat zyoon most7eel t5aleeh 7ta yklmha etha ana a7ba !! zyoon ma tsawi hal 7rkat !! bs el'3al6a mni ana ely ma gltlaha wla ni9a7t'ha .. wla ehya shdraha .. !! And i should forgive her and go apologise !! butI dont know how !! But i have to ! I was so rude yesterday w lazm a3t'thr ..

I walk toward her ..

She was standing next to window looking outside..

I hugged from the back and said

Me : zayon ana asfa knt m39ba w al7rka mnrfztni !! Mafkrt 7zt'ha shswi !! Ymkn en3mait ! Ymkn 7ubi lbader nsani ench e5ty w la ymkn aswe chthy 7g e5ty !! Adre ena e3tthari ma mena faydaa al7in bs ana a3trf eni '3l6t yom Gtlch hathak alklam ! Adre shayla 7ail 3ly w adre 3la fai9al b3d !Ana mst3da aw'97lah w afhmah !! AM SORRY !!

She just kept quiet and didnt reply ...

 I sat on the floor looking at her ... just waiting for a replay ..

when she finally came and sat next to me .. she out her head on my lap and started crying !!

Alzain in a loud voice: '9ALMTONI!!!!!!!!!!! '9lmtoooniii !! Walllaaaa '9lmtooni !!
Me : Adreee walla adree ! 7yaatiii zayon la tbchen !A9laan ams ma madre shloun nmt ! 6oul alwakt knt afkr fich !!
Alzain : ENTY MALOMCH !!!! Ymkn 7zt b5aa6rch salft bader l2na t7bena !Bs fai9al ?! Fai9al eli almfroth ydaf3 3ni w mayshk feni ! Gali klaam yogaf belbl3oouuumm !Magdrt atklm ! 5ngtni al3bra ya 9aba ! GLBI 3WRNI !!! *sniff*
Me: fai9al magal chthy ella min 7uba lich! En9dm !! 7ta aldm3akant b3enah ! Bs kan ga3d y8awim w y5shha ! Mahan 3leh ygolhal klam bs l9by 39b !!Min kthr 7ubah liich !!!!!!!!!!

Sudennly ljoon and retaj came into the room

Retaj: magmtaaw !!.....

they saw alzain crying on my lap and saw her broken leg ! (makanw yadron)

i woul desribe their faces as totally shocked !!!

Retaj: SHFIHA !!!!!!!!!
Lujain: shno hatha !!! sh9ayer ! zyoon shfeeha reelich !!

Alzain couldnt answer aw bla9a7 makan lha 5lg tshra7 ely 9ar w tithkra ..  !

Me:  reelha t3wrha min ams matgdr t7rkha !
Retaj: ee mn shno sh9ayer ?!!!!

Me: ams engilabna blrhino ...

their face was pricless !! its like they had millions of questions !!

so i explained to them everything in detail !! and from A-Z !!

Lujain: ahmmm shay !!!! 9aba 9a7 tara makan lazm tithjmon 3leha bhal 6ree8a !! w 9a7 ely fat mat 5la9 w zyoon la t7ateen fai9al marda ra7 y3arf ena ehwa 8al6an w eyee yit2saf w yindam 3la 8al6ita .. ymkn kanat radat f3l mna ..
Retaj: w 9aba lazm tbden tkrheen hal ensan el78eer .. jad ma ystahal w krhta ma3ni mo sam3a 3na '3er hal mara .. lo mo ehwa chan ma9ar kil hatha ..
Me: 9adgeeni im working on it rtooj !! ga3da a7awl !! mas2lat wakt!
Retaj: lat5afeen ra7 nkon wyach a7na in everything.


Retaj : enzain tboun eyebon reyogkm hni ?!
Me : la al7in nanzil !
Lujain: zyon tgdren tnzlen ?!

Alzain nodded ..

she went and washed her face and we went down ...

we ate breakfast w zyoon was eating well thank god :D mo '3reeba :p

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After breakfast we went to the garden...

lujain w rtooj g3daw wya zyoon w ana r7t

I called zayod...
Zayed : h..
Me : eshbkni m3a fai9al bsr3a !!!!
Zayed : bsm ellah ! Enzain l7'9aa..

Zayed joined fai9al on the phone call ..

Fai9al in a weak voice: hla 9aba
Me : chouf fai9al esm3ni ley a5r shy bgolah w b3den tklm mu tga63ni ok ?!
Fai9al : etha mw'9ou3 alzain mara7 atna8sh feh !
Me : glt la tga63ni !!
Me : ana wyak bal'3na wayd blklam ely glnaah 7g alzain ymkn ana knt mtnrfza min salft baderW ymkn tmadet bs fai9al ent ! Hathy 7bebtk almfro'9 tdaf3 3nha !! Mu tzed 3leha ! Kafi Albnt relha mnksra ! W e7na '986na 3leha w '9lmnaha b3d ! Min ams w ehya tbchi ma wgft ! Mu ga3d tbchi 3shan a3z rfejat,ha g6t 3leha blklam la2 !! Tbchy 3shan alensan eli 7bta w 7bha galha klam w ehya ma swt shy !Tbchy 3shan ohwa fkr ena byom min al.ayam enha t5ounah w mo wath8 feeha !! Tbchy 3shan galha mabi ashof rig3at wyhch w ma 36aha fr9a tbrer mw8fha ! Fai9al lazm n3tthr lha eb 6re8a trd lha kramt.ha eli 6y7na 7'9ha alga3!!
Fai9al : 7tn ana 7set ena '9lmnaha ! Bs shloun tklm wa7id '3reb ! May9erlha ! Y9er 7g rfejt'ha shloun mafkrt feni gabl la t'9efa ?!
Me : fai9al la et6l3 a3thar !! E7na ndre ena e7na '3l6anen w lazm n3tthr !
Fai9al : ee 9a7 ... Bs mali wayh walla ! W matwa83 trd 3ly !
Me : i meant face to face !!!!
Fai9al : shloun !! ...........
Me: ana ashouf 7al w a36eek 5abar ..
Fai9al: enzain shlounha alzain
Me: 3la 7a6at eedk, enzain ana lazm ard 3nd elbnat el7een lma ashouf 7al ra7 agoulk ..
Fai9al: okk bye

and closed the line and went back to them ...

Days of our life (34)

post 34 again cuz enmsa7 elawal ;'(
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36et'hom '6ahri w mshet .. bs lma sima3t 9aba tgoul " 5alha ma3ndha mobarer .. maknt gadra amsk nafsi akthar mn chithi .. w lfet awajhom !!

**9aba's point of view **

Alzain: ana ma3ndi mobarer ya 9aba *sniff* ?? ana ?? *sniff* !! mno ely gali '6efeeh !! *sniff* mno ely gali '6efeeh la2na hathi el6ree8a elw7eeda ely nigdar nitwa9al m3a f6oom feeha *sniff* el7een yaya tg6eenha brasi w t76een el8al6a 3lay *sniff* ..
9aba: 7taaan lowwww ! ana gtlch '9efeh nklm f6om mu '9efeh solfy m3ah w 67eeolah 7ub w '3ramyaaaat !!7betay elensan ely 3ishgta mn kil galbi !! 7betay wa7d 7beta ana mn 9'3ree !! ensan lo tmoteen mara7 t7beena mthli b7yatch !! ana '67et eb 6 sneen mn 7yati a7ba w abchi dam 3shana !! hatha elshay elw7eed ely knt 6oul 3umri an6ra y9eer 7agi!
enty w7da wa95a shloun asan tfkren tklmen wld 5al rfejtch ?? mahan 3laich 7ubi lah ? ma fkrty eb a7ad ? Li9bay ely tmet a7ba 6 sneen !! 5theti mni barda mbarda yal wa95a !!! yal 78eera !! 5theti mni w ana a3az 9dee8atch !! 6a3nteeni b'6ahri w 5ntay 9da8tna !! mthl elb**** twa3deena bl7dee8a w e6ee7oula 7ub w '3ramyat !! ma st7etay 3la wayhch twa3deen ashkra ?? eb youm el3ayla kanat klha mtym3a feeh ?? lay hal drja mako 7ya ??? ma fkrtay bfai9al ely zain ma '67a b7yata 3shanch !! mafkrtay feeh ely 36ach klgalba w shrach eb a'3la ma3nda !! 63nteeni ana wya yal alzain !! shloun 6aw3ch galbch ?? ma lgetay ela bader .. kil elnas 5asaw  bn'6rach w ma 7lalich ela ehwa ?? hanat 3lech el3shra bhal s'hola ??? ma tw83tach wa95a lay hal drja .. ro7ay w mabi ashouf wayhch .. kl ma ra7 ashoufch ra7 at'thkar 5yantch w athkar enich 5theti a'3la ma fe 7yati .. BADER ya alzain !! 6la3 ehwa ely kil ma yrn talefonch w knt bsheela t9ar5een laaa2 !! w ana m9adga enha wa7da entay mit'hawsha wyaha w knt bazifha w a6ay7 7a'6ha 3shanch .. 6ala3tay ma tstalen ..

i could see her barley able to stand .. mo gadra togaf w shwya w e6ee7 mn 6oulha .. msanda kil thglha 3la elcrutches .. dmo3 eb 3yonha akthar mn elba7ar .. klam wayed bgalbha tgoula .. bs mara7 asam7ha .. hatha bader ely kalimta mn wray !! bader mo ay ensan thani !! 7ubi elawal !! 3shgi elawal .. BADER ! bs mani msam7t'ha b7ayati .. shayla b5a6ri wayed 3leha w abeeha t6la3 mn 7yati !

Fai9l : 5leeha twlii !! hathy bnya ma3ndha e7saas mako '9meer !! 5anat a3az rfejat'ha w klmt 7ubha elawal !!w 63nat sha59 ya'3leeha !! 63nat sha59 kanat ehya elkil blkil b7yata w wla 3umra shaf '3erha !! 63natni b'6ahri w 3balha eni 3amay !! l3btay wra '6ahri !! ana gaylch mn gabl etha 67t 3lech t5oneeni youmch ra7 ykon 3la eedi ya alzain !Bs ely b3rfa lesh ?? bshno g9art 3lech ana ?? knt A3SHGICH bkl ma3na elklma !! bs lma ashoufch el7een wdi lo b7yati ma 3iraftch !! wdi lo mar7t elcinema w 7betch !! la2nch ma tstahlen kil hal 7ub !! 7betch w 6a3nteeni !! entay ensana ananiya !! 5nteeni w 5ntay rfeejtch m3ay ! ma tstahlen ely sweta 3shanch ! w may5on el3shra ela wld el7ram !! 6l3tay wa7da 78eera! 63nteeni w ana swetlch klhatha !! l3btay wra '6ahri mthl elg7*** .. kil a7bik 6la3at mn 7aljch 6la3at chithb .. w 6ala3 ehwa el7ayawan ely kan ydagdg 3lelch tali el'lel w kil ma sa2altch mno glteeli 9aba !! ma tiwa8a3tch lay hal darja ensana zbala !!! gmt ma atshraf 7ta eni ashouf wayhch 3igob maknt mst3d a'67i bkl 7yati 3shan akon yamch !!

Alzain's tears just kept increasing and increasin m3a kil kilma kna ngoulha !! ma r7mnaha blklam !! kanat mo gadra togaf !! kanat sanda kil thigilha 3la el3kazat w tabchi !! tabchi mn kil galbha .. layn yat'ha eljr2a w tiklmat ..

Alzain: ana ma5ntch ya 9aba !! entay a3az rfeejati .. shloun tfakreeen eni byoum asweelch chithi !! ana ma 6a3ant a7ad feekom wla 5nta !! ehwa kan yg6 nafsa 3lay mlyoun mara !! ehwa ely kan yit7rash ehwa ely kan yitlazag bs ana knt adgra w a7gra !!! lana trbeeeti ma tsm7li aklm wld 5al rfejti!! lana 7ubi 7ag faia9l kan ma ysma7li eni a5oona !! bs entay el8al6ana !! entay ely ma glteeli ench t7beena !! entay 5shetay 3ani kil hal shay w ana knt agrab wa7da 7agch !! lesh 5shetay ?? lo ma enich 5asha 3ani chan ma9ar kil hatha !! chan ma sima7tla 7ta ena ykon eb my bbm list !! bs '6fta w 5leta 3shan ehwa kan el6ree8a elw7eeda ely ngdar nklm feeha f6oom !! ma dret ena ra7 y7bni w y9eerr kil hatha !! walla w sharaf ahli eni ma 7beta wla kalamta kilish !! kil ma ydg 3lay knt asida aw ma arid !! 9aba la ta7kmeen 3lay bsr3a w ana maly thanb, bthmtch ana aklm bader ;'( ?? fai9al ana knt a7bk w a3shgk w lazt a7bk !!
Fai9al: la itchathbeen !! wa7da sawat swatch mat3rf m3na el7ub !!
Alzain: fai9al gltlk ma kalamta !!!! ma kalamta wla 6aw3ni galbi eni aklma !! abeek w ma abi '3erk !! ehwa kan yitlazag !! fai9al lo ana a7ba chan 9adgni r7tla w ma tiradadt wla rdet 3la a7ad, chan bl2sas ma kalamtik !! chan maga3dt 6oul el'lel aklmk !! lo ana 3ndi swalf chan a9lan ma f'6et lik fai9al !! bs ana a7bk enta w abeek w e5trtk mn ben kil hal shbab !! lay hal drja mo wath8 feeni !! 7 ash'her ana m3ak ma 3iraft shkthr knt a7bk ??!! 7 ashher ma 7ifa'6tni !! 7 sneen w lal7eenk ma totha8 feeni ;'( '6ilamtooni w ana mali thanb !! g6eto 3lay klam bdon ra7ma ma3nkom entaw el8al6aneen !! alla ysam7kom bs !!

and she turned around and left us .. she was walking with rivers of tears in her eyes !! we saw her walk away barley able to stand 7itan !! kanat mthabta nafs'ha 3la el39ayat bl8a9b !! kanat tamshi w a7na nisma3 9ot'ha tsh'hag mn elbachi .. 7set ena gsena 3leha .. kil elklam ely g6ena 3leha 6ala3 '3ala6 .. kan man'6rha y3awr elgalb .. makan bglobna ra7ma 3leha blklam ..

** alzain's point of view **

g6aw 3lay klam chnhom ma y3arfoni !! klam kila 8ala6 b8ala6 !! klam jar7 w bdon ra7ma !! klam gasi !! w fai9al !! fai9al ely a7ba ?! 9idamni bklaaam ma twa8a3ta abad mna !! shloun y9adg eni byoum a5onaa ?? shloun 6aw3a galba yg6 3lay hal klam !! w 9aba foug ma enha mo gaylatli enha t7ba w 5ashat 3ani itahmatni b2ani 5thet mnha bader ......

bs 3igob ma f'6et ely bgalbi mshet .. mshet w knt 7asa eni ba6ee7 mn 6ouli ay la7'6a .. 7set ena 3kazati bl8a9b shaylatni .. shagati kanat kil wa7da a8wa mn elthanya .. magdrat at7mal .. kitamt baji elklam bgalbi w 36et'hom '6ahri w mshet..

** 9aba's point of view **

Zayed: anna ma gltlkom sim3aw mnha awal shay !! shftaw shloun elbnt malha thanb !

fai9al got in the car and bangged the door .. he was so angry and tired !!

i was crying non-stopably ..

Zayed came near me and hugged me ..

Zayed: 9aba 7yati 5la9 la tbcheen .. ro7ay da5l w 5lay alzain b7alha 3la ma tit3adal nafsiyat'ha shway .. w entay namay ert7ay shway w bacher awal ma tg3deen klmeeni .. w ana baklim fai9al ba3ad la t7ateen
Me: enshalla *sniff*
Zayed: yalla t9b7een 3la 5er

he kissed my head and got in the car and they drove off ..

i just stood there crying and crying .. thinking about what we just did ..

Then i got tiered and decided to go up and get some rest ..

i went up and saw alzain already asleep in her clothes and her crutches thrown all the floor .. with a box of tissue next to her .. so i changed my clothes and slept this bad day off .. hoping for a good day tomorrow ..

Days of our life (33)

Fai9al: mabi ashouf rig3at wayhch !!!!

Alzain lifted her head up shockingly and looked at me .. reading my eyes and seeing wether i told him or not ..

Me: ee gltla !! w gltla klshay ba3ad !

alzain started to tear again .. 

Zayed: 5laa9 5alaw elbnt b7alha !! bro7ha t3bana ! tifahmaw wyaha bwakt thani
Fai9al: mn gal eni abi asma3 mnha mobarer aw 7ta atfaham wyaha !

she teared zyada as she was about to turn around and leave with her crutches !! but i stoped her ! i just had alot to say in me !! magdar a7bsa zyada .. lazm abard chabdi !! lazm a6al3 ely bgalbi !!

Me: lesh btro7een ?!! ma tgdreen twajheena ha ?!! matgdren e6ileen bwyohna 3igob ely sweteeh wya bader !! ya5i  shloun yhon 3lech galbch !! shloun yhon 3lech tklmeen wa7d ana a7ba !! wa7d a3shga !! wa7d '6let 6 sneen mn 3umri a7ba !! la w titwa3don blsr ba3ad !! w 6ay7eela 7ub w '3ramyat !! eb tajamo3 3ayla !! 9ij enkom ma tist7on !! 9ij enich 6ala3tay slut w aw9a5 ma 5alag rabi !!! walla malat 3la elsa3a ely t3araft 3lech feeha !!

i couldent see something except her tears ely kanaw yanzlon 3la 5adha mthl elnahar .. bs hal 7achi kan lazm y6la3 !! li3bt'ha kanat lazm tinkshf !! a3az 9adee8ati ti6la3 tkalm wa7d ana A3SHGA ?? shloun !!!! shhal mostwa w shhal 8ilat eladab !!

Me: entay ma tistahlen wla shay !!! ma tstahlen 7ta fai9al ely 5nteeh wla fkrtay feeh !! fai9al elmaskeen ely zain ma 36ach 3umra ba3ad !! w fog kil hatha chthabtay 3lay ya alzain!!! 6ala3 ehwa ely ydg 3lech w ana m9adga enha wa7da entay mit'hawsha wyaha !! w knt wagfa wyach w agoulch 36eeni 5al awgfha 3nd 7adha !! knt m9adgitich mthl el'3bya !! 6ala3 elsha59 ely amoot feeh dag yabi yr'6a3 wyach !! dag yabi yklm 7beebta w ymsa3 9ot'ha !! 6ala3 ehwa ely kl maknt abi ard 3la taleefonch t9ar5een laa2 !! 3shan ma adri .. alla ysam7ch bs allah ysam7ch shloun 3athbteeni ya alzain!!!
Fai9al: 5leeeha !! 5atwali !!! alzain entay mntahya mn 7yati 5la9 !!!! mabi ashouf rig3at wayhch !! wla abi ashouf ra8mch 3la mobily !! thilfay yaalaa !! mabi ashouf way wa7da 36et'ha kl ma amlk beema3na elklma !! wa7da witha8t feeha !! wa7da 7bet'ha mn kil galbi !! w bl25eer 6ila3tay ga7** w ma tstahlen wla shay !! 6ala3tay nafs baji elbnat el5ama !! gablha 7athartch mlyuon mara w gltlch etha 5nteeni ya alzain !!! moutch ykon 3la eedi !! w mani msam7ch eb7yati !! a5rt'ha aktishf enich 5ayntni !! la w ma3a mno ?!!  m3a wld 5al a3az rfeejatch !! 7beeeb a3az 9adee8tch !!! w 6ay7eela 7ub w '3azal blmwa8f !! entaw shno ma tist7on 3la wyohkom ?!!! ma agoul ela yalla ro7ay !! allah m3ach .. w ely yabch eyeeb 10 mnch !! ro7ay 5al yfeedch hal 7aywan !! 5al yfeedch ely kan ydagdg 3lech tali ellel wla lma as2lch mno tgoleen 9abooy !! yalla thilfay 3an wayhi !! yal wa95a !!
Me: wla ana abi asma3 3anch 5abar b7yati !! mabi 9dee8a ma 8adirat msha3r a3az 9dee8at'ha !! mabi wa7da 63inatni b'6ahri .. yalla alla m3ach !

She turned around to walk away !! bkl borood darat '6ahrha !! i can see her shaking a barley able to walk !! knt ga3da ashoufha tsh'hag mn elbachi !! w 3yonha a7mar mn el6oma6 !!

lafat w kanat btro7 bdon la titklm aw tan6g eb wla 7arf !! el39ayat beedha tit7arak !! w jsmha mitsand 3lehom mn kthr ma ehya mo gadra tamshi !!
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Zayed: fhmaw mn elbnt ba3den 9ar5aw !! shhal klam elwa87 ely g6eto 3leha !!
Fai9al: 5alha trooo7 .. magmt ath8 feeha wla ra7 asma3 wla klma tgoulha !
Me: 7safa eni witha8t feeha !! w 5alha matwa8a3 3indha mobarer hal 78eera!!

** Alzain's pont if view **

i just stayed there barley able to stand !!!!! reeli tithba7ni mn el3war w jsmi mitkaser !! knt mitsanda 3la 39ayati !! msanda klthigle 3lehom !! knt t3bana 7eeeel bs maknt gadra asawi shay .. '3er eni amoot mn elbachi !!

o their words !! kanat 7el moheena 7agi !! klamhom ely ga3d asm3a kan JAR7777777777 !! kan 8AWI !!! w kan kla 8ala6 b8ala6 !! kan kila so2 tfahom !! bs 7set bhal la7'6a elsani 5ani w maknt gadra atklam !! 9aba tg6 3lay klam mn 9ob w fai9al mn 9ob !! w yleet klam 5feef .. klklma kanaw ygolounha chna a7ad 6agni bi95ara !!

knt ga3da abchi !! abchi mn galb w ash'hag b8wa !! lakn glbhom makant feeh ra7ma !! welshay elw7eed ely knt abi ehwa eni ag3ad !! lana atwa8a3 b2ay la7'6a ra7 a6ee7 mn 6ouli !!

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36et'hom '6ahri w mshet .. bs lma sima3t 9aba tgoul " 5alha ma3ndha mobarer .. maknt gadra amsk nafsi akthar mn chithi .. w lfet awajhom !!
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Days of our life (32)

i got up and did as i was told .. w 6ala3 mafeeni shay .. and all of us sat, waiting for alzain to finish her checkups ..

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while we were sitting alzain's  phone vibrated
5theet phonha to answer the call ...

Me : aloo
strange voice : alo ... zyon wainch la trden 3ly la shy bbm aklmch matrden miss u !!

wait !! i know this voice its not strange .. its .. its ... nooooo its noooooot !

Me : mnu ?

he : ana bdor shfich zayon rkzy

* YESSS IT IS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7tn mamyz 9outy min 9out zyon !! lehdrja he loves her ?!!!
zayon t5on fai9al ? m3a al.ensan eli a7ba ? no wait 9aba maaaat7beena !*

i ended the call and put zayon's phone in the same place !
knt m7taja ag3d bro7i !!

Me: ana ba6la3 ashim shwyat hawa
Zayed: yay m3ach
Me: la zyood plz abi ag3ad bro7i ..
Zayed: 9aba mara7 a5leech tro7een bro7ch !
Me: zayed plz !!! mafeeni shay ! w shift eldictor shgal !
Zayed: 5la9 okk bs la e6awlen ..
Me: okk

and i went out to sit alone ..
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while i was sitting alone .. knt ga3da afaker beni w bain nafsi ..

* y3ni laish alzain blthat ? 3shan ehya my best friend ? laish ohwa kela yswi chthy laish yjr7 glbi akthr min ma oha mjro7 ! ana shswaitlah ? ana low bedi ma a5leh yt'9ayg w ohwa yswe chthy ? w alzain b3d ! laish tklma ? LAAAAISH !!!!  I WANT TO KNOW !!
9abaaa la et3ben nfsch eb hal afkar u dont loveee bdorr !!

i started to tear ..

1 tear
2 tears
3 and 4

until i cried ..

i stayed like that for about 10 minutes .. thinking and crying .. until zayed came out ..

Zayed: 9abaaaa .. 9abba 7beebti la tabcheen !!
he hugged me
9aba: kila mni ana !! *sniff*  bs mo kila thamby !! *sniff* 7ta ehya zayed 7ta ehya!!
Zayed confused: 9aba 7yaty shfeech shga3da t5arb6een
9aba: zayed *sniff*

and i explained everything from A---Z

Me: bs zyoood walla magmt a7ba !!! *sniff* ok ma ag9 3lek w agoulk ma3ndi feelings twords him .. embla 3ndi *sniff* bs walla zyood im trying to forget him *sniff* ga3d a7awl ansa 7uba w a5l9 mna *sniff* bs kil ma a7awl asawi chithi y6la3 bwayhi w y5leeni athkar  klshay mn yid w ydeed *sniff* bs zayed i love you too !! your the one ely ystahal eni a7ba mo bader *sniff* plz sa3dni ansa zayed plzzzz !!*sniff*
and i bursted all my tears out ..
Zayed: come here baby

he took me between his arms and hugged me so hard !! all i could do was soub and cry between his arms ..

Zayed: shhhhh la tabcheen 7yaty .. hatha wa7d ma ystahal .. ana fahm wa'63ch w enshalla i will help you forget hal 78eer !! ma ystahal dam3a mn 3yonch yal '3alya !! now yalla 5leena nro7 nshouf sh9ar 3la zyoon .. 7awlay ma tift7een wyaha elmaw'6o3 w ba3den lma trdon g3daw wya ba3a'6 w tifahimaw ;**w 5lay bader 3lay ;*!
i hugged him even tighter !! jad i love this man !! kil ely gltla eya w ma swa shay wla 5lani !! i love zayed !
Me: okk *sniff*
Zayed: yala '67kay w lat'6aygeen 5ilgch ya 2lbii

i giggled :p

Zayed: ee ka chithi !!

he side hugged me and we went upstairs together  to where alzain and fai9al were.
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 we went up and fai9al had his elbows on his knees and his head between his hands ..

Zayed: ha f9ail wainha

he lifted up his head ..

Fai9al in a weak tone: da5l ga3d yjabsinha
Me: sh9ar 3leha? ;o
Fai9al: kaser blreel w cham jar7 .. alla sitar el7imdla ma9ar feeha shay ..
Me: okk ana ray7a ashouf shfeeha ..
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i went inside to check on her .. i found her laying there tshouf elsigaf w 3enha mdam3a  .. bdon la titklam aw tgoul ay kilma .. kanat bs sakta .. chnha wa7da mashlola w ma yit7arak ela 3younha

ga3adt yamha w shft'hom yjabson reelha .. layn galatli elmomar'6a aklm modeer elmostshfa 7ag crutches 7agha .. 6ala3t bara 3shan agoul 7ag fai9al aw zyood ..

bs ely 9idamny 3a9abiyat fai9al ..  !!!


he was so angry and came toward me holding zyoons phone !!
Fai9al : t3rfen password phonha ?
Me : shno sh9ayer ..
Fai9al: T3ARFEENA ????

i looked at zayed and all the expressions on his face kant too7i 3la ena gala kil el89a ..

Me: ee ..
Fai9al : BA6LEEH !!
i wrote the pass while shivering !!

he cheacked the bbm and really found bader !

he deleted him without even thinking then locked her phone and held it tightly in his hands!

Fai9al: ana a3lmha !! he shouted !!
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they completed kil elejra2at w 5atholha crutches ( 3a9ayat ) w d5alna elsyara ..

Alzain kanat 3yonha kila blar'6 .. w fai9al kldgeega y5zha b78d mn elman'6ara !!

lmaaaaa wi9alna .. nzilaw w fai9al nizal w ga6 39ayat alzain 3leha lay darjat ena 6ag ba6nha b8wa !!

Alzain crying: a77777
Fai9al: mabi ashouf rig3at wayhch !!!!
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stay tuned :p any feedback plz :( that was 6 posts in 1 day !! ma nistahal ?

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we then ended our call and i headed back inside ..

ljoon and rtooj werent there ..

Me: wain ra7aw ?
Alzain: ra7aw blrhino's 
Me: w shko ma ugoloun
Alzain: tabeen enro7 ?
Me: yalla okk gomay
Alzain: yalla

alzain grabbed the keys and we headed outside ..

Alzain: tabeen tsogeen ?
Me: la2 you drive for now ..
Alzain: 5la9 okk ..

we hoped in w alzain sha8ilat elrhino w mishat ..

the whole ride was silent ..

it was about 15 minutes with akward silence ..

Alzain: 9beew shfeech sakta ? mo mn 3awaydch !

i was thinking of yesterday .. what i heard .. what i saw.. what happened to me .. HOW ? .. WHY ? .. AND WHEN ??

million and trillions of thoughts were on my mind .. until i couldent hold it anymore and decided to ask her ..

Me: 9aba entay t7been fai9al ?

she gazed at me ..

Alzain: w shhal so2al el'3bi ?! akeeeeed a7ba !!
Me: mmm

Me: wla 3omrch 5nteeeh ?
Alzain: shhaal as2la elbay5a =))! akeed la2 w sh7ga a5ona ?
Me: madri walla glt ymkn fe ensan esma bader 5tha mokana
Alzain: na3am ????????? shno bader w shko !!

i scenced that she got very furious .. she started speading and speading !!

Me: latsaween nafsch '3sheema w matdreen 3an shay !! enkashfat li3btich !
Alzain: ayy l3ba 9aba la tist'hblen !!!!
Me: la ma ast'hbel !!! bs sh'3l ench tklmeeeen wa7d a7ba mn wray w ti63neeni b'6ahri !!! shko tklmeen bader w ana a7ba??? shimsawytla entay w 5leteeh chithi y7bch ???? 6oul hal moda you were using me 3shan titgrben mna ya3ni ??? ana 9arli 6 years a7ba !!! w entay yaya byoum w lela t5arbeen kil ely bena !!! yaya ta5theena mni !! w 6ay7tla 7ub w '3zal mn wray !! la w t5oneen fai9al elmaskeen ba3ad ?? walla enich 6ala3tay b**** !!! w mo kfo

i saw her tears running down her cheeks .. she was staring at me and not the road .. she stared at me with her eyes full of tears .. but i kept on going and shouting

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i was dropped out of the car .. i picked myself up .. but found her laying on the ground crying .. she was covered with blood .. but yet awake

Me: alzain !! zyoon shfeech gomay !!!

my back was hurting me but i ran to her .. i saw her laying on the ground and crying ..

i didnt know why was she crying .. i didnt know wether it was from my harsh words or from the pain she was in !!

Me: alzaaain shfeech ?!!! plz goleeli !! shno y3awrch ??

it was killing me seeing my friend crying non-stop and couldent say a word .. i was heartbroken from how she looked .. but yet upset 3la ely swta feeni ehya w bader ..

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i didnt know what to do or how to act .. maknt a3arf mno mn li9byan ehni !! maknt abi adg 3la ahleena w a5r3hom .. maknt 3arfa shsawi !!

i found zyoons phone and automaticly called fai9al without even thinking ...

Fai9al: hla 7yati ..

i was crying .. i didnt know what to say

Fai9al: alooooooooo !!
Me: fai9al *sniff* ana 9aba *sniff*
Fai9al: 5eer 9aboy shfeech tabcheen ?!
Me: fai9al *sniff* ana w alzain engilabna blrhino *sniff* w alzain 6ay7a madri shfeeha *sniff* w mako a7ad ehni *sniff* w mo 3arfa shsawi *sniff*
Fai9al: SHINOOOOOOOOOO ?! ALZAIN ?! SHLOUNHA EL7EEN ? WAIN WENKOM AY 9OB !!

i explained to him where we were ..

Fai9al: 9aba deerbalkom 3la nafskom !! a7na el7een yayeen !!

i closed it and started to cry again .
i tried to whipe off the blood on zayoon until they arrived ..

Fai9al and zyood came running ..

fai9al was so shocked mn shakl zyoon .. he quickley carried her and put her in the back seats ..

in the car ..

Zayed: 9aba 7beebti la tabcheen !! akeed mafeech shay !! shaklch ma y6amn ! lma no9al were going to double check !
Me crying: waay zyood walla mafeeni shay !! ana ga3da a7ati zyoon a9lan ! wla ana mafeeni shay !

zyoon was their laying on the back seats next to mee .. half awake and staring at the ground crying ..

Fai9al: alzaain ....  zyoon .. zyoon 7beebti plz rday 3lay .. feech shay ? shno ely y3awrch el7een ?!! zyoon 7yati riday !!

shakla kan 5ayf .. lana shakl zyoon kilish makan y6amn .. kanat chnha wa7da mikt2ba minsad7a 3al 6araf w tabchi ..

the whole ride was like this .. and the whole ride zayed kept on asking me " 9aba akeed mafeech shay " and i wold answer with noo .. i just stared out the window thinking and crying ..
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 as soon as we arrived to the hospital they took Alzain 7ag '3orfat elashi3a .. fai9al 6oul elmoda na6r bara w ma'6al dictor ma kalima ..

Zayed: 7yaty t3alay fi79ay
Me: zyood mafeeni shay gltlk walla !
Zayed: maly sh'3l t3alay lets double check !
Me: zayed walla mafeeni shay !! 5alni ga3da !
Zayed: gltlch gomay la t3andeen !hathi 9i7itch mo li3ba !!

i got up and did as i was told .. w 6ala3 mafeeni shay .. and all of us sat, waiting for alzain to finish her checkups ..
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 i fell down on the ground and no one was there ...

** Alzain's point of view **

i ran to the back yard and my eyes were tearing ..

as soon as i got in i stopped ... i saw something on the ground .. a girl laying on the ground .. i went near her looked at her ..

Me: 9ABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!

Eveybody came running out !!

All: SH9AYER shfeech ?!!!!

the only thing a could do was cry !!

5alty Haya: laaaa2 !! 9aba bnti !!

she came running towards her and sat on the ground keeping her on her lap

5alty haya: a7ad eyeeb elsyara !! w yeebaw maaaay !!!

i was crying non stop !! they brought water and washed 9aba's face, put her in the car and drove off to the hospital !

it was me .. 9aba's mom and lujain and rataj with my mom 

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once we arrived to the hospital they took her for a check up ..

** 9aba's point of view **

gmt w lget nafsi blmostshfa w kanat al'3rfa FULL

Mom: ymaaa bnty shfiich 5r3teena !!
my aunts: 9aba 7bebty 7asa eb shy fich shy ??
lajoon : 9baaaaa shfiiichhhhhh !!'

                        

i didnt reply anybody, i couldent .. my body was so weak w i was in shock, i was still thinking of what happened .. i didnt want to talk to anybody!! i was NITM ..
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da5al bader w gal : 3mtii al.doc ygool etha gamt 9a......
Bader : saaalaaamat 9aaaba matshofen shar !
i didnt replay .. makan le 5lg i just layed there staring at the sealing and thinking ..

* Alzain's point of view *

shm3na ana ygol zayon w m6ye7 almyana w 9boy ynadeha 9aba ! weird !!!

9aba with a tired voice : tra mafeni shy laish mkbren almwtho3 ? klha '9rbt shms !!
she wanted to make them relax but she was so tired !!!!!!!!!!!!! mbayen 3leha ..

al.doctor klm om 9aba w gal mafeha shy w 36aha medican 7g 9aba l2na 3ndha n89 7ded  w haman gal ena nafsyat'ha shwya ta3bana halfatra w lazm ma n'6aygha .. w sima7 ena n6al3ha el7een ..

they did kil elejra2at el'lazma w they went back to the mazr3a ..

i took them up w sda7aw 9aba 3la elsreer w 5loha trta7 shwya ..

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i just sat there crying and looking at her .. i was so worried !! 3bali 9ayer feeha shay ..

intil i recieved a bbm from bader ..

Bader AlX:
ha zyoon sh9ar ?

Alzain AlX:
mafeeha shay nayma el7een ..

Bader AlX:
okk etha 7tajtaw ay shay ana mwjood

Alzain AlX:
okk
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i sat there until it became about 11 .. 9aba's mom came in to check on her with lujain and rataj ..

5alty haya: yalla g3dooha bnrd elbet
Me: mara7 tnam ehni ? :o
5alty haya: la 5alti wain shayfa 7alt'ha
Lujain: yuuma shno tara '6rbat shams shay 6bee3i !! mo mayta elbnt 3shan nrd elbet shd3wa !
5alty haya: 7ta law hathi bnti w a5af 3leha !
Lujain: yumaa tara walla mo 9ayer shay !!
Rataj: 5alty w 7ta eldictor gal ena lazm ma y'6eeg 5ilgha !! etha radat elbet shno bitsawi bro7ha ? ra7 y'6eeg 5ilgha ! 5leeha ga3da ehni w a7na n6amnch 3leha klyoum !
5alty haya: uff ya rbi walla entaw madri shloun 9ayreen!
Lujain: 3afya yuma tkfen !!
5alty haya: 5la9 okk !! bs klyoum edgoun e6amnooni !! w 5al ta5th adwyat'ha !!
All: enshalla

and 5alty haya left to go home .. everybody went to their beds and slept after the exhausting day ..

** 9aba's point of view **

the next day i woke and didnt find the girls .. i was ready to get up but before i did

Alzain: 9baaaaaaaaaaa7 el5eeeeeeer 9abooy 7yaaaati 5r3teeni 3lich !!
9aba : walla makan feni shy MUJRD '9rbt shms

its like kl ma shift'ha .. athkar salfat ams .. and they were the reason behind this .. bsibat'hom 9ar feeni chithi .. bs baskit w bshouf a5rt'ha .. bat9araff chna ma9ar shay ..layn tinkshif 8i9at'hom

alzain : enshalla trden 3la zyood l2na twa fai9al dag ygool ena zayod galeb aldnya 3lich
i looked at my phone ..
9aba : olaaaaa !! 56  miss call w fog elmalyoun  ping xD
alzain : kaaaaaaaaaak maskeen enjila6 li9bay xD
9aba : kaaaak el7een aklma .. bs wain elbnat ?
Alzain: ta7at ga3deen yiz7ron.

Zayed Al.X :
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!

9aba AlX :
zyod am sorry bs ou'3ma 3ly
PING!!!

after 5 minutes

PING!!!
Zyood ????!!!!!

shfeeh ! lesh mo ga3d yrd ?!!

i called him but he wouldent pick  up
i started to get worried ..

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i got up took a shower changed into my:

Madison Marcus biker jacket: 

and my red scarf:

and my free city training pants:

and my tall metalic black uggs:

and i went down to the girls ..

Lujain: 9boooooy e5ti el7imdla 3la elslama :( !!!!!!
Me: alla ysalmch ;*!!
Rataj: ya chalba 5ara3teena 3lech !!! eldictor ygoul nafseetch t3bana akeed mn elhindi 9a7 :p
Me: rtooj en ma siktay ra7 tit8ndren :) kaaak la2 w btw esma zyood ;p!!
Rataj: ee nset esma ba3ad!

my phone vibrated ..

Me: kaho ga3d ydg !

i went out to answer the call ..

Me: aloo
Zayed : Test3b6aaiiiiinnnnn ?!
9aba : shno ?
Zayed : min mta w ana mklmch w dag ? laish matrden !!
9aba : zayed la t9ar5 ! ou'3ma 3lay !!
Zayed : nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn3mmm ?! shlouuun ? fich shy now ? am sorry 9aba maknt adre 7bebty !!
slaamat !!
9aba : 3adi 3adi ;p


he was so worried ... he cares .. and he loves me .. exact opoosite of Bader ..

9aba : enzin laish twa adg matrd ?
Zayed : knt ga3d atsb7 ;p
9aba : ummm...n3emaan ;p
Zayed: yn3am b7alich ya 2lbi ;**

i talked to him w fasart kilshay w kldgeega ys2al shloun w wain w sh9ar w shgal eldictor .. 9ada3ni hal zayed -.-

we then  end our call and i headed back inside ..

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and the four of us ran outside the dinning room!

Me: f6oom wenha ?!
Lujain: ee 9a7 lesh ma yat ?!
Rataj: 3ad oboha bldewaniya !!
Me: ahm shay !! mo ga3d y5leeha t6la3 ??
Lujain: 9abooy 5leeh ymkn lal7een m3a8bha ..
Me: shno m3a8bha !! 9arlha shahren m3a8bha !!
Alzain: ymkn fee asbab thanya ..
Me: ma 9arat 3ad ! 7ta talefoon ma ngdar nklmha .. ana bro7 aklma
Alzain: mkalmatni gabl cham youm mn taleefon e5ooha w galat ena lazm na9ber shway .. oboha lal7een m3a9b .. w 7el m3a9b!!
Me: bs 3ad mo shahren !! wayed !!
Lujain: ba3ad ely ehya sawita jad ma yinskt 3na 9aba .. cham mra oboha 6a7 3leha !! 7? w ma ri'6at twagf !! el7een lazm tit7amal nateejat 8al6at'ha ..

Alzain: agooul entaw bla 7zn w m2asi 5al9oona !! baro7 ayeeb mfatee7 elrhino mno yby ?
All: 6ab3an kilina !!
Alzain: okk ana w 9booy bwa7d w entay w rtooj bwa7d
Lujain: okk
Alzain: ro7aw ya5oorna tilgonhom blgraj bs ana 5al ayeeb elmfatee7 mn elsyara

and zyoon ran to bring them..

Rataj: yalla emshaw
Me: entaw ro7aw ana bro7 asa3d zyoon w nil7agkom
Rataj: shitsa3deenha kila mfatee7 !
Me: lool madri mabi t'6l bro7ha ;p
Rataj: smila 3lekom entaw t5ar3oon deera mo ti5tar3on !
Me: chub 3ad yalla thilfaw ana baro7lha
Rataj: kaaaaaak yalla ro7ay

i laughed and went to search for zyoon ..

** Alzain's point of view **

i went to search for the keys in rajoo's car cuz im sure 76et'hom ehni ..

Me: waaaaay wenhom !!
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Me: kahooom a5eeran !!

rifa3t rasi  ba6la3 mn elsyara chan yrga3 blbab

Me: aaaaaaaaaaaaa7 3ma b3enk mn bab

All i heard was " kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak "

i turned around wila it was bader

Me: kilish ma y'6a7k :)
Bader: loooool at8shmar m3ach shfeech =))!
Me: haha ma y'6a7k ! now excuse me baro7 7ag elbnat.

Bader :  zyoon wait baklmich !








ehni i froze w galbi wigaf for a while .. shket blwath3 .. 7set ena hal mawthou3 mara7 ya3jbni ..

Alzain : shno ?
Bader : zayon ana mn3jb feech !

knt mitwa83a ..

Alzain: enta gayli hal klam mn gabl w mala da3i t3eeda :) .. now 3an 2thnk

i turned around to leave

Bader: Alzain wait !! let me explain ! 
Alzain: kilshay wa'67 shno you explain  ba3ad !
Bader: Alzain min awl mra shftch en3jbt fich w 7awlt aklmch w dgrteni 7zt.ha 3jbteni akthr w 7saait ena ma3ndch 5rabe6 nfs kl bnt 7setch '3er zayon ..  w min yomha w ana afkr fich .. w lmn f6om galt enha tby tklmch gtlha t'9efch min phoni .. ana 7betch ...
Alzain: a5af m5arf bader im sorry
Bader: la Alzain mo m5arf !! walla madri shswetay feeni !! I loved you! and i still love you !! i have deep feelings for you ! w plz give me a chance ..


i  was so shocked !!

hatha min 9ja wla yst3b6 wla shsalfta ? oooh my god !!!!!!!!! walla makan le 5lg! w hatha ely kan nag9ni ..

Alzain : Bader ent wa7id min al3ayla w 7sbt o5ooii wla tetw83 ena y9er shy beni w benk
Bader : bs ana a7bch w abiiich!! w s2lay f6om 3ni ana wla mra 7beet bnt !! bs enty madri shloun 7betch !!

I  had nothing to say .. I was completely speechless .. i ran !! i ran to the backyard ! i need to think of what to do 3shan a5al9 mna !! 7da mo 3adla aklm my best friends cuzn aw eni a5oon fai9al !! .. im not a slute ! mabi kl hatha y9eer !!

** 9aba's point of view ** 


i as searching for zyoon everywhere .. but she was no where to be found .. i went to the parking to see to figures standing .. i walked closer and closer to see bader and alzain standing! i was shocked !! and even more shocked when i heard ..  Alzain min awl mra shftch en3jbt fich w 7awlt aklmch w dgrteni 7zt.ha 3jbteni akthr w 7saait ena ma3ndch 5rabe6 nfs kl bnt 7setch '3er zayon ..  w min yomha w ana afkr fich .. w lmn f6om galt enha tby tklmch gtlha t'9efch min phoni .. ana 7betch ...  walla madri shswetay feeni !! I loved you! and i still love you !! i have deep feelings for you ! w plz give me a chance ..
when i heared this .. my body started to shake .. i felt my blood pressure getting higher and higher each second  !! i started to sweat !! tears started running down my cheeks non-stop !! i didnt know what to do !! i kept on crying and running to i dont know where ! until i was in a backyard !

i sat in that garden  needing some Oxygen ...
afkari kant metshwsha !
makant ga3da afkr eb shy wa7d !!
wayd ashya2 !! fj2a ga3adt afkr fehom .. when did this all happen ?? how ?? why ?? ALZAIN AND BADER !! my best friend and my first love !! together !! how could they !!

t3bt min altfker w 7ashni 9uda3 !
laish alzain ? becuase shes my friend ? and why bader? becuase i love him ?
no wait ana MA A7BA !! 9baaaa shfich mat7bena !!
ana bs ga3 afkr eb alzain !! shes my friend and i dont want her to love him !! he's a bad guy !! and i love him !! bs alzain t7b fai9aal laish ? laish y9er chthy .. millions of thoughts kept going in my head ..

 alshams kanat 7ara ! mabi adsh da5el ?? aaaay rasii kan ga3d y3awrni !! shno hatha !! i sat down on a bench .. but before i did i fell down on the ground and no one was there ...

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yalla enjoy :p
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once we arrived i called zyoon ..

no answer ..

i called again ..

no answer

Me: tilgenha ga3da takl 9adgeeni =))
Lujain: kaaaaak shay 6abee3i 5o hathi zwain ..
Me: enzain el7een shloun ;/
Lujain: madri !
Me: enzain dgay 3la ay a7ad shofay ;/

we got out the car..

Lujain: wait adg 3la bdoor ehwa ehni ..

the minute i heard his name madri sh9ar feeni stanast w i got goosebumps.. and butterflies started to fly in my stomach .. i hate when this happens !! its like kl ely ga3da asaweeh w kil mo7aawlti 7ag eni akrah bader .. is false attempt and im failing in all of it.

lujain was on the phone with bader, all i could hear was what she was saying :p

Lujain: el7een btyee ? .. ee a7na bara .. 5l9na bdeer tara ywa3a bsr3a .. okk .. okk yalla bye
Me: sh9ar waina ?
Lujain: kaho byee

i smiled ..

Me: okk

lujain gave me a stare ..

Lujain: ambaay 5laa9 mo min9ijich lal7een tbeena !! enseeh 5al ywali !  he dosent deserve you w you dont deserve ely ga3d ysawee feech !!walla lo ana a7b wa7d swa feeni klhatha chan kirahta !
Me: entay chub a9lan mn galch eni a7ba ?!
Lujain: adri !! you should see your face lma tsm3een esma .. a3arfch 9aba !! your my sis tara !!
Me: ok malch sh'3l w i do not love him anymore !!
Lujain: la le sh'3l !! you'll never forget him !! hatha ely klmara tgoleena bs ma tinsena !! its like your not even trying !!  Ma7b ashouf e5ti li9'3eera y9eer feeha chithi .. w mn bdoor wld 5ali na9er !! a5bath ma 5alag rabi !
Me: malch sh'3l !! a9lan entay matdreen etha ga3da a7awl wla la2 !! ma tadreen bshno ga3da amr ana !! matdreen shkthr ga3da at3athab !! w btw tara ehwa ma swali shay !
Lujain: ma swalch shay ? hhh chthbay 3la '3eri !! bs 5lach 6 years tit3lgen feeha w 24 sa3a ysawi ashya2 3shan ya8herich w ybacheech .. w ana bdari knt asm3ch t9ee7een ! mshalla kilish ma swa shay ..

my eyes started to tear ..

Me: entay malich sh'3l !

suddenly ..

Bader: mno hatha ely mala sh'3l
Lujain: bla ligafa bdeer w 5ali9na ana y3t ..
Bader: hoob hoob shfeech m3a9ba entay ??
Lujain: ely wrak t3arf shfeeni ...

he turned to face me ..

Bader: ohh my love shimsawyatlch :o?

My Love ;@ ? bader's love ? shyabi ya3ni ;s ? ga3d ysta3b6 wla shsalfta !! :S

Me: mo msawya shay

and i gave them my back and headed inside .. 

Bader: 9aaabaaa, 9abooy wait !
Me: mafeeni shay walla bs bro7 7ag zyoon!
Bader: ehya ga3da bl9ala !
Me: w enta sh3arfk ayhee zyoon ?

Bader: umm a3rfha ba3ad shloun ma a3rfha ! wld 5alha my best friend ;p
Me: mmm okk

36eta '6ahri w dshet da5l .. didnt even bother knowing shloun y3arafha

Me: slaaam
All: w 3lekom elslam :D
Mama Badria: yalla 9abooya 7beebti g3day eklay t25rtaw yuuma wenkom 9arlkom sa3a ya 7afi'6 ?
Me: mama badria kalmay lujain mo ana :) ana ely 9arli sa3a na6rat'ha !
Mama Badria: w wainhe lujain yuma ?
Me: el7een yaya yuma

and just by that she came in .. i didnt even bother looking at her, 7eel tnarfazt mnha w mn 6aree8at klamha w bl6ree8a ely ga3da ta7km 3lay feeha w ehya 2sasan matdri bshno ga3da amr .. elkil ga3d y'68a6 3lay hal ayam w ma7ad yadri shga3d y9eer feeni w shga3d y9eer bda5li .. people are always these kind ely "THEY JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER " and that wrong. you might see somebody happy and laughing from the outside .. but its the whole opposite from the inside ..

lujain came inside w salimat 3al kil w ana ga3adt yam zyoon ..

Alzain: taw elnas !! lesh yetaw ba3ad ?
Me: oush walla matdreen sh9ar
Alzain: shfeech ?
Me: lujain !!
Alazin: shfeeha ?
Me: agoulch 3igoub el'3da
Alzain: okk !

an old lady spoke which i asoum is alzain grandmother ..

Old lady: alzain yumaa shfeech chithi wakaltay nafsch w nsetay t76een akl 7ag elbnt!

all the table laughed and i sure did =))

Alzain: umm umm mama lulu walla madri 3anha mo ra'6ya t76 7ag nafs'ha
Mama lulu: la yuma entay ely lazm t76eelha haaw ! bala elbnt tst7i ?
Alzain: kaak mno yst7i

and she looked at me .. i kicked her so hard under the table !!

Alzain whispering: a77 ya shgoul !!
Alzain: 5laa9 yuma enshalla el7een a76lha!
Mama lulu: ee 3afya yuma may9eer t5aleen elbnt chithi!
Alzain: enshalla
Mama lulu: hathi adab el'6yafa
Alzain: enshalla
Mama lulu: w lazm t7af'6een 3leha
Alzain: enshalla
Mama lulu: 3shan tfeedch lma tkbren !
Alzain: enshalla mama lulu walla enshalla

all the table laughed at zyoon ely da5at mn klam mama lulu w i couldent help but make fun of her .. zyoon mat7b 7anat el3yayz..

Mama lulu: enzain yuma haya (9aba's mom)
Mom: hlaa 5alti.
Mama lulu: lesh mat5leen elbnat ynamon ehni lain t5al9 el36la yuma ?
Mom: la 5alti wain a5leehom ma m3ahom a7ad ..
Mama lulu: lesh yuma ka li9byan blya5oor ely yamhom w fe 7oras w lujain mshalla kbeera 21 alla y7af'6ha w 9aba 15 ! mnha yistanson wya ba3a'6 w y'6ay3on wakt'hom
Mom: la 5alti a5af y9eerlhom shay

5alti so3ad (alzains mom ): ee haya mama lulu 9aja 5leehom yg3don eb ya5orna lay a5r el36la wya zyoon w rtooja, w li9byn blya5or ely yamhom ya3ni enshalla mara7 y9eerlhom shay! w a7na klyoum ni6aman 3lehom!
Mom: madri walla
Me: ee yuma plz !
Alzain: yalla 5alti tkfen !
Mom: walla entaw el4 elwa7d ma y2amin tig3don bro7kom !
Rataj: 5alti la t5afeen enshalla m7na mmsaween shay bs 5leehom yg3doon :(
Mom: hhh 5la9 enshalla ! bs haaa, eyanii wyakom titshe6inon ! w ana elyoum azahb jna6kom w a5li basha eyeebhom.

me an lujain ran up and kissed my mothers head!

Both: enshalla yuma :D!!!

and the four of us ran outside the dinning room!
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and i finally went to take a shower mn ba3ad ez3ajhom ! when is was done i changed my clothes and wore my ::

Goldie London studded biker jacket:

with my topshop white tanktop:

and my light blue ripped jeans:

with my christiano loboution studded boots:

and my red scarf:

and i waited for lujain ..

5 minutes ..

10 minutes ..

15 minutes ..

Me shouting: yalla 3ad gzarat 5al9eena ;@

Lujain: haaaa haaa !!

Me: yalla ti25arna !!!!

Lujain: ee n6ray ga3da asawi sha3ri !!

Me: w 9arlch sa3a shitsaween:

Lujain: thilfay e5thay lisweech mn basha w sha8lay elsyara !

Me: w mn gal asht'3l 3indch !

Lujain: 3ayl n6ray walla !

Me: uff ufff

and i marched to basha's room !!

Me: bashaaaaaa

silence ..

Me: bashaaaaaaaaa

silence ..

Me: bashoooooo w thwal

Basha: naaaaam naaaaam !

Me: taw elnas ! wenk enta 9arly sa3a anadeek ?

Basha: yani nafar mayroo hmaaam

Me: ee ro7 maglna la tro7 ! bs 3ad mo tnam !

Basha: enta nam mo ana !

i stared at him like this ( o__o )

Me: 5o enta mn 3arftk w enta bl7mam ! bre39i mo basha ..

Basha: enta breesi mo ana !

My face  ( o__o )

Me: enzain jeeb jeeb sweech mal lujain bla grga

Basha: jaain jaain entay baby 9'3eer wajd 7lo w zain.. entay seer kbeer .. seer wajd nafar haywan ..

i laughed so hard !!!!

bs basha '3er .. walla lo mo misht'3l 3indna 7ag 24 years chan ma 5leta ygoul 3ani chithi .. bs he's different

and he left to bring the keys .. lma yaba 5theta w r7t sha8alt elsyara !

i waited 7ag ymkn 5 minutes w a5eeran sharifat lujain .. sha8lna elsyara w we went took of to the mazr3a ..

on our way i texted zyood ..

9aba AlX:

zyood ana ray7a elmazr3a ;**

Zayed AlX:

ay mazr3a ??

9aba AlX:

malat 5alti w ahal rayilha ..

Zayed AlX:

Ay 9ob ? ;p

9aba AlX:

wait

Me: wain 9ayra elmazr3a ?

Lujain: chabd

9aba AlX:

chabd

Zayed AlX:

mashi 5la9 okk ;D

9aba AlX:

shfeek ?

Zayed AlX:

nothing 7ubi nothing ;*

9aba AlX:

ok weirdo :S ;*

and we continued our journy to the mazr3a :p ..

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kaaaak this is not even considered a post adri =)) bs tomorrow 2 posts enshalla w ra7 ykonoon 6waaaal ;D!! stay tuned ;**

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as promised ;* enjoy and feedbacks plz ;p
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9aba: aloo
Alzain: laaaaa2 !
                    
Bader: ....

6ooo6 6oo6 6oo6

9aba: ahm shay enha sadat el5a6 ! 5ee5a ?
Alzain: kaaak ee agoulch

that was so close !! sh7ga ydg hatha ba3ad  ! w kila eb wagt 8ala6 !!

9aba: elmohm etha dagat 36eeni feeni tim95r
Alzain: ma 3lech mnha ra7 arga3a eb wayha
9aba: o8ay

** 9aba's point of view **

wala 7eel wdi ama95er hatheech ;p bs lo alzain t5leeni.

it was about 10 o'clock so i headed back home lana makan le 5lg elsan Bandar ..

i toke a shoer layed in bed and watched a movie then of course chatted with zyood :p

** Alzain's point of view **

awal ma wi9alt elbet i called bader !!!

Bader: aloo
Alzain: shko edg 3lay ??? bader lilmra elmalyoun agoulk la edg 3lay ela lma tst2thn !! shft shloun 9aba shalat eltalefon ! ya3ni lo darat !!
Bader: zyoon 7yati hday
Alzain: bkef mno 7yatk ba3ad ?
Bader: uff alzain 5la9 ana asf w enshalla mara7 tn3ad !
Alzain: atmna !

and i closed it in his face :)! jad ystahal! bsibita kanat bt9eer mshakl lo ma allah sitar!

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** 9aba's point of view **

after 4 days it was thursday i just woke up .. so lazy and didnt even bother going to school .. ya3ni its the last day gabl elwinter break .. fa mala da3i ;p

i woke up finding a bbm from zayed


Zayed AlX:
9abooy elyoum mara7 enro7 aven bnro7 elmazr3a for the break ..

9aba AlX:
lesh ?!!
t3alaw aven awnas !

Zayed AlX:
lesh ?
tbeen tshofeeni ;D ?!

9aba AlX:
wai3 shko 7da la2 !
kan mojarad e8tra7 !
w ay mazr3a ?

Zayed AlX:
afa ana 9rt wai3 ?
3ABDILI

9aba AlX:
la zayoodi mu 89di ;$

Zayed AlX:
Magoul  '3eeeer allah kareem :(


after 5 minutes

9aba AlX:
zwaid z3lt !!

Zayed AlX:
wdi bs ma agdar !

9aba AlX:
A7sn ;p

i was about to go get a shower when my phone vibrated ..
zyod is calling ...

Me: aloo
Zayed: 9boouy phony by6fi ... etha b'3etay shy call ra8mi elthani 9*******

me : ok..
Me: zayed !
zayed : 3youn zayed !
me : take care
zayed : enshallaa ;* wla ena kan b5a6ri ashofch today ...
me : ma3laih next time enshalla ..
zayed : yalla 9bo derbalch 3la nfsch ... bye
me : ok bye

i closed it w gmt mn frashi

zyoon is calling ..

Me: ya3niii elwa7d ma ygoum yitsba7 elyoum ?!
Alzain: la2 !! chub w sm3ay

my mom came in ..

Me: waay kmalay !! hla yma ?
Mom: haw shfeech mn 9ba7 allah 5er ! knt bgoulch libsay msaween '3da eb mazr3at 5altch w elkil beekon ehnak !

Alzain on the phone: aywaaaa hatha ely knt bagoulch eya !
Me: okkk yalla ra7 atjahaz thb7tooni!
Alzain: okk yala lana a7na shwya w eb namshi !
Me: okk bye
Alzain: bye

Mom: entay ra7 tyeen wya lujain cuz a7na bnamshi el7een
Me: enshalla yma !!
Mom: yalla bsr3a
Me: ok

and i finally went to take a shower mn ba3ad ez3ajhom !
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I was lost in my own thoughts ..

until ..

Calling
its rtooj ;*..

Me: haa rteeej
Rataj: way3a 7ta way3a !! wench yalla t2a5ar elwakt!
Me: blbet ya3ni weni  ! w shno t2a5ar elwakt ??
Rataj: tst3b6en ??
Me: shfeech ?
Rataj: w ana mo gayla el'3da eb betna elyoum ! klhom ehni ela entay !
Me: ma7ad gali madri 3an shay 2sasan :o w ay '3da ?!
Rataj: '3da ana wyach w zyoon w ljoon ! enzain 5al9eeni t3alay !! na6reench !
Me: enzain bs ana t'3det w 3yzana agoum :(
Rataj: i know 9aba :) takl bdal el 9a7an 10 fa la tsaween nafsch ra8ee8a 3lena !! w  yalla jaldi
Me: kaaak chub chub kani byee ! and im proud mn my habit!
Rataj: 5o entay w zyoon kila proud 3la fasadkom ..
Me: kaaaak chub alla bye 5al abadl!
Rataj: bye

and i ended the call .. i went to my closet and changed into my ..

Juicy strpied T-shirt:

my Cashere track pants:

and my red uggs:

and took my gap Petite Back-tab jacket because it was coold outside:

 

i called Basha ..

Basha: haloo

Me: basha wenk

Basha: dakel goorfa

Me: ok sha8el syara ana yaro7 3nd retaj

Basha: o8ay beesora saba ana ma yabi yanter wajed!

Me: 7a'6er 3ami :)

hal basha filim =))

i headed downstairs ..

Me: yalla ana mashyaa

Bandar was there .. ohh boy!

Bandar: wain 3la 5eer ?

Me: ray7a bet rataj

Bandar: w bkef mno ? ma tadreen ayam mdars mako 6al3a ?

Me: embla adri bs mara7 a6awl

Bandar: ana glt mako 6al3a !

i stared at him furiously !

Dad: w mno gal kilmitk ely tamshi? ro7ay yuba ro7ay alla m3ach bs mo tit25ren yuba ;*

i ran and hugged my dad

Me: enshalla yuba, yalla m3a elslama :D!

and i went to basha who was waiting in the car ..

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i arrived to them at about 3 o'clock .. adri ra7 ythb7oni xD

i was calling rtooj

Rataj: ha wench ?

Me: ana ta7at

Rataj: yalla el7een komari tifta7lich elbab, thiba7teena mn elyo3!

Me: enzain yalla bla grga !

Rataj: entay 93day w a3lmch xD!

and she closed it

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komari came and opened  the door for me .. i headed upstairs

Lujain: la ba3ad t25ray akthar !

Me: shkoo ma yetay 5theteeni ! 5leteeni ayee m3a basha , 9ada3 rasi a'3ani bollywood!

Alzain: 7a9ilich itshofeen shabeeh zyood =))

Me: ya 7mara

i went and pushed her until she fell off the chair

all of us were laughing =))! alzain kanat minsad7a 3la elar'6 w t'67ak ..

Lujain: kaaak hatha basha basha !! la7ad y8al6 3leh ! mar'6a :p

Me: ee 7beeb elgalb ..

Lujain: shrayich! awal ma fata7t 3eni 3la hal dinya kan weyay =)) every step i took i was with him ! every moment ba3ad !

all of the table stared at her like this ( O_O )

Lujain: kaaaaaaaaaak

Rataj: agooul lujain 7beebti .. bla swalf bangal w eklay bs mama .. hatha ya3ni your 20 7mdla w elshkr =))

Alzain: eeee yallaaaaa y3t 5al nakl  !!!

she sat on the chair again .. i was staring at her ..

Me: entay mta mara7 ityo3een ?! xD

Alzain: 9aba la t7rjeeni ;$ *acting shy* i love eating ba3ad shno ya3ni ?

Me: law wla shay

Alzain: a7san krmeena eb skotch !

rifa3t elgafsha

Me: agoul eklay eklay la eb hathi el7een

we all laughed and then continued eating the food ;p

Rataj: yalla 5al9oona gomaw kletaw 7ta el9ma6 !!

Lujain: ee 3wafi 3lena !

Rataj: gomaw 5l9ooni 5anro7 ng3ad 3al blkona eljaw 3jeeb !

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after finishing we went out and sat on the balcony as rataj sujested :p ..

alzain was standing on the step ya3ni el7ami mal elbalcony kan 6ag b6nha ;p

Alzain: mno yit7dani angz lay ta7at

Me: yalla superwomen

Alzain: yalla

she stepped a little higher and spread out her hands

suddenly

3zeez: zyoooooon yal habla nizlay la e6ee7een !!

Rataj: kaaak 6ala3lich 3zooz =)) ?

Alzain: kaaaaaak ee !!

Alzain: enshalla bo s3ayid :p

and she got off

Lujain: mno hatha ?

and she ran to take a look

Lujain: ambay eyaniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin !!

Rataj: kaaaaaaaak 3zooz e5oy !!

Lujain: allaaaaaaaah !!

Alzain: 3ayl yalla emshay ta7at en'6ab6lch eya :p

Lujain: la ast7ii !!

Alzain: yalla t3alay !!

Lujain: fashla !!!

Alzain: 6aa3 hathi m9adga ba3ad =))

we laughed =))!

Lujain: 78aaaraa :)

** Alzain's point of view **

knt ga3da a6afer ljoon w astahbel 3leha =)) .. 3zooz is my cousin ( wld 3mti ) e5o rtooj .. he's cute i admit that but i count him more as a big brother to me and he's so kind and sweet ..

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w ana knt ga3da a6afer ljoon my phone rang .. 

9aba picked it off the table ..

9aba: ohh hathi lal7eenha !

Me: w lay bacher :p

9aba: 8ma bllazga =))!!

Me: 7adha :p .. 36eni ard 3leha 

9aba: la wait ana 2adibha !

she picked it up ..

9aba: aloo

Me: laaaaa2 !

Bader ..

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