It was just a mistake (9)

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The only thing i felt were the tears gleaming on my cheeks .. and the pain i felt on my back .. i was feared, and terribly scared .. is this a joke? i cried to myself. Cuz if it is i swear its a bad one .. im scared to death and the only thing i want is to go back home.

i sat in the corner of a dark room, my hands tied to my back .. not seeing a thing, unable to make a sound! i felt like shouting "lamar,ghezlan,sara! is that you? games over i dont like it .." but it wasent a game once i finally saw light .. a door opened and a girl came in, standing tall, her scent was so strong. God how much perfume does this women wear? she came closer and closer walking towards me and with every step she took i felt my heart sinking down to my stomach.

i closed my eyes tightly, causing some tears to escape my hazel eyes. i heard the eco of my heart beating like a hammer within my rib cage .. i started sweating from fear.. "bismillah, whats going on?"-i silently whispered to myself .. whats all this why am i in a dark room and in such an abusing situation??.. and i suddenly felt the girl standing infront of me, i sensed the theme still closing my eyes afraid to even blink. somebody please help me.

"scared? arent you?!"-a familiar voice spoke.

wait a second, ghala? the voice! i heard it! i opened my eyes and took a glimpse .. i saw this tall white red headed girl with dimples that sure seemed to be fake to me standing right infront of me .. alone

i got frightened, like really really scared .. whats going on? someone please tell me! i never harmed anyone .. ma swait shay .. the last time i got into a fight with a girl was when i was like 15? shtabi hathi!and what does she want from me?

"Wh.. who are youu?"-my weak voice spoke ..

i tried to adjust myself .. i moved my body that was scratched against the floor .. it pained .. it seemed bruised! kan 7ail y3awrni.

i sat there for second looking at my body until she held me face and lifted it up forcefully, i looked deeply into her big black eyes with my watery ones ..

"wow.. you sure are a beauty as they said you were"-she spoke in a devilish tone. "W.. whhat are you talking about" "i know you have nothing to do with this babe, bs i just hate being played with" i looked at her confused, just wanting to know whats happening bdon laf w dwran .. 3balha ana fahma elsalfa when im actually unaware about a thing thats happening. But i didnt speak .. i let the fear in my eyes, and the tears that were dripping from my chin, and my shivery breaths explain everything. "im reem ghala, REEM! .. tisharafna?"

i really felt like passing out .. tmnait elar'6 tinshag w tibla3ny .. bs why?  "wwhy are you doing this to me? reem shsalfa" "Your little love bird ma galch shay? or did he just fake everything out like he usually does"-she laughs sarcastically .. yet bitchy. my love bird? who does she mean rakan? "I dont have a love bird. rakan? he's just a family friend"-i replied. she sat on the floor right next to me laughing, is she drunk or something? w ana bs ashhag, ya ar'6 ebla3i ma 3layki .. i cried to myself .. ta3abt. i want to go home! elzibda shno*sniff* ??

"you changed him, stole his mind, gained his love without even trying! you just got that in a blink of an eye, but me? i stayed all my life trying to be everything in his. And when i finally was half way done. You just tared everything apart. In just a split second. why ghala?" she just made me cry even more .. and ache "reem wallah madri shta89deen .. i swear to god i have no idea what your even talking about*sniff*" i just spoke the awful truth. "la tchathbeen! i hate being lied straight to my face! didnt you steal him away? didnt you just take his heart away in a blink of an eye! 5thaiteeh mn ely 7bona .. mn eli awla feeh mnch! ymkn makan y7bni .. ymkn i meant nothing to him .. bs he meant the world bli feeh 7agi."

that just broke me down .. "a7lflch bshno theirs nothing between me and him reem he's all yours bs 5leeeni aro7 what your doing is just a wrong way to deal with situations w kila misunderstanding!" "no no *laughs* die her a7sanlch .. live apart from each other 5al y7s b3thabi shway" "reem what are you talking about please you got it all wrong just listen to me o you'll be pleased" "ohh how innocent.. your too charming"- she laughed with a devilish tone. and all i got next was a slap, and a long lasting nap after it ..

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things at the chalet were just so messed up .. it was late at night, 3bdalllah tried calling ghala but there was just no response .. so they headed out to look for her. hoping that nothing bad happened. 3bdallah was beyond feared, just the thought of something might happened to her made his eyes water. His heart for her contained a big mystery .. and rakan on the other hand .. he was willing on giving up his whole life, just for her.

Its just a pain having two hearts fall for one all at the same time.

after a long walk 3bdalla foun and ipod on the ground .. he bent down and grabbed it, but his anger made him lift it near rakans face tighting his grip on his t-shirt .. "ANAAAAA SHGLTLK ????????? MO GLTLK HATHI 78EERA !!!!!!!!!!"-he said furiously .. the fear he had made him over react, it drove him crazy .. "ENTA 7MAAAAAR! FAHEM SHNO 7MAAAAAR! TSAWI ELY BRASK W TWAR6 ELY 7WALEK! WAIN NILGAHA EL7EEEN ? GOLE WAIN! ALLAH Y3LAM SHMSWYA FEEEHA HAL SOSA! ALLAH Y3LAM BS! LO MO 3NADK HATHA CHAN A7NA B5ER EL7EEEN! BS LA WAIN! MA TRTA7 ELA ETHA WARA6T OMAT MO7AMAD WYAK ENTA!" "ENTA BKEFK TFASER! BKEFK FEEHA SHAY! TILGAHA BARA 3AL BA7AR EL7EEN! WAIN BTKON YA3NI ??"-hope is all rakan had, he know what he did was the biggest mistake ever. he harmed her, the girl he cared about. Instead of protecting her and gaining her heart, he harmed her and knew that its impossible to even imagine himself with her from now on. "es2al nafsk yal dbeer yal fheem! es2al nafsk wenhi! LIBNYA MO MWJODA! IPODHA MG6O6 3AL SHAR3! MG6O6 W YMA HAL FO6A RAKAN!"

he pointed at a towel that was right there on the ground .. rakan held it, and sniffed it. it smelled .. it smelled like ghala .. but it also smelled like .. gas. NO -he thought! this just cant be happening. Kidnapping her??

"ee rakan .. ee latin9dm .. SHE TOOK HER!"

It was just a mistake (8)

i untucked myself from bed, wore my shorts, shirt, converse and headed downstairs carefully trying my best not to make a sound and when i finally reached the the door i got out and sat on the shore ..

ahh the weather, the breezes! the smell of the ocean .. I'm shivering! 

i plugged my earphones into my ears and played, 3abdo .. kel ma nasnas

i was so into the song! until "Shtsaween bro7ch hal 7aza"?

his voice interrupted my thoughts ..

i turned to the side and saw his tall figure standing .. ohh shit i thought, 3sa ma ygoul 7ag a7ad 6al3a hal 7za?

who cares .. nothings gonna happen! ill just make an excuse and tell 3bdallah i needed this time outside ..

"Abi ag3ad bara shway" "el7een? laish shayfa elsa3a cham shloun t6l3een bro7ch  w elkil naym?, yalla riday da5l w mara thanya lay b'3aitay t6l3een golay 7ag a7ad" "Mani da5la bag3ad you go sleep a9lan shtabi!" i swear to god i can punch her in the face, such a brat-rakan thought .. ehda ehda everythings gonna be fine! just breath in and out .. you dont want to make her hate you zyada .. "5la9 ana bag3ad wyach" way shyabi?? okay .. fine! i promised 3bdallah not to go out alone, 5al a5leeh yg3ad wyay bs as long as ma yrfa3 tha86i ..

But the weird part of this whole "faj2a being protective thing" is that for 3 days now, 3 days after today, everytime i went out alone,  bkl laila anzl feeha Its 3bdallah or rakan that have to be with me with every time im out at night .. shsalfa-i thought? .. makanw y5loni anzl bro7i lo shno .. ma9arat!

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Ghala was surprised yet confused of the way rakan and 3bdalla were acting, why are they suddenly protective? w ila ytsasron mn ta7at lay ta7at .. w their always fighting! w whats up with the threat messages??? ugghh shsalfa!

 She had no idea on what was waiting for her. What was planed after the first day she talked to reem and after the first phone call. She had no idea that rakan dumped reem and had said that she (ghala) was his new,first and last, true love. She had no idea what was meant to be the cause of this breakup

the only thing she knew was that she needed to be careful the upcoming days .. why she asked? nobody answered .. not 3bdallah nor rakan had the guts to tell her that she was in danger because reem loved rakan so freaking much, and was shocked by the fact that rakan no longer loved her because she was the reason. 3bdallah felt so uncomfortable hiding the truth, but he knew it would break his heart seeing her reaction when he would tell her the true story.

So they just stood silent, and tried to protect her from whatever reem was planning on doing .. 

"way 5la9 i want to walk alone mabi a7ad!"-ghala said madly "mit25ra elsa3a ya ghala, shloun titmshain bro7ch? khla9 3ad"- he said tired of her stubbornness, trying not to shout and scare her, trying so hard to secretly gain her heart, rakan said in heavy tired and scared tone. he was afraid of letting her go out alone, regretting the problem he started .. this was all happening because of him. Reem is nothing but a hard playing tough girl who loved rakan all her life, he treated her like garbage at times but she was the first person he'd go to when he felt down, she was the first one by his side the first one he needed. But now ghala came and changed all that, which drove her nuts ..

"Fe bashar y6l3on yamshon elsa3a 12 blail?", ghala giggled "Eeeh ana, w entaw madri shsalftkom hal ayam" "ghala 5la9 3afya lo mara la t3andeeen!" "Im 17 .. in not a kid anymore, i can manage to walk alone at times" at the same moment rakans phone rang .. and he went to pick it up "Fine bs la t6awleen w 5alch greeba" "fine dad" she laughed walking away.

ghala plugged her earphones and started jogging her way to smell some fresh air .. 

she closed her eyes and it seemed as she was in another world

she cleared her mind, and wanted nothing but to run for a full hour! get back to the shlaih, shower, and lay on bed readinf her fav blogs until she's fall asleep again

she was a simple girl .. so white hearted you'd be shocked ..

she wanted nothing but for herself and other people to live in peace .. she wished for her whole life to be spent with her un-replaceable cousins, and the most stupid family friendss! 

she missed her parents alot .. but luckily i get to see them every once in a while, unlike some other orfen children she thought.

"aah i need to call 3bdalla, eljaw naar!"-she spoke to herself ..

1 un-read message:

out alone arent you?

ghala started to freak out the moment she read the message ..

she looked left and right, left then right over and over again ..

wtf? she started running back to her shalaih as fast as she could! what a weird stalker .. mno??, she stopped for a second to catch her breath .. ohh the is nonsense!-she thought

she started breathing a breathing and waited for her heart beats to come back to normal .. ta3abt.

and from afar came a car .. as if they were coming right towards her wanting to crush her into a million pieces, ghala just stood there and stared at the cars light that got brighter and brighter by the second ..

and when the car stopped 2 came out running, and the last thing she knew. She was up contiguous ..

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*slap*